Welcome to the Asylum for Wayward Victorian Girls. Please, do come in.

I am Iggy and I shall be your guide in the Asylum. I have lived in this asylum for the better part of soon to be sixteen years. It is easy to get into the Asylum, the hard part is getting out.

I believe that everyone is mad to one point or the other. Remember, the first stage is denyal~ :3

<3 take care, and do come back.

Life seems to be getting better....

So my mom called this morning and she said that my grandma might be discharged from the hospital tomorrow!! And my aunt's dog is doing fine too! He has to wear one of those little plastic cone things around his neck and has to be spoon fed, but he's alright.
Mom said that she's also feeling better. ^-^
I also had the movie night last night.Nothing much, a few friends, some movies and tacos. The brothers were spending the night at a friends and my dad got a video on hoof trimming (for horses). So my family was pretty much outta the way.
It was really fun. We watched Psyco, the original one and the first Jaws.
My dad finished his video and he went out to the living room and he found six teens all piled on the couch. He kinda wasn't happy to find that I was sitting next to Dorian...It kinda didn't help that he was messing with his gun safe...
I feel so sorry for Dorian...TT.TT
Well, everything went alright...

but the other day, I went to the DMV and got my permit retaken cause my wallet was in my friend's car when it burned. Then yesterday, I LOST IT!!! D:
So I gotta find it or scrape together 15 bucks and get a new one. I really hope I find it because the picture was really cute...I probably dropped it in a parking lot or in my dad's truck...I hope I find it!

BTW: I'm running out of inspiration, so I have decided that I will start doing requests. If you want a drawing or card or whatever, please tell me!!

so...

So earlier this week, my friend's house burnt down. We were going to a class and everyone piled into his car, but it wouldn't start. So his mom tried again and the engine caught on fire. And in a few minutes half of his house was on fire too. So I probably won't we online for a while....because my computer was in his car.

Also this week, my grandma had her sugery and it all went fine. What a relief. But yesterday my aunt's dog had to go to the vet for an emergency sugery. They found him in her neighbor's backyard pool with his eye falling out....so..yeah...

Then his morning, my mom texted me and said that she fell down the stairs and she hurt her back really badly. She says that she's in a lot of pain. She got a ticket back home for Tuesday so I hope that her back gets better before she has to travel.

This week has been fallng apart. Since mom is gone, I have to take care of my brothers, I have been taking a driver's ed class, trying to keep up with my studies, and preparing for a party that is tonight!! And I still have lots of things to get ready before tonight. The party is a 6 and my class gets out at 5:30. So I have to rush to get things ready as soon as I get home!
Also this whole thing between Dorian and me is making me so confused.

I am so mentally tired. The stress is going to kill me...

Life currentally sucks.

Damn, I wrote a whole shit long post and when I tried adding a picture, it said that it was not in JPEG format. And I lost my post.

*sigh* 2009 currentally sucks.
Maybe it's just me, bad karma, or I'm in for a very bad year.
Who would like an over view?
Lots of things have happend to me in this past month, some good, lots bad.

First: Dorian asked me out! It's really funny because I've had this crush on him for a very long time.

Second: My parents said I couldn't date him. That led to a very awkward situation between us.

Third: My mom got a call from my aunt saying that my grandma is in the hospital and needs triple bypass surgery on her heart. Every one is very worried and my mom is going to California on Tuesday. Grandma's surgery in on Wednesday.

Fourth: Dorian and I were talking on Messeger and I randomally do this thing which I call my "random question". So I asked him a question and he answered it then he asked a random question. The question was, "If your parents let you, would you still date me?" I nearly died of shock and I said yes. He was happy about that. I was scared that he was ignoring me, but then he asked me that. So that means he still likes me right?? (I have no experence with guys)

Fifth: Before January, I was planning a movie night with all my friends. Even before he asked me out, I invited Dorain to the movie night. Now that I told my parents, this is going to be an unfomfortable situation.

Sixth: HOME SCHOOL SUCKS!!! I don't know if I'm getting enough credits to pass and if I don't, I'm probably gonna be held back again! I told mom that and she said that I need to talk to my dad. But all he's probably gonna say is that I'm not trying hard enough because he dosen't want to send me to public school.

Random things about me...

Name: ignislilium, aka: intotheblue, iggy, lily, "hey you" Birthdate: August 3 Birthplace: Fairbanks, Alaska Current Location: Bed room Eye Color: Dark Brown Hair Color: Brown, Righty or Lefty: Righty Zodi...

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*pounds head into wall*

Dorian asked me to go to the movies this weekend and I told my parents that he asked me out. The short and not so sweet version, they said no.
Belia and sbsp, you guys were right, I feel so stupid now.
It's so awkward..
They should at least feel lucky that I told them. I just should have said that I was going with a friend.
Belia, I hope that you have that room in your basement ready for me...

This was all a mistake from the beginning.