Hey guys!
It's TDE here, and this is my diary world, full of my day-to-day thoughts and chronologies of my boring, eventful, crazy, insane, funny, awesome, sometimes silly, angry, lazy life.

SO here's some things about me.

Name: Kyle
Age: 16
Gender: Male
Ethnicity: African-American
Zodiac Sign: Taurus
Faith: United Methodist Christian
Birthday: May 14
Occupation: High-school student
Orientation: Aromantic-Asexual
Marital Status: Eternally single
Likes: School (the institution and idea of a school, I don't like the crap that comes with it), this site, anime, watching Vines, video-games, soccer, rock music, being humbly awesome and funny.
Dislikes: Bullies, idiots, loudness, being in dull or stale atmospheres, my laziness, Facebook, the list goes on.
Good Qualities: Smart, funny, forgiving, proud of moral compass, determined, witty, eccentric
Bad Qualities (Oh this will take a while): Has anger problems, a thorn when annoyed, can't sing/dance, socially isolated, has no life, overly nonchalant, emotionally awkward, hardly gets attached, man, where do I end? I think I'll stop at the best one; I'm such an internal jackass that somewhere along the line, you will find a reason to hate me.

List of Favorites-
Anime: *Including but not limited to* Dragon Ball (Including Dragon Ball Z and Dragon Ball: GT), Naruto(:Shippuden), IGPX, Inuyasha, Zatch Bell!, Code Lyoko, Cowboy Bebop, Samurai Champloo, Baka to Test, School Rumble, Shingeki no Kyojin, Soul Eater, [C] The Money and Soul of Possibility Control, Kill la Kill, Kyoukai no Kanata, FLCL, Panty & Stocking, Spice & Wolf, Black Lagoon, RWBY (I consider it an anime), Ao no Exorcist (its okay), .hack//SIGN, Cyborg 009, JoJo's Bizarre Adventure, Astro Boy, Deadman Wonderland, Boku wa Tomadachi ga Sukunai (aka Haganai--both seasons so far), Sengoku Basara (currently watching).
the list goes on...
Video-Games: *Including but not limited to*
Tekken, Dragon Ball Z, (not the biggest fan of FPS games), Need for Speed, games coming from anime, etc.
Watch Dogs
TV Shows:
The Big Bang Theory, The Boondocks, King of The Nerds, Impractical Jokers, Sleepy Hollow, American Horror Story, Anger Management, Jeopardy!, Late Night with Seth Meyers, Saturday Night Live!, Last Week Tonight with John Oliver, Family Guy (a little).
Movies: OMG I've seen a lot of movies!!
Equilibrium (Christian Bale, Tay Diggs)
Fight Club (Edward Norton, Brad Pitt)
Sucker Punch (Emily Browning)
Ip Man *All of them* (Donnie Yen)
The Raid: Redemption (Iko Uwais)
The Raid: Berandal (Iko Uwais)
Michael Bay's "Transformers" (I STILL think the first one was the best)
The Secret Life of Walter Mitty (Ben Stiller)
Tower Heist (Ben Stiller)
Collateral (Jamie Foxx, Tom Cruise)
Oblivion (Tom Cruise)
Cop Out (Bruce Willis, Tracy Morgan)
Damaged (Steve Austin)
Resident Evil (Milla Jovovich)
Tekken (Live action was pretty good)
Flowers in the Attic
The One (Jet Li)
Looper (Joseph Gordon Levitt)
Premium Rush (Joseph Gordon Levitt)
300 (Gerard Butler)
The Bounty Hunter (Gerard Butler)
Gamer (Gerard Butler)
The Expendables *All; the 3rd has yet to be released* (Who isn't in that movie?)
Parental Guidance
Admissions (Tina Fey)
the list will never cease...
Genre(s) of Music: Rock, JRock, Metal, Electric/Techno, (occasional Vocaloid), anime OST, video-game OST.
Band: The Pillows, Avenged Sevenfold, American Rejects, Coldplay
Song: Last Dinosaur by The Pillows & One Life by the Pillows

~!My Best Friends On Here!~

Domine Kuro
toyotami kun
kita mikichi
Hikari the Wolf
Team Plasma N
Larxy the Strange
Hana Ishida
Blue Tea
Elemental Ninja
Sweet Tea
Naomi Bear
Prismblossom (Although she is no longer with us)
-Shout yourselves out!
Song of my Life I

Song of my Life II
This Fire Burns by Killswitch Engage
Song of my Life III
No More Words by Endeverafter
Song of ME
As I am by Logic


Midnight Madness

JEEZ its hot out here!

