My own Personal Blog of Online and Off.

Loves: Art, Rabbits, Love, Gamin', Music, Wacoms
Dislikes: Fanbrats, Flamers, People who don't know when to shut up, When I worry

I believe in the ways of Buddhism. Seeking truth in one's self and that we suffer from our desires, desire only ends when Nirvana is reached.

Personal Quotes:
"Scars of the past only show where you have been, not where your gonna go."
"It's when you can keep a good clear mind even in the bad times it shows inner-strength."

That's about it. My friends of

100 Questions and answers meme

Taken from MiracleStar19

1) Name: Stephen
2) Name Backwards: Nehpets
3) Were you named after anyone?: I don’t anyone in specific
4) Does your name mean anything?: Stephen means crown of garland
5) Nick Name(s): Steve, Bunny King, Ten, Tenshi, Tenchi
6) Screen Name(s): TenshiHoshino
7) Date of Birth: 08/23/84
8) Place of Birth: Nova Scotia, Canada
10) Current Location: Town
11) Sign: Leo/Virgo cusp.
12) Religion: Conflicted at the moment
13) Height: 6’1”
14) Weight: 130 lbs.
15) Shoe Size: 13
16) Hair color: Dirty blonde
17) Eye color: Light blue
18) What you look like: Tall and lanky
19) Innie or Outie: Innie
20) Righty, Lefty, Both: Righty
21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: Straight
22) Best friend(s): A few, IRL and online.
23) Best friend you trust the most: Code
24) Best friends {your sex}: Code, Tim, My big bro
25) Best friends of the opposite sex: on here again: MiracleStar19, SageofMagic, WhtDragon, Cloud, Rukia
28) Crush: Sometimes
29) Parent(s): My Dad, my Mom passed away.
30) Worst Enemy: I am usually my own worst enemy.
31) Favorite on-line Guy(s): Unsure, lol
32) Favorite on-line Girl(s): SageofMagic, MiracleStar19, Aragorn1014, WhtDragon, Cloud
33) Funniest friend: Code
34) Craziest friend: Unsure
35) Advice Friend: MiracleStar19
37) Person you cry with: Usually alone or with family
38) Any sisters: in rl: None.
39) Any brothers: in rl: One older brother.
40) Any pets: Three cats: Lemew, Katz and Mitts.
41) A Disease: Tuberous sclerosis
42) A Pager: None
43) A Personal phone: None
44) A Cell phone: None
45) A Lava Lamp: None
46) A Pool or hot tub: None
47) A Car: I don’t feel comfortable driving until I get panic attacks and depression under control.
Describe Your...
48) Personality: Normally happy go lucky, impatient, lover of entertainment.
49) Driving: Not driving at current time
50) Car or one you want: No idea.
51) Room: Small and cozy.
52) Mmh: What?
53) School: Graduated.
54) Bed: Soft and firm.
55) Relationship with your parent(s): Pretty good.
56) Believe in yourself: Yes and No
57) Believe in love at first sight?: I believe it can happen.
58) Consider yourself a good listener: Depends on my mood.
Also 59 is missing.
60) Get Along with your parents: I get along well with my Dad and his partner
61) Save your e-mail conversations: sometimes
62) Pray: Doing it more recently
63) Believe in reincarnation: I believe it’s possible
64) Like to make fun of people: Nope.
65) Like to talk on the phone?: So-so.
66) Like to eat: Sure.
67) Like to drive: I do when I feel happy.
68) Get motion sickness: Sometimes
69) Eat the stems of broccoli: Yep.
70) Eat Chicken fingers with a fork: I usually use my fingers.
71) Dream in color: Yes.
72) Type with your fingers on home row: I am a bad typer
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: Nope
74) Right next to you: Webcam
75) On the walls of your room: Dressers full of clothes, some with books and manga.
76) On your mouse pad: using a tablet not a mouse pad.
77) Your dream car: Haven’t put much thought into it.
78) Your dream date: Getting an actual date.
79) Your dream honeymoon spot: Undecided.
80) Your dream wife/husband: Undecided.
81) Your bedtime: 11 PM or 12 AM
83) The single most important Lesson: Love who you are.
84) Your bad time of the day: Afternoon
86) The weather like: Nice but a tad chilly.
87) The time: 2:49 PM
88) The date: 04/05/12
89) The best trick you ever played on someone: Not good at pranks.
90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: No idea.
91) Theme Song: Behind blue eyes- The Who
92) The hardest thing about growing up: Finding your calling
93) Your funniest experience: Riding on a pink elephant kiddy ride when I was 20.
94) Your scariest moment: No idea.
95) The silliest thing you've ever said: Lots of things
96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex: Never happened too shy
97) The scariest thing that's ever happened while with your friend(s): No idea.
99) The best feeling in the world: Happiness
100) 5 people you tag: MewMewPudding, WhtDragon, SageofMagic, Aragorn1014, Funimation

MiracleStar Tag

MiracleStar19 Questions:

1. If you where a pokemon, what you be and why (XD sorry this easy one lol)
Lopunny. Self explanatory, I like rabbits.
2. What was your first anime/manga?
Astro Boy
3. If you have superpower, what would it be and why?
Magic, it is cryptic and mysterious. Can do so many things.
4. Favorite book?
Harry Potter.
5. Favorite type of music?
Rock. I like most every types of music but rap, hip-hop and death metal.
6. Favorite video game?
7. What is the most randomness thing you ever done in public?
Rode on a pink elephant ride that was for 12 and under at a mall, when I was 20 something.
8. How many video game/manga/anime you own?
It'd be hard to count.
9. Favorite Sweets(dessert)? :p
10. What make you HAPPEH? 8D
11. Is this question silly? XP
I suppose so.

RIP Mom; Been a hard year

Last night I was informed my Mom has passed away. She was strong person, but multiple sclerosis finally got her. Her lungs gave out and stopped breathing. I had a chance to talk with her about summer job and Chris before she died. I knew this was coming eventually but it couldn't stop my tears, I couldn't sleep well. She will always remain in my heart and mind. It's still hard to believe she is gone. She fought this disease and did all she could but ended up, there was nothing that could be done. Now, she is at a place where she won't suffer. She will be greatly missed by me, and my family.

Now, I am unsure what I want to do at the moment. I don't feel like doing anything at all. I have had a hard year as far as deaths. Our family Cat died, Aunt died, Our Dad's friend lost a Dog and Cat and now My Mom is gone. It's all so much at once. Even now tears won't stop, its still so fresh.

I know there must be something beyond this world. Its just I miss her in this world. I knew she was going to do this way but had no power to change her fate. Sad fact is we are all on borrowed time, and nothing is 100% for sure. So I am thankful for all time given with her.

I will hope and mediate on it. That I will have peace but this week, I am unsure how to carry on. Thanks for listening.

Good News

I heard back from my father. Mom, agreed to have the Tracheotomy. She lived the operation, and is in healing asleep. Thank goodness she did it, otherwise she'd have little hope of surviving. Thank you all for reading or for your feedback. means a lot to me.

Going on Hiatus

Things are going to heck and a hand basket at the moment. My Aunt is dying from cancer, and my Mom is deathly sick. She has tubes and contraptions offering her oxygen. She doesn't want to get an operation trachea. I don't know, if Dad talking to her might convince her to get it or not. I think she doesn't want it because she'll live at the Hospital and be away from Home and be Homesick. I am too out of it at the moment, it shook out a few tears I feel like loathing around and uneasy when Mom could be on the verge of dying or being unhappy.

I'll be probably gone a week or so from updates on here. Hope you understand.
Best wishes,