This is my own personal Blog. Not to be confused OC Blog. I can begin with a basic profile on myself.
Behind the username-
Tenshi=Sky Soldier; Angel
Hoshino= Of Stars
Real name: Stephen (
Online names: Tenshi-kun, Bunny King (TheO), Professor Shade (Youtube)
Age: 25 years young
Country: Canada
Notable feature: blue protuberant eyes. (Yep I have blue eyes, wanna fight about it? Cause I don't like fighting.), Dirty blonde hair.
Talents: Over-active imagination, Gamin' (Good at video games:, Art, Writing ideas down, can put my right foot over my head, double jointed, Researching on Wikipedia religiously,Can do a few songs on harmonica, Make lady-types in a trance when they look at my eyes, Easily persuaded to do dumb things, Rode a Mattress down a fire exit, Good with computers, My laugh can easily make others laugh, Can make Shadow Puppets.
Weaknesses: Backgrounds (Someone teach me), writing organized stories (Last story was killed with too many main characters), Math (Numbers just don't compute), Being shy, Sometimes aloof, Bored easily, Computer is too addictive, Games, Understanding really technical words, Fear of sharp things, Fear of letting people down, the list goes on...
Wish list: Candy
Mottos:
"Life is like a boxing game you got to roll with the punches, and take them as they come."
"You gotta stay strong."
"Never say Die!"
"Scars of the past only show where you have been, not where your gonna go."
"It's when you can keep a good clear mind even in the bad times it shows inner-strength."
That's about it. My friends of Theotaku,com, Later.
Tales of Phantasia Cast
Mario and Luigi from SMB3
Old school Sonic
Michelangelo
lmao. Ingenious title. If you know where it came from you get a virtual cookie. Anyhow I tried to draw Ed Elric and failed badly. (CAN anyone tell me a good site for real life reference pics? Thanks if you can It'd be appreciated.) Then I started doing just gestures and doodles on paper then I saw more how a guy's body should be. Damn, I drew ladies, so long I always so rusty.
On the plus I am starting to understand how to draw men. I found many god rule to thumb on the subject. I have a scrap pic, Brock looks ripped like Bruno of the Elite 4 but very rough lookinh. One funny thing. Brock is one of the few main charas to show he has a mom and dad. No his mom, didn't die, Its coz of 4kids censorship she abandoned the family like Flint. So they figured it was better to say a parent is dead, then abandoned a kid in 4kids logic. In the later episode she tries to make Pewter a water gym, Brock doesn't like this. Anyhow, hope you all have a good weekend. Hopefully, I can draw a really good Edward Elric. That would be sick. and off the chain.
Thanks for listening to my ramblings.
Hello dur. This is Tenshi reporting in. I am back, for a bit I hope. I am coping much better now that I talked to the Dr. Yeah. Today was stressful. Alot of sales to contend with specially Pumpkins my dad drew. Least, I'm not like Mint in Threads of fate with her pumpkin phobia lol. Anyhow, I lost some serial numbers on a sleeve for old software. Oh well, I didn't use it all that much. I found one serial online, but for the other zilch. So I'll just use: Sai, Flash and Photoshop CS 2 like I have been. I feel sorry for my cat though. He is very mad, his back foot seems to be hurt. Poor kitty-kitty. When Chris was upset he said the JC word and dad almost had a heart attack and said not to say that. And Soul held back punching him. I was like: Soul, you know he don't like words like that Lord's name in vain and such. My Dad is very religious. My Bro lately says he is Agnostic. I Believe in something like a God. But I am interested in Buddhism actually.
My Random List of favourite characters in certain categories:
Top Favourite Marvel characters:
1.) Spider-man
2.) Deadpool
3.) Wolverine
3.) Rogue
5.) Gambit
Top Favourite DC characters
1.) Hawk girl
2.) Batman
3.) Wonder Woman
4.) The Question
5.) The Huntress
Top Favourite Anime Characters
1.) Professor Souichi Tomoe
2.) Hotaru Tomoe
3.) The Guyver
4.) Meisuke Nueno (Hell teacher Nube)
5.) Reiko Mikami (Ghost-sweeper Mikami)
Top Favourite Video game characters
1.) Kumatora (Mother 3)
2.) Lucas (Mother 3)
3.) Link (Zelda series)
4.) Kefka (Final Fantasy 6)
5.) Bartz (Final Fantasy 5)
Top Favourite Disney characters:
1.) Maleficent (Sleeping beauty)
2.) Jasmine (Aladdin)
3.) Mulan (Mulan)
4.) Donald Duck
5.) Bagheera (Jungle book)
Top Warner bros characters:
1.) Bugs Bunny (Guess why XD)
2.) Daffy Duck
3.) Yakko Warner (Animaniacs)
4.) Fifi Lafume (Tiny Toons)
5.) Montana Max (Tiny Toons)
That's it for now.