Huff, so I'm doing okay.
Been a while since I've had an honest post...But I just really need to pen something.

I can't believe its already July. Once the 4th of July hits I feel like summer is almost over. But better yet, school doesn't start again 'till late August, and right now, I'm just...Stalled.

The SAT program is going well, but I need to start on my actual High School projects. I think I'll start that next week, but lately I have been trying to wake up from this half-conscious state.
SO I need some headphones...Because without them I don't feel comfortable watching anime...And I need to hurry up and finish "Sengoku Basara."

...I miss my Dad.
Heh-heh, yeah, its almost midnight so I'm going through that MCD-like state of losing my mind. So none of what I will say is really supposed to make any sense so please forgive me.

Plus I should be posting more.
Tomorrow I should be doing an episode of something, hopefully to get me back into the spirit of activity.
And also I will try to continue doing my daily posting...Some method of conserving my abating youth.

Jeez, I cannot believe I'm going to be a Junior.
I can't believe that I'll be applying to colleges and stuff.
I can't believe I'm about to start learning how to drive.
I can't believe that I still don't have a job yet, jeez...But that's only part of the plight.


"Watch Dogs" is an awesome-ass game, btw!
There's so much to do, it looks great, the gameplay is brilliant, I'm very satisfied.
The only thing about that game that I think could be done better is the Driving mechanics.
Plus I don't have a PSN account so I can't like get online and play other people or unlock any of the GOOD STUFF, and I tried to make one using my email account but it said I need a Sub-Account.
So you're telling me I need to get an account on another network...To get an account that will actually work? Wow, that's insane.

Maybe I'll try again later, who knows.

It's definitely worth hearing people say every 10 minutes
"All the money we spent on that thing."
Or feeling proverbial condescending daggers evaporate off of my shoulders (my body temperature shifts dramatically. Commonly my upper body grows cold or my hands heat up) over something that...Should not be a problem.

I forgot I had pictures on my phone...I took a few pictures of myself a while back...

Ugh, what's with me?
So I hope I can see my mom next Sunday. Hopefully if we're out we can go buy the book I need for my project, something to keep me busy.
Plus we haven't gone to the movies in like a month...That's usually our thing.
Does anyone else want to see the new "Transformers" movie?
I liked all 3 of them, but I still think that the 1st one (We're talking about the Michael Bay ones) had to be the best. I think it captured the thematic military element the best. Plus, who doesn't love Megan Fox?
I still believe that her best role was the possessed victim in "Jennifer's Body." That one stunt where she burned her tongue and regenerated it...What the heck was that? Did she like eat the fire or did she like, swallow the ashes?

What else?
I'm actually interested in season 2 of "The Bridge." I didn't really like the first season but I really liked the way it ended.
Plus I'm curious to see how far down the rabbit-hole Marco will go...And will Sonya ever seem--human? From episode 1 I thought the girl was a little twisted in the head, she's extremely devoid of social skills...Not even like that of my teenage otakuism, but she doesn't know how to explain bad news to people. Why that man thought it'd be a good idea to make her a detective, I don't know. Maybe to keep her out of trouble?

I don't have much else to say other than The Pillows is the best band ever.
And that I really need to find a better way to spend my time.

Love y'all

I'm Wired

One thing that I think sells a song (just for me) is a song's chorus, "hookline," or bridge. This song best explains that.
-Sorry for the messed up quality
-The only reason the quality is messed up is because I like the slow version better and it was virtually impossible to find.

Name: Wired Life
Artist: Meisa Kuroki
Found: Ao no Exorcist Ending 2

Lucky Cook


I got 2 fortunes in one fortune cookie.
Both were good.
One read:
"Your mentality is alert, practical, and analytical. (Well maybe practical and analytical but alert, no...)
Daily Numbers are 6, 4, and 7.
Lotto Six#'s (but I don't even gamble) 45, 28, 21, 9, 35, 31"

The second one said:
"You will always have good luck in your personal affairs. (Shrug)
Daily Numbers are 9, 2, and 9.
Lotto Six#'s are 13, 20, 43, 31, 39, and 1."

