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I already know how eager you all are to get to know me, so I suppose I shall have to explain myself. I'm 20, I like to read (normal books, but occasionally a manga ya know), I like to play some video games once in a while because they simply are a joy and I have a sweet passion for anything that’s sweet or spicy! I love cookies, and pastries and I love cuisine that’s so hot it would send my face bright red! I also take requests on my pictures! Im very fun to talk to, so please PM me any time you want! I love music. Mostly indie and ska music. Heavy metal isn't really my thing, but I'm an open book. If they have a good song, then I'll tune in. I give credit to Opeth because he has a gorgeous voice. I'm pretty open minded about life and people. I don't judge right off the bat and I hate gossiping. I also don't like it when people whine too much. Extremely hyper people sometimes tick me off, but maybe you can grow on me. You just MIGHT be lucky. Some would say I am lazy, but I am very hard working. Anyways, enjoy my life and appreciate life. That's all I have to say
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Favorite anime/manga: Shaman King, Naruto, Peach Girl, Cardcaptor Sakura, Samurai Deeper Kyo, Saiyuki, Kuroshitsuji, Loveless...anything YAOI
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Favorite video games: Devil May Cry, Final Fantasy, Legend of Zelda, Disgaea, Kingdom Hearts 2!!!
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Add me on Myspace too!!
http://www.myspace.com/joinmeforacupoftea
Manny decided to call me yesterday out of nowhere. Well actually, he sent me an email and told me he was sorry and all that. He hasn't been able to call because the phone he uses is from his job and if they find out that he's making long distance calls to Mexico for non buisness reasons, he can get in big trouble. I told him I forgave him and besides his mom isn dying of cancer and he's had a lot of financial issues and he's trying t get into school at France. He got accepted into Belgium university in Germany, but he doesn't want to go there, he wants to go to Paris. But anyways, I think he's in love with me or something o_O He asked me to go live in Paris with him! I mean, I totally would, but he has to show me I can trust him and he has to be there for me and keep his word and all that. We're not going like, anytime soon. Maybe next year or so, but still... I told him if he wants me to go anywhere with him, he's got to be committed and show me he is really worth it. I set him straight and he stopped kidding around and got serious. I told him
Me: If you don't keep your word or show your committed then let me tell you, I am not one to be taken lightly. I'll be gone.
He got all quiet and took it in and then said ok. I hope we make this work. I want to live in Eurpe! He said that we would first move to Spain until the school year starts and until his other friend learns French lol, but it would be an adventure. Far better than where I'm at now
For the past 2 days, I´ve had this sore pain in my the middle of my lower chest area and it hurts when I do deep breathing or something. I don't know what it is, it doesn't feel like heartburn and I don't get shortness of breath unless I get anxiety about it. I think I might have strained it when I was in a fit of anger and threw pillows against the wall for about 15 minutes. Is that possible to strain yourself right there to the point where it kinda hurts? Because it's not my heart, it's just that area and sometimes it spreads to shoulder or whatever. Please reassure me. My mom offered to take me to the doctor, but a part of me knows it's not that bad. It's just a gut feeling and the pain goes away when I lay down or relax.
I can't believe this but I made a Gaia account. I barely have time for TheO, but here I go making an account on Gaia lol. Anyways, it's a lot of fun. If you have one come and add me as a friend because I only have like, 5 I think.
Captain Teapot
My back has been killing me lately. I think I got a pinched nerve from carrying too many books or maybe it's my bad posture, I don't know but it causes me a lot of anxiety. Lately I have been getting a lot of panic attacks. They are so annoying and I always feel like I'm going to die or something because that's how bad they get. Do you have any advice about this?
Me and my mom gave each other haircuts yesterday evening because we were sickened by our dead ends and couldn't handle it anymore and we weren't about to waste 100 pesos on a haircut that was so simple. My hair looks a lot better now so I am pretty happy about that. I was supposed to dye my mom's hair last night, but I got caught up watching a movie with her so we didn't do anything at all! We went downtown earlier though and ran some errands, got my money exchanged, but that's about it. Now my mom is sick and I have been taking care of her all morning. It's a pain in the arse, but I can't be selfish right now, I was really mad this morning, but I decided that it was pointless and she takes care of me when I am sick, so yeah why not repay the favor.
Manny, that guy who I told you about that was so perfect.(remember?) Well, he hardly talks to me anymore. His car broke down for a while, but it's fixed now. He did come in about week and a half ago on his bike and brought me a drink, but then after that nothing. Oh wait, he came in with his friend last week and said hi, but then he had to leave and do errands. He told me he was going to call and email me and all that, but guess what? Nothing! Nothing! Maybe he doesn't want a relationship right now. he has a lot of personal problems anyways, I just stopped dwelling on it. But I'm telling you, I have no luck with men. Actually, I don't even know how common this is, I haven't been in a male relationship for years! I don't know how this adult thing works.
Things I am Glad for 9/14 (Got this from mariel aka semxykazekage)
- The PM I got from Rachel (Godancethesound)
- Taking care of my mom when she's not feeling well
- Going to school and seeing Edwin
- Lemon Tea
For the past 3 days there have been shootings right behind my house. Literally in the backyard almost. The house in back of us is like, a crack house and they got in some sort of drug war with this gang and now they won't stop coming around. They shot up the owner's car and I don't know what else, but one woman was crying a lot and then I found out they found a dead body near my neighborhood! Yeah so that is pretty scary. The first time was the worst though, there were so many bullets me and my mom had to go on the floor in case one came through the window or something. Surprisingly I wasn't that scared. I was actually a little annoyed because I was trying to read on my mom's bed and then all of a sudden a ton of guys started shooting everything. Sheesh people, take your war elsewhere.
