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I already know how eager you all are to get to know me, so I suppose I shall have to explain myself. I'm 20, I like to read (normal books, but occasionally a manga ya know), I like to play some video games once in a while because they simply are a joy and I have a sweet passion for anything that’s sweet or spicy! I love cookies, and pastries and I love cuisine that’s so hot it would send my face bright red! I also take requests on my pictures! Im very fun to talk to, so please PM me any time you want! I love music. Mostly indie and ska music. Heavy metal isn't really my thing, but I'm an open book. If they have a good song, then I'll tune in. I give credit to Opeth because he has a gorgeous voice. I'm pretty open minded about life and people. I don't judge right off the bat and I hate gossiping. I also don't like it when people whine too much. Extremely hyper people sometimes tick me off, but maybe you can grow on me. You just MIGHT be lucky. Some would say I am lazy, but I am very hard working. Anyways, enjoy my life and appreciate life. That's all I have to say
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Favorite anime/manga: Shaman King, Naruto, Peach Girl, Cardcaptor Sakura, Samurai Deeper Kyo, Saiyuki, Kuroshitsuji, Loveless...anything YAOI
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Favorite video games: Devil May Cry, Final Fantasy, Legend of Zelda, Disgaea, Kingdom Hearts 2!!!
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Currently Reading: Thrill
Currently playing: Disgaea
Last night, all us night workers decided to played a prank on Giusela the manager. It was a fun little joke, harmless and hilarious if you catch my drift. Hiram, he's a tiny little guy decided to hide behind the jeans. You know what I'm talking about right? It's the same thing kids do when they hide from their parents. He fit perfectly back there and nobody could tell there was someone hiding. We waited until all the lights were turned off as we were getting ready to leave and then Jessica, one of the associates called Giusela over. Look at how cheap these jeans are! she exclaimed. Giusela went over and didn't know what she was talking about. All of us employees(besides Jessica) went looking around all casually. I was pretending to look in a mirror fixing my hair, and then I looked back. Hiram came popping out of the jeans and Giusela screamed! It was pretty funny. Everyone couldn't stop laughing.
Oh yeah and I also finished the GRapes of Wrath. It was so depressing
Just thought I'd share that with you all. Since..you're my friends. Yay
Currently Reading: The Grapes of Wrath by John Steinbeck
Currently playing: Disgaea
My supposed friend Luis (the one who was supposed to dye my hair), ended up not doing it. So now I am still with my brown hair, no bleached for me. Oh well, my mom said everything happens for a reason, so I guess it just wasn't meant to be. I was really bummed about it at first, but then I got over it and figured maybe it wasn't really worth it after all, because then I would have to worry about dying my roots and all that. I am not one for high maintenance
I skipped Kendo on Saturday because I was lazy XD I got a text from my friend Andre and he told me I shouldn't have slept in, but I was tired. I couldn't will myself to wake up at 6am when I had been working non stop all week. I needed a day to sleep in. I am going to go this week though! I promise!
Oh yeah and just a few minutes ago as I was walking to the plaza of my work place. Some man (who was about 30...) tried hitting on me. He kept inviting me to his house in san diego and talking to me in spanish and asking me for my cell phone number and where I was going and if I wanted to get something to eat. I was like, please... not only do I have high standards, but I don't eat in front of just anyone. Plus, he was so old o__o What am I? A walking target? This isn't the first time this has happened to me. Some other dude from the bank about the same age tried doing the same thing. It's so annoying turning these guys down.
Where's my kendo sword when I need it?
I should have updated this news a long time ago, but I didn't really feel like it, so I am going to talk about it now.
I went to a Kendo class on Saturday with my friend Marilu. It was really fun! Pretty intense, but I am thinking of going again. Not too sure though. My birthday is on Saturday and I don't know. I kind of just want to sit around and be a fat ass all day, doing nothing and having my sister treat me like a princess. I also went to this small anime convention called japonawa located in the Secut distrrict at Plaza Rio. It sucked! My friend cosplayed (and they wouldn't stop taking her picture!!!), but I didn't dare, so instead I wore a short blue dress and some wedge heels. I got lots of stares in it, so that was a pretty big esteem booster.
Also, I am going to dye my hair bleach blonde. I am very excited, jumping up in my seat this very second. My friend is going to do it for free, so how could I say no? I need a change anyways.
First of all, I would like to wonderfully thank everyone who commented on my last blog, that really really meant a lot to me. I needed to hear those words, and it was very encouraging to know that you're all behind me in this. Thanks a million, I wish I could give you something, so if there's anything you want just ask, I am grateful
My little sister drew me a picture of Jax isn't it like, awesome? She's only 11 years old! You can see her Naruto sketch in the background because the paper was so thin, but just ignore it!! XD
I just got back from the hospital where I was diagnosed with severe anorexia. I weigh 100 pounds and my liver is on the verge of destruction. I slightly missed it being damaged when they ran all the tests on me. I have a kidney infection, high blood pressure, low sugar, and am 30% underweight. The doctor has me on 3 different meds and injections. I have to take the injections every other day. Mom started crying as well as everyone else. I told the doctor that my heart sometimes hurt at night and he said it's because the heart is working itself too hard. It's trying to compensate for what the liver can't do anymore and I am at risk of falling into cardiac arrest. I have to eat this diet of 1500 calories, but it's really hard. Mom bought me these protein drinks that are loaded with calories so I don't feel so fat at the end of the day. I am really sick and I need your emotional support right now. I am pretty scared to die, I don't want to die, but it's so hard. I see everyone hurting around me, but I can't bring myself to just eat normally. Please pray for me I need all the help I can get. The doctor wanted to hospitalize me, but luckily the test results weren't that bad, we can do outpatient treatment. Yesterday I ate 1300 calories, counting the drinks my mom gave me. It was a huge step, but I need the motivation to keep this up. I have to go back in 10 days, the doctor told me not to lose any more weight.
