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Sick
Sick. Sob.
Been sick since tuesday... on my vacation sob.
Okay so lol first of all i have like mutant tonsils that bleed and shit so
yeah, except this time its really bad and it hurts so much to swallow...
coughing and gagging up blood and spit. gross.
also, no apetite, light fever, and i feel like im going to faint every time i stand up. light headed. im miserable.
i could only eat half of my thanksgiving dinner (no apetite and it hurts to swallow) but i helped make the food so thats okay...
I feel terrible. I just have to keep on taking ibuprofen and coughdrops and throat spray. So far nothing has worked.
Photography club + school
okay thank god half the members of photog club are leaving by the end.
so far it is populated by girls who think taking a pic of themselves on their cellphone at a funky angle and photoshopping the crap out of it is 'photography'. LOVELY.
uhhhh lots of scenefags. not to be confused with scenekids, who are actually really cool. scenefags, i feel the need to explain myself in order not to be told 'YOU ARE STUPID!!!!!! WROSE THAN RACISM!!!!! I DISAGREE WITH YOUR OPINION SO THAT MAKES ME SMART K.' okay lol. scenefags, are people who dress in the sub-fashion, scene, and WANT TO BE LABELED. (EXAMPLE. 'i follow fads because that makes me c00l, IM SO SCENE! SCENExCORE, BBYZZ!') so any one who thinks that I HATE EVERYONE AND I CATEGORIZE PEOPLE BECAUSE I AM STUPID AND OBVIOUSLY CORRUPT BECAUSE HOLY FUCKING SHIT I MADE A NICKNAME FOR A SUBGENRE OF PEOPLEE!!!!!!!!!!! OMG BAD PERSON ALERT!, can rest at ease. I do not think scene kids are bad people. My Bingo girl is a bad person. who does drugs. and everything else bad. just because i drew her in scene attire does not mean anything.... i just like the fashion LMAO and she does too.
uh yeah so photog club was pretty boring. it was basically a sum up of the club....... sounds like we go around the campus (huuuuge btw) and take pictures of like twigs and shit. hopefully i can find some good models on modelmayhem or something for fashions shoots relating to high school.... that'd be pretty fucking sick, but i don't think they'd come all the way here from boston to nh. LOL
so uhhhh yeah. I'll stick around.
also, its so weird how people at school talk about photoshop as this BAD MYSTERIOUS THING. like omg that is so photoshopped. fuck. i love photoshop. the art teacher the other day was trying to get me to take her ps cs2 (the version i use, and the one at school) tutorials on basics. okay, lady, i told you im pretty experienced with this stuff.... i do not need help finding the paint bucket tool or how to make a layer...
okay so yeah....
i was doodling some scenefag boy at the end of art class and this girl (i think im afraid of her because a. DASGSDFGG's ex-gf b. prettier than me c. christian d. moralfag.) but anyways she was all THAT IS SO SICKKKKK! and i was so flabbergasted. it looked like.... doodoo. like it was a joke doodle. i guess if it has sloping bangs and tight jeans it must be pretty sick. ok whatever.
hi guys i am prejudice kay. I'm smart enough to know that im not smart, but smart enough to be able to say im not stupid. I'm smart enough to know that my morals are twisted, because i know everyone likes to THINK that they THINK prejudices are bad and stereotypes are evil and labels are not real, but really. what human doesn't judge. I think it pretty much natural to not be completely ANGEL MORAL'D. We know what is 'right'. we know what is supposedly the 'good thing' to think. We just don't. Because that is what kind of people we are.
I can be the biggest bitch you'll ever meet, but I can be the sweetest supportive angel,too. Yin and Yang. Actually we just went over Daoism in my China class. very interesting.
Back to topic. I am not a very nice person. I don't like a lot of these, i don't like a lot of people. But at least I know it. at least I don't pretend to be some high-and-mighty-goody-goody-i-do-everything-morally-correct-and-im going-to-rub-it-in-your-face-because-you-are-not-like-me-and-do-not-think-the correct-right-way. Rant pretty much over. And no, this isn't directed at specifically anyone, its for multiple people.
Just thought I'd share my philosophy. k.
