Hello world,

Let me introduce myself. I'm bloodunderrazor and this is the world where I'm going to set my poetry, fanfictions and stories. I've been crazy busy recently. But I'm working on posting more poetry and such. I've got tons of new work to share with everyone.

I have found a new love via X-men Origins Wolverine. {And before all other x-men purists attack me, let me just say that I thought Wolverine blew the point of the original 3 movies straight to hell but I like the story for Wolverine because it was better to the comics.} Anyway, here's a youtube vid of one of my two favorite characters.

Here's my basic information for those who aren't familiar. I turned twenty-four on the 19th of July, I'm female, caucasion and follow the Gothic lifestyle. Supernatural is my favorite non-animated show ever. And I'm a huge manga/anime freak. Naruto is my biggest guilty pleasure. Rozen Maiden is my only love of dolls. And I understand why Hell Girl takes people away. I've been a fan since Sailor Moon aired back in the U.S. many moons ago.
I hope you enjoy the work I've placed on here. I'm just looking to connect with new people who love manga/anime/poetry/stories the same way I do. So... Welcome to my world. Enjoy.

And here's an image of my top favorite X-men Origins Wolverine character.

Damaged

Black are the wings that I’ll use to fly.
Red is the color of the tears I shall cry.
Truth is how I shall choose to lie.
Living is the way I know I must die.

Off of sickness into dementia I fell.
Out of the irony, into the well.
In darkest pain, I flourish, I dwell.
I live in the depths of my very own hell.

Tormented mentality leads a desolate way.
There is no end to the price I will pay.
The night of my mind never meets the day.
The girl you once knew has fallen away.

The end of my sanity begins in my head.
When I am awake as I rest on my bed.
I can remember all that the visions have said.
Everytime I realize that I should be dead.

I wish that I could make you see.
If only I could make you believe.
This is not what I know I should be.
I don’t know myself, this cannot be me.

You know I’m not normal, I am deranged.
You think that I'm slowly going insane.
You cannot fix things that you cannot change.
We are all damaged. Our pain is the same.

Japanese Music In English

I've got a question, it's something I've been thinking about for awhile. I need someone to help me find the answers. So I'm posting this on the otaku.com to see if anyone can.
The question is, why do Japanese musical artists sing in Japanese and yet have a few English words mixed in their lyrics? Is it just because those words have no Japanese translation? Is it a pop culture thing? Are they placing a few English words to be more attractive to non-Japanese speaking fans?
I enjoy many Japanese artists, of many genres and all of them do the same thing. Forgive me if this seems a little obtuse but it's just something that's been making me curious for awhile. All replies and/or comments will be both respected and apprieciated. Thanks.

The Power of Words

We write to express.
And we write to achieve.
Words are used to connect.
And we can use them to grieve.
We write to destroy.
And some write to maim.
Your words can cause suffering.
If you've got stable aim.
We write for freedom.
And we write to create.
Writing can be used to heal.
Or open windows to fate.
We write to become.
To search ourselves inside.
Looking for our own salvation.
Revealing our inner pride.
We write to be ourselves.
To reach those shining stars.
We write to tell our stories.
To show the world who we are.
We who write aren't many.
We're not really a few.
This is who we are in words.
Tell me, who are you?

Apart Away

It’s one thing or another, that which keeps us apart.
But we’re always together, inside of my heart.
I miss you so badly, my tears tell the tale.
And with your voice in my head, I wish not to fail.
I’m sorry to disappoint you, because others will hold me back.
I’m hoping that stupid fault does not throw us off track.
Because I feel you, I need you; I want you to see.
That without us together, I cannot see a me.
You may push me away, but I’m not letting go.
Because you are all I have to hold.
And your love is all that keeps me from being cold.
This is the only thing that I know.
Away, we’re apart. Apart, we’re away.
But there’s nothing that keeps me from saying this today.
I miss you. I want you. I’ll be with you sooner than you know.
Even though I’m not always there, I’ll be behind you wherever you go.
Away, we’re apart. Apart, we’re away.
See you soon, I miss you.
I just wanted to let you know I’m thinking of you today.

This Darkness I Love

This is poem based on the novel "Twilight". From Bella to Edward.

You are the utter black abyss that eases my pain.
Please don’t go away. Just stay.
Or I’m afraid nothing else will remain.

You are the sweet sin of my salvation.
I’ll take any abuse, if you so choose.
But this I can’t lose, to mindless depravation.

Your darkness has become my soul.
When fingers meet flesh, those moments are the best.
There is no rest and no one else will ever know.

It will be all right as long as we’re together.
I’ll take the sin and the demons within.
As long as I can have you, forever.