I Understand You Now

Sebastian

I wasn't expecting any of this. First of all, what Griffin did and then second, getting captured. I understood the situation at hand with Griffin, sure. Make complete accusations of me and not knowing how he felt practically. As I told him that I had lost my brother, Chris, also, he seemed to calm down about the matter.

Then it took down to getting captured and being knocked out again with that gas. I woke up later in a white room, but I wasn’t alone. Karin was there along with me, looking tired, worn, and beaten. And I hated it. I wanted to get revenge on those who did this to her, until I realized that I couldn’t. I was strapped down, just like her. Karin didn’t know I was there. I tried calling to her multiple times, but nothing came from her mouth. She seemed out of it, possibly her mind lost. No, no, no!! I didn’t want to see her like this!

There were many changes to her. She looked older, like they had modified her physically into looking older, like her actual age or older instead of the girl I knew, which didn’t look like this and was more childish. Nothing had truly changed about her though. She was beautiful any way that she was put or made into. She was still my Karin... I hope.

Her nails were changed. They seemed long, like claws. Her hands, nose, and feet were a lot like a white rabbit’s and her blond hair was longer. I hated that they did this to her, but no matter what she thought, she was still beautiful.

Throughout time, I lost track of time, lost track of everything, but the only thing that kept me close to sanity was Karin. Her just being there was what made me sane.

Throughout the multitude of torture given to both of us, both of us learning our screams, I protesting every single time Karin did, I gained more of a taste for blood. They deprived me of it to see how I would become.

I was a monster. Multiple times I broke out of my shackles, feasting on one scientist to the next, finding only a want for human blood, but I never went to Karin. Not once. They finally got me on a supplement of type AB blood to keep me going and my eyes eventually turned to a deep purple. My brown hair grew more wild and my claws became sharper. I licked my fangs multiple times to get a feel to them being more elongated. Karin didn’t change back to herself once. She just seemed empty, tired of screaming and tired of looking up. She is the happiest person I knew. Just what had they done to her?

I was in a separate room today, and they gave no explanation why I was. Multiple times I had bled and be given scars for these wretched people. My throat was rare and sore. What more did they want to do to me?

My usual doctor didn’t come in today. Well, the one that had last more than a few days, I think. Instead, it was Karin’s doctor, a man named Hiraku. Apparently, he was the twin of Akira’s doctor. That was all he told me before he had the guards turn me over onto my stomach and I turned my head to him once I was strapped in again and growled.

“Oh, does the poor, little vampire miss his little bunny?” I growled louder as I stared at his neck and wondered about Karin at the same time. Oddly, doing that kept me from trying to lunge at this man. The thought of Karin always did. He noticed this, as I stared at his neck, and backed away slightly.

“I’ve heard that you’ve been misbehaving. Killing our comrades for blood. Well, in punishment, we are going to give you something new. Something you’ve never had before,” Hiraku said with a smile.

“And what’s that?” I hissed towards him as he came over to me and put straps across my back to hold it down. He ripped apart the white shirt I had worn this whole time since we broke in and traced his fingers across my shoulder blades.

“A nice new pair of wings. Bat wings to be exact. Have you be more like a vampire, no?” He giggled and I went wide eyed. Wings? Wings? You have got to be joking.

But I could tell he wasn’t joking as some more scientists came in, put a mask on my face as they strode a cart into the room that consisted of enlarged bat wings, black and true to their nature. Apparently, they had tried to put me under when they decided to put the wings in. It didn’t work very well. At some points, it did, like when they made incisions for the wings to fit in, but most of the time, I felt the pain as they messed with me, made me even more inhuman. I screamed, arched my back but didn’t break the bonds. From all of the sweat and tears I felt coming off of me, I eventually passed out, not knowing what would happen next.

.:Hours Later:.

I felt so drugged. I was tied up again, I knew that and that I was in the same room as Karin, but that was all I could see as far as blurriness. As for hearing, I could hear my wings making small patterns in the air, small beats. I tried to move one and it moved slightly. It seemed all of my nerves worked correctly in them. As for the rest of my surroundings, I could hear scientists talking about my improvement in adjustment to the new wings in such a short amount of time, but that I shouldn’t “fight” the rest of the club. I didn’t know what that was about but I could tell they were on edge, that something was wrong.

Karin’s breathing was normal. She seemed a bit healthier, actually, even in my blurred state. I couldn’t tell if she was looking at me today. She seemed to be, as clear as day. She mouthed my name but that was all I was about to see before I passed out from the drugs again.

I only hope to live long, so that I could get Karin out of here... I promise I will get you out of here Karin... I understand your nightmares now, for I have my own.

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Short but concise post for Seb :DD Thought I would put in what happened to him shortly before the new plot starts :DD That is what happened to Karin, I found out from Den-chan :) She didn't mind me including what happened to her since she was so busy today :)

~Anime

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