SDFSDFG SARAH BBY DARLING YOU ARE LOOKING SO CUTE TODAY YOU KNOW THAT
listen to 'pressure kids' by kevin drew.
recent image of meeeee + new hair.
FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL. DONE.
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
OKAY WELL SO FAR I AM LOVIN' HIGHSCHOOL.
okay so if you didnt already know since i tell everyone everything,
I go to the biggest public academy in the US. ITS HUGE. I MEAN. NEARLY 3500 KIDS. Oh and the campus is fucking gigantic. Its the sixe of a decent sized college.
Here is my scheduleeee. A is the best class rank besides AP, but those dont exist for freshmaaaannn.
period A. Latin 1B (only because freshman cant take A latin) (in the chapel)
period B. intro to Visual Art (I dont think i need to take this but uhhh lol english/fine art building)
period C. Intro to Physics and Chemistry 1A (science building)
period D. Algebra 1A ( I TOOK THIS LAST YEAR FUCK SO EASY FUCKKKKK. why didnt i choose to go to algebra 2A SOBBBB Uhhh Vocational Building)
period E. Global Studies: China & India (social studies wing)
period F. English 1A (english building)
period G. Lunch/ half study
period H. Computer applications (keyboarding and microsoft word class, vocational building)
UHHHH SOOOOO. from my p.A class to my p.B class its a little more than a quater mile. and even longer to get from p.E to p.F.....
WHY ARE THE BUILDINGS SO HUGEEEEEEEE AND WHY ARE THE ALKS SO RIDICULOUSLY LONNNNGGGGG. I have to walk up about 50 flights of stairs or more a day, i swear. my feet. ow. It was so hard to find my classes the first couple of days... I had to use a map constantly. ALSO THE NUMBERING IS WEIRD. like i have one class on one side of the campus in rm. 20, and then one in rm. 518...
booyeah Robert Frost taught at my school, and boo yeah Alan Shepard (first american in space ftwww) went hereeee. Speaking of which i have a rocking chair from alan shepard's house. (I can see his house from my bus stop ftwwww)
I like all of my classes, especially global studies~ I'm bored in math because im supposed to be in algebra 2. so im stuck with a whole bunch of kids who are all UHHHGFDGHHHH I DUNNO WHAT RADICALS AREEEEE!!11! HALP MEEE. sob. i shoulda took that algebra 2 exam seriously (uhhh but only one person passed because it was like, all word problem shit...) And the enlgish teacher is mean and didnt tell us we had homework and uuhhhh doesnt except homework a day late so i am already failing his class. 2 assignments, one a zero. fuckk.
also there is so many hot boys here omg. omg. the advantage of going to a big school = more guys = more options. oh my god. just. so many beautiful boys i am nearly jizzing my pants everywhere i look. but almost all of them are upperclassmen sob. but but. UUUNNNDFFFDFFFDFSDFF in my comp apps class.... fapfapfapfapfap.
uh and uhhh. so many scenefags and hipsterfags and it is so disgusting and uhghfgh i hate trendwhores so much. PEOPLE ARE SO NICE TO ME HEREEEEE. i think its because i have become a master at hiding my powerlevel. all of you people out there who have people ignore you and make fun of you. if you are open about anime uhhhh social outcast. I still love my animuz but i just dont broadcast it and stuff... I still have a cinnamaroll penicl case and kitty eraser and tenorikuma notepad but i guess that doesnt count. I was debating on whether to wear my KH2 tshirt.... but when i did that at ccd all the gamerfags and icky boys were all OMGEEEE YOU LIEK VIDEO GAMESSSS. NORMAL LOOKING GIRL LIKES GAMES WHUTTT. so im not doing that again.... not for public places... ewhhh gamerboys in my school are disgusting so no ty.
I AM MAKING NEW FRIENDS YAY.