Borrowed from Ice-chan.
1.) Name: Stephen
2.) DOB: August 23
3.) Nicknames: Tenshi, Hoshino, Bunny-king, Scuba Steve
4.) Bad habits: Lots. XD
5.) Religion: Christian, thinking of being a Buddhist or something now
6.) Fav. Quote: "Kidnapping is wrong! I'll be careful not to kidnap someone."- EarthBound
7.) Email address: You can PM if you want that
8.) Height/Weight/Shoe Size6’1” 130 lbs size 13 shoes
9.) Family: Mom, Dad, Big brother
10.) School: Small nowhere place
11.) Hobbies: Art, listening to music, Video games
12.) Specialties: Being me
13.) Sleeping Habits: Not well atm
14.) Something good about myself: I have nice feet XD
15.) What I think of myself: A good guy, but naive
16.) Fav. number: 13
17.) Fav. Season: Spring
18.) Fav. Food: Lasgna, Steak, Oatmeal crisp cereal
19.) Least Fav. Food: Turnip
20.) Fav. Singers/Celebs: hmm. Dido, has nice music.
21.) Fav. Sport: Basketball
22.) Fav. Flower: Iris
23.) Fav. Colors:Teal
24.) Thing I do to pass time: Draw, play games, watch Tv, Walk outside, dance the night away
25.) Places I go most often (excluding home): Wilderness lol
26.) Most confident thing I can cook: Anything as long as my bubble gum wrapper has a recipe.
27.) Songs I like these days: Mother 3- Theme of Love, Mother- Pollyanna, REM- Losing my religion, Aerosmith- Pink, etc.
28.) What do you prefer: coffee, milk, soda: Coffee to wake up
29.) Most important being in my life: Family
30.) Person I like least: I don’t really dislike people. Even if they hate me.
31.) Kinds of people I detest: People who stand around and do nothing when someone needs help
32.) Something I'm worried about: Getting better from head pain
33.) What I think I was in my past life: A bard in the Czechoslovakia
34.) If I could be reborn: Holy cow in India
35.) When I want to get married: When I find the right person.
36.) What I do when I'm mad: Swear a lil, shout
37.) Places I want to fix on my face: Nothing really.
38.) My dream/goal: To make my own Comic, video game, etc.
39.) Dream Salary: 6 digit salary
40.) My least liked feature: My skinny body
41.) Something that happens everyday: I realize I'm alive, and think holy crap I'm alive
42.) I like/love someone right now: Nope.
43.) Jinxes: Ha ha ha, like on Teen Titans? Jinx has pink hair rad!
44.) Something I could go back and do: Stop myself from making some of the things I regret
45.) What I most regret in my life: Personal.
46.) If I left a will before I die: I don’t think so.
47.) Prized Possession: My video game collection, manga, anime and Artwork
48.) What I want to say to people full of themselves with Prince/Princess Syndrome: COOL! I think I am a Prince too. But I am King of Bunny empire fear meh!
49.) My ideal mate: Kind personality, Firey red hair or ash black hair, part asian perhaps, Nice hips, Likes to wear mini skirts, Somewhat smart not an airhead, glasses maybe, I don’t really care much about breast size, A good weight a lil extra is ok, okay I think that’s detailed enough. lol
50.) Spent the most money on: Manga, Games, Candy
51.) When you're standing in front of the mirror: I look tired lately
52.) Do you ever want to beat a small kid: Yep, or punch them
53.) What kind of kids scare you: Ones that dress like hookers
54.) If you were to dye your hair, what color would you die it: Blue
55.) Most memorable Movie: Wall-E
56.) Why aren't you going out with anyone: I’m shy.
57.) If you were to be in a drama what kind of character would you want to play: A pimp named Blue. Who has a mechanical arm and cane that has magic powers, his women protect him to the end.
58.) When do you most not like your friends: When they steal or committed a crime
59.) What do you think of guys who wear makeup: Don’t really care
60.) What would you say to the people actually reading this?: Suckers! Wha ha aha ah
61.) favorite book (comics can be included): Fullmetal Alchemist
62.) How many kids do you want: I can’t conceive. I'm not a flower.
