Hello world,

Let me introduce myself. I'm bloodunderrazor and this is the world where I'm going to set my poetry, fanfictions and stories. I've been crazy busy recently. But I'm working on posting more poetry and such. I've got tons of new work to share with everyone.

I have found a new love via X-men Origins Wolverine. {And before all other x-men purists attack me, let me just say that I thought Wolverine blew the point of the original 3 movies straight to hell but I like the story for Wolverine because it was better to the comics.} Anyway, here's a youtube vid of one of my two favorite characters.

Here's my basic information for those who aren't familiar. I turned twenty-four on the 19th of July, I'm female, caucasion and follow the Gothic lifestyle. Supernatural is my favorite non-animated show ever. And I'm a huge manga/anime freak. Naruto is my biggest guilty pleasure. Rozen Maiden is my only love of dolls. And I understand why Hell Girl takes people away. I've been a fan since Sailor Moon aired back in the U.S. many moons ago.
I hope you enjoy the work I've placed on here. I'm just looking to connect with new people who love manga/anime/poetry/stories the same way I do. So... Welcome to my world. Enjoy.

And here's an image of my top favorite X-men Origins Wolverine character.

First Time

Your lips press hard.
You take and you give.
As candlelight fades around us.
And the darkness forgives.
I know you live.

Your hands caress.
Your touch makes me ache.
As we lay entwined on cool sheets.
I think my soul could break.
I know you’re awake.

You hold me close.
I’m wrapped in your heat.
I’m intoxicated by your scent.
As our bodies meet.
I know your heartbeats.

Then you make me feel you.
I’ve lost control of my pride.
Slick bodies drenched in sweat.
Every defense has died.
I feel you inside.

I watch your face.
Blinded by the tears in my eyes.
Together we are one.
I no longer want to die.
Just because I have this chance…
To see myself in your eyes.
This first time.

Blood Red

She bites into the skin.
It kills her from within.
Death by the original sin.
It looks as if she could not win.

The sweet taste of fruit colored blood red.
Bursting in a heart that has all ready bled.
Taking out the agony which she had fed.
Paler than snow, she falls down dead.

The lady who ran all through the night.
Only catching a faint trace of light.
Now it’s all over because of one bite.
It was she that took her own life.

Didn’t she realize it would be wrong?
But she hadn’t slept for oh so long.
She was sick and tired of her broken song.
She knew that all of her pain would be gone.

Seven men could not save her that night.
No one man could erase all her strife.
She would never survive through this life.
It was either the fruit or the knife.

Taking the apples colored blood red.
A snowflake shaped crown rests above her head.
On a gray stone this is all that it said.
“The fairest of them all, here lays dead.”

Hey Otaku

I'm back from vacation. After two weeks I'm ready to get back into my work. I've missed the otaku in a huge way. I'm very happy to be back to active posting. You can expect some more short stories and new poetry as soon as I'm unpacked and have some free time. Thanks everyone, especially C-chan who missed me most.

Almost Gone

I'm leaving tomorrow everyone. So I will not be on theotaku for about a week or a little longer. When I come back from vacation I'll have tons on new stuff to post and a clearer head. I'll miss you all who. {Especially C-chan *hugs*}
And I'll talk to everyone again upon my return.
Well, that's it. I'll be going. But don't worry, I'll return.

-bloodunderrazor

Tribute to Flight

They don't ever really see her.
She's like the mist in the air.
So many don't approve of her.
But she's learning not to care.

Her art is her soul and voice.
She's making her own sky.
It's beautiful like miracles.
And this is how she can fly.

They don't ever listen.
Just judge her before she speaks.
If only they understood her.
And the future that she seeks.

She has learned patience.
And she's stronger than she seems.
Their opinions don't matter.
Because she's reaching for her dreams.

This is how I know her.
Fast and free as a feather.
Flowing through the eternal sky.
With a soul that none can tether.
She has the power to create forever.

{This is dedicated to dafeather. For everything.}
*Hugs* Thanks C-chan.