ALSO NOBODY/except for my friends/ RECOGNIZES ME YAY.
like i was walking right next to this guy that i liked back when i was a weaboo in like 5th grade. oh my god it was so disgusting how i acted in 5th grade.... its hard for me to even talk about i just hate myself so much back then ewhewhwehwefawfasdfsdfgdfg. well anyways i looked really different. i looked like typically weaboo faggotory.... CURLY CRAZY FRIZZY HAIR. i put it in a ponytail back then everyday until it had a dent. i had to grow out the dent. and i had braces and ewhewhwhwwe and gap clothes and why. why was i like that. so gross.i was on here in 5th grade i think. why did you guys talk to me lol.....
so yeah i was disgusting and i was was obsessvie and i was just ewh i dont even. so now i am WEARING MY OWN CUTE CLOTHES IN MY OWN SPECIAL STYLE. and i straightened my hair and new haircut (bangs to the side ftwww like rika) and got my braces off and now i wear mascara and such I BET I SOUND SUPERFICIAL BUT ITS HOW IT IS NOW, KIDS. so yeah i was walking right next to him and i said hi and he didn't know who i was and it felt so great.
even though i saw him a year ago and told him who i was.... (but i looked different a year ago too.... i guess)
well i bet you are wondering why i even bothered saying hi to a guy i used to like, well you see, i get attached to things. like, i might not like them anymore, but i hold on to them for some reason... like when my dad changed the back of the toilet seat i was so upset.... i don't no why. FFFF LOL. i don't like losing things i was comfortable with. (same thing happened when we painted the house this summer, it was the exact same color... but it looked fine to me before so it was upsetting)So i have the same attachment sorta thing with people, i guess, not the same way, but i like seeing what they look like now, i want to see what happened when i wasnt there, and just, everything. i like to know everything because i am nosyyyyy. nosy nosy.
this is a long long post.
read shugo chara chapter 44 todayyyyyy. ffff god it took forever for them to be posted but yaaay. sobsob... ran... miki... suu. SOBSOB ILL MISS THEM SXDFSDFASDFASDFSADFSDF.
Sarah is in canada atm so im boreeedddd. i cant call her because it costs extra money, and same with texting in canada... sorry iri i just got the bill... we went over 30 bucks. but my mom said i could work it off ; u;.
School is just generally fun i think... except for being blashsdfsdf from walking up like 3453453245346345456 flights of stairs. and waking up at 5:30am. not fun.(classes start at 7.15am) but i get home at around 3pm.... (it takes me 15 minutes to walk home from my bus stop sooobbb why so far)
I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO WRITE............k
i hope somebody actually reads this, this time.
long post is long...
IMPORTANT LOL
UH so we are having a revival of old otaku artists! aragorn1014 has an excellent explanation and post on it, go visit her world!
GOGOGO.
also. what is the meaning of this. Sarah posts this amazing gorgeous picture that is awesome and epic and win. and YET. WHY IS IT IGNORED. BKASDFASDFSDF
SO. SAD. gogogo and make her day. it'll make mine.
blahahaa
i just got back from the beach and i got buuurrnedddsd ooomph.
im tired and hot and sleepy and blahsdfasfd
just lazy dazy day
finished reading party monster today. and einstein's dream's yesterday.
i feel like i've been reading alot of books this summer.
partly since its been boring and rainy and gross, until this weeeeek.
its supposed to nice and hot and humid and uuuunngghhh.
oh the neighbor is calling
pool is open and im nice and showered but it is so tempting. since it is hot.
ok.
im going over.
lemme just chug this lemonade, mom.
lazy dazzzy dooo
oh and i need to wash off all that nice mascara i just put on
hmmmm
just 5 minutes.
you, see , I am typing my thoughts out now.
im that bored.
today is the 27th.
in one month i will be a freshman. i little frosh. fantadidilly do.
sarah isn't picking up her phone.
blahg. watched harry potter for the 3rd time yesterday. this time with my nana. bless her. cute little old lady.
i'm an athiest, but sometimes it feels good to say those things.
or pray. but i don't know what im praying to. the laws of physics? gravity? m-theories and string theories and background radiation? residue of creation...
these thoughts are all just blah-ing out of my head. i really love to read about things i probably won't ever fully understand.
i feel like its good to atleast try, you know?
well i feel like im keeping the neighbors waiting with my sticky blah mind goo all over the internet.
I love my neighbors, really. really nice funny people. i like to keep my head out of the water when they talk to my dad on the side of the pool. so i can hear what funny interesting things they have to say.
byebye.
