With a fistful of rage, a bad attitude, and a self-inflicted lack of sleep, somehow I managed to get by. Granted my hand hurts, but I'll live. Even though today was one of the worst days of my year, I feel okay after just getting that out of my system.
No suicidal thoughts or actions have taken place, tomorrow, I don't know...All I can assure myself is that if I can stay sane 'till Friday, I'll live.
As for now, I apologize for putting such negativity...But, hey; whatever it takes to survive.
Have to learn to adapt, cope, Genghis Khan, I Ching.
-"Collateral", 2004
Though I see desperately needed repentance in my near future, for now I'm just glad that in pain or worse.
Thank you.
This is why I can't wait to go to college. So the people who judge me, I won't care about. I don't care if its these bastards at school, but if its a person I share a house with, it ruins my mind.
Never be ashamed of who you are. Own that shit. Be proud and confident.
I know it's easier said than done. But you can do it. You need to change your view on yourself before you can change anything else.
Kazamas-Keyblade
Otaku Legend | Posted 01/29/13 | Reply
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With a fistful of rage, a bad attitude, and a self-inflicted lack of sleep, somehow I managed to get by. Granted my hand hurts, but I'll live. Even though today was one of the worst days of my year, I feel okay after just getting that out of my system.
No suicidal thoughts or actions have taken place, tomorrow, I don't know...All I can assure myself is that if I can stay sane 'till Friday, I'll live.
As for now, I apologize for putting such negativity...But, hey; whatever it takes to survive.
Have to learn to adapt, cope, Genghis Khan, I Ching.
-"Collateral", 2004
Though I see desperately needed repentance in my near future, for now I'm just glad that in pain or worse.
Thanks for the support.
DemonsandAngels
Beautiful Disaster (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 01/28/13 | Reply
@Kazamas-Keyblade:
Ya, that'd be bad.
Kazamas-Keyblade
Otaku Legend | Posted 01/28/13 | Reply
@DemonsandAngels:
At least I ain't dead.
DemonsandAngels
Beautiful Disaster (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 01/28/13 | Reply
@Kazamas-Keyblade:
Ya, I know it's hard.
Kazamas-Keyblade
Otaku Legend | Posted 01/28/13 | Reply
@DemonsandAngels:
Thank you.
This is why I can't wait to go to college. So the people who judge me, I won't care about. I don't care if its these bastards at school, but if its a person I share a house with, it ruins my mind.
DemonsandAngels
Beautiful Disaster (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 01/28/13 | Reply
Never be ashamed of who you are. Own that shit. Be proud and confident.
I know it's easier said than done. But you can do it. You need to change your view on yourself before you can change anything else.