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I already know how eager you all are to get to know me, so I suppose I shall have to explain myself. I'm 20, I like to read (normal books, but occasionally a manga ya know), I like to play some video games once in a while because they simply are a joy and I have a sweet passion for anything that’s sweet or spicy! I love cookies, and pastries and I love cuisine that’s so hot it would send my face bright red! I also take requests on my pictures! Im very fun to talk to, so please PM me any time you want! I love music. Mostly indie and ska music. Heavy metal isn't really my thing, but I'm an open book. If they have a good song, then I'll tune in. I give credit to Opeth because he has a gorgeous voice. I'm pretty open minded about life and people. I don't judge right off the bat and I hate gossiping. I also don't like it when people whine too much. Extremely hyper people sometimes tick me off, but maybe you can grow on me. You just MIGHT be lucky. Some would say I am lazy, but I am very hard working. Anyways, enjoy my life and appreciate life. That's all I have to say
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Favorite anime/manga: Shaman King, Naruto, Peach Girl, Cardcaptor Sakura, Samurai Deeper Kyo, Saiyuki, Kuroshitsuji, Loveless...anything YAOI
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Favorite video games: Devil May Cry, Final Fantasy, Legend of Zelda, Disgaea, Kingdom Hearts 2!!!
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Currently playing: Zelda the Windwaker and Super Mario Sunshine
Man you guys, I did not end up attending Kendo lol. First of all, Marilu had to work and then she stayd up partying until 4 so she barely MADE it to work, but its all good. I can just go next Saturday. We both just forgave and forgot, so yeah its in the past now ya know? Atleast I have another week to look forward to though, I know at the end of it I will get rewarded with Kendo class!! Whoo hoo
I bought my regular dose of whole wheat Tortillas yesterday and I was very happy because they came with a free surprise!! Low fat and low sugar Cajeta caramel, yummy. I was very pleased about that. I put some in my coffee and it was so good. Oh and then I combined a little bit with my pumpkin jam from Argentina...HEAVEN!
Oh yeah and my friend Chuy let me borrow his Gamecube for all the days. Lol todos los dias is what he said and I was like EN SERIO!? It is so much fun. I am playing Zelda. Yesterday I played for like 5 hours or more o___o See what happens on my days offs?
Currently playing: Arc the Lad
Currently reading: Life of Pi by Yann Martel
This Saturday I am going to attend my first Kendo lesson with my friend Marilu. She begged me to go to class with her. At first, I was like, I don't think I can do Kendo! I am too scared, too out of shape, too lazy, but then I thoguht that I really need a change in my life. I need something new and fresh and this just might be the great oppurtunity, so thus my adventure shall begin. I am sensing it's going to be awesome! I can't wait, I am jumping out of my seat, hoping to hop all the way to Satruday.
I also bought this pumpkin jam at the store yesterday. Imported straight from Argentina. it's really delicious, I can't get enough of it, but I controlled myself and ate half a teaspoon lol. It was very good though, I wish I could share it with all of you.
Look what chibi-anna-chan my little anita made me, cute avatar right!?
The fact that I have been diagnosed with anorexia never found it's way into my blog once I think about it. I guess I never talk about it because I don't want anyone to think I'm being stupid or looking for attention. Today I just feel like expressing myself though, I can't take it anymore. I am always feeling so grotesquely fat, I can't even look at myself in the mirror without feeling tempted to break it. I hate this eating disorder I have, it's so difficult and I don't know what to do to overcome it anymore. My mom keeps reminding me I'm a skeleton and I need to eat more. She makes me keep track of all my calories in a notebook. I am supposed to eat atleast 800, but I can't do it. I barely ate 600 yesterday and the day before. three days ago I ate 800 but then I hated myself for it and felt like crying. I felt like such a pig and a monster. I don't know what to do anymore, but it's really exhausting. I wish it were easy to get rid of my bad thoughts, but it's so hard, it's just really hard. I still feel fat even right now, I already have thoughts of not eating anything today. Well, sorry for that whoever happened to read this, but I have just been feeling really down lately and everything irritates me. I can't stand the slightest things and work and school are just totally wearing me down *sigh* Anyways, you don't have to comment on this if you don't want to, I wasn't writing for attention or pity, I just needed to vent
Currently playing: Arc the Lad
I have finally been recognized for my actions at work!Oh and let me tell ya, it feel great! I went to work and there was a bright blue envelope hanging up on the bulletin with my name on it. I picked it off and opened it and there wasa card inside from Erick the managaer. He wrote a note telling me how good of a worker I was and that I am always positive and keep myself busy. Then he told me to stay myself and blog it out lol. I don't know why he said blogit out, nobody even knows I have a blog XD Well except you guys of course. Anyways, I felt really special. And then..remember the face painting post? There, on the bulletin was all these pictures from the event and on top it said, Janet Andrea and Evelyn thanks for all your help, you girls are awesme! Wow, now that was like so cool XD I am pretty happy about it
Here is a candid shot of me that the manager took while I was doing the face painting I was telling you all about. Just thought I'd share XD