63.) How many cards do you have: As many as you. lol
64.) How much money do you have in your wallet: Secret
65.) What would you do if you picked up a million dollars: Give to the police to find owner. Money complicates things.
66.) Things I stress over most: My illness, my Mom’s health, Brother, Family
67.) Someone I want to meet the most in the world: Shigesato Itoi (Creator of Mother/EarthBound)
68.) Your grades in school: Above average, but not genius
69.) Do you believe in ghosts: Of course
70.) A kind of Man you don't like: Snotnosed
71.) A kind of woman you don't like: Bitchy ones
72.) Do you think there's a time in your life when you can be happy anywhere and anytime: Yes many times
73.)Do you sleep over at peoples' houses a lot: Not that much
74.) Something I need right now: Health, then Nintendo DSi
76.) What game am I best at: Most any game Zelda, Mario, etc.
77.) What would you say to someone who's about to die: Death is not the end. Why the hell, am I here am I a shinigami? *Stares at cool bat wings*
78.) When did you ever feel like cursing yourself? Not often
79.) What do you do when you can't fall asleep: stare at the wall
80.) Your favorite/most commonly used phrases: "Shiiitake Mushroom."
82.) Good/bad thing about our country: A couple of stuff
83.) Foreign language I want to learn: French, Japanese, Latin
84.) My complex: Inferiority complex
85.) What is there you want to do: Yeah Bicycle when its nice OUT
86.) Do you find anything wrong with your face or personality: Not Motivated enough
87.) What I do when I'm stressed: Meditate
88.) Have you ever wanted to commit suicide: I only said it when I felt like crap
89.) What kind of teacher do you hate: Nah
90.) Who's a person who gave you the most hope etc: My friends
91.) What would you do if someone grabbed your things and started running: Jump them
92.) What would you do if you saw a pervert on the street: What gender are they? If male they are weak somewhere lol.
93.) What I think of losers/outcasts: They are cool
94.) What are you most scared of?: Praying mantis, sharp objects, the unknown
95.) Are you willing to live your life to the fullest: Ya
96.) Rain, Snow, Sunshine, Cloudy, Windy which do you prefer: Rain, so I can splash the puddles lol
97.) Have you ever been attracted to someone you've chatted to online: Yeah its happened
98.) What you want to say to your friends: Never give up
99.) How honest were you: Honest
100.) You've finished! How do you feel: Happy, but a lil sad
Hello hello. Thanks for all the support before. Its much, thanked. I've felt kinda overwhelmed before. I feel like I slept a lot better last night after I winded down some.I also got to see the movie Wall-E it was very awesome show. Its a new day so I feel inspired to do more stuff I like. I hope I can take a walk today and it don't snow walks help me calm down so does music at times.
Thanks again, Tenshi.
I haven't felt like me in quite awhile. I feel thrown, out the car seat of my own mind. Its scary.
I dunno what to do. It seems as days pass its hard to keep interest in anything I like. Although I feel I am coping. I feel an inner-demon is hanging over me. Its hard for me to think like I would. I have anxiety disorder, of some kind. Now, it feels like this numbness at the top of my head will not end. I don't know, who to see. The doctors don't know what to do. Gosh, one night I got over stressed and couldn't sleep I woke up at night and it felt like I was injected with 200 coffees. I never felt, that bad and euphoric dream like at once it was nuts. I can't sleep at nights and my internal clock of sleep seems to have shattered to fragments of glass. I research the PC, cuz the doctor says it won't be like till summer and can see a neurologist. Hell, a few weeks back I felt suicidal and that is not like me at all. This either is caused by my TS (Tuberous sclerosis), anxiety attacks or I somehow hurt my neck. I hope someone can help, I'm losing faith over time, yet I try to keep the faith up. Feels like I'm being shocked or drilled sometimes in the body and I feel like a walking dead man, or I'm having an out of body experience. This is worse then even the time I had a stomach virus. Least then I knew what was wrong.
Sorry for the long rant. I needed to get some stuff out. I feel kinda of between: dead and alive, awake and sleep, muddled and enlightened. Wish me luck, and prayers I'll need it to survive till summer. I hope its sooner.
I will keep on fighting. I'm not gonna give up. I refuse, some body malfunction to Knock me down.
Tenshi-kun
