Need To Sleep {Madison's Mind}

This poem is based on the Supernatural episode "Heart" and it's from Madison's point of view. {For those who haven't seen it, Madison is a woman's who changes into a werewolf and murder's people when she goes to sleep. She's a great person and one of Sam's love interests and she decides that Sam has to kill her to stop her from killing anyone else}

I haven't slept in ages.
Because I know longer dream.
Behind my eyes pain rages.
And I silently scream.
What does all this mean?

I cannot feel the sunlight.
Because I have grown black wings.
Your world out there is to bright.
And I'd rather have dark things.
What will evening bring?

I will not take the straight path.
Because I have lost my way.
Everything is moving so fast.
And I don't know what to say.
What would you do if there was no day?

I have never had peace.
Because I am filled with hate.
I wish these voices would all cease.
But I know it is to late.
What is this is my only fate?

So I will never love you.
Because my heart would break.
I know what I have to do.
And it's for all our sakes.
I have to die, I can't stay awake.

End