I don't really take that to heart that much but how often do you hear that?
But I can't say things aren't going well for me because they're going okay.

Love y'all

Brain Up!

I really need to get my brain up.

Lately I've been lazy as all crap.
And now I was up playing "Watch Dogs" for like 4 hours yesterday.
Plus I remembered that I have AP Summer projects...They don't look too hard but I do need to read this book, so tonight I'm going to tell my aunt about it.

So far I'm going to shirk off today and maybe get out and play a little soccer (I hope) and then tomorrow I want to focus and do my work...NO DISTRACTIONS!

Love y'all

Quick Speed Day

Um yeah, I'm back.

Jeez, I don't know what the problem is with my laptop but it was acting up and I couldn't use it for a day or 2 so I'm back home, guys!

And I'll just state a few things then I'm off for the night.

I've been doing this long-ass post all day because my day was drug out.
I got a haircut, and then to gamestop where I got a PS4 and "Watch Dogs!" (Huzzah!)
But that's not all...Lately I've been having really powerful epiphanies.
Mainly about myself and what I should do with certain situations that come my way...From a spiritual level.
And while I was in the store I had another epiphany. BUT BEFORE I DO THAT:
Please allow me to mourn a bit over my hair. Usually I'm not one to really care about hair that much because my parents make me get it cut every 2 weeks and--wait I've said this before.
LSS I didn't have to shave my face for the camp I just came back from. Huff, 3 weeks worth of growth now reduced to an ass cheek on my chin. Atop that my mom had taken the liberty to mess with my top as well so I said "forget it." and I just cut it all off to start over.

Right, but now let's get back to my revelation of sorts.
While I was in the Game Stop I was overcome by this feeling of fear and embarrassment.
I was kinda embarrassed at all of the games I had and stuff...But the guys there didn't seem to mind. And even so, they couldn't take my PS2 system or most of the PS2 games and my PSP was defective...But they would accept a moderate amount of games, other things would give me, and I quote Marty, "Less than a penny." so about 10 things couldn't go.
I got a good 100 dollars off and it ended up costing me 365 so that's a pretty nice deal.
And I got a free membership...Nice.

The epiphany was that I need not fear.
I was fearful of my uncle's feelings on the matter...Which I may have misread from what I heard later that night.
This little voice from God is telling me that I need more confidence and to drop all of the worry. For the good 8 minutes we were there (they went through every game case, tested out every controller and system...And I had YEARS worth of games that I've collected so it took a minute. Good think there weren't a lot of people in the store) we had talked about stuff like "Attack on Titan" and how English Dubs can be done right...How DBZ: Battle of Gods is coming to theatres, a bunch of stuff.
And my uncle was in the background was just running his hands over his face trying not to engage.
It was a very salty atmosphere.

Later tonight (by that I mean what I just got home from) we went out to dinner and I could hear my uncle talking to his mother about my little experience there. Let's just say I didn't feel so comfortable with what was said exactly.
Huff, what is wrong with me?!

So we just went out to dinner and my mom is having car trouble so we can't really do much of anything tomorrow.

Also, when we were out (I was so bad) something crazy happened.
Well for one I saw a friend of mine there but after I said hey they had to jet but secondly I think I had my first dealing-with-drunks experience.
There was this big restaurant and we were sitting outside waiting for our seats and I hopped myself up on this big rail that was behind a big deck where people would sit around a fire and converse and such.
And this guy snuck up on me like a ninja, he and his girlfriend were hanging out or something and then he just randomly asked me "What year were you born?"
(Now my emergency-lights didn't kick on yet so I engaged in the conversation.)
I said "How old do I look? You'll never guess my age."
And the girl kept telling him to leave me alone...And I secretly looked at what he was drinking and it looked alcoholic so maybe he was drunk. I couldn't smell anything on his breath...Weird.

My uncle was the only one who noticed this and he just looked at me and said "Are you alright?" and I said "Yeah I'm fine, he was just asking me a question."
So unusual.
It was 7:30, I didn't know people got drunk at 7:30...Maybe they want a hangover in the middle of the night, who knows?
And for those who care (which are none) when my emergency-lights kick in I immediately start speaking French to try and confuse whomever is suspicious.

--Also I just ran out of the house and nobody noticed...Wow.

Love y'all