Currently experiencing Introduction difficulties....Will fix soon.
Until then, enjoy the theme song of TDE and the best picture of a chameleon ever found on Google.
(Instead of elevator music, this is here)

Stirrs of Boredom

My early mood is now wearing off.
Never doubt the power of a "Drumstick" @ 9:00PM.

Still, today was a bit stressful.
Most of my teachers have been pushed off of the edge.
And I have reached my limit, as well.

Today wasn't terrible, but it was testing my patience.
I cussed extremely today (Most of it was from GT today, but I'm not the type to make excuses.)
Tomorrow I have two tests, one of which I'm a little bit afraid of, the other I feel okay about.

(I'm trying to post something, but failing.)
ALSO!
I am officially a Killer.
I've been listening to them non-stop. I have no idea why, but I just...Have. Now I have a new way to freak people out.
I walk up to them and say stuff like "I have a secret to tell you;"
with my iPod in hand, I say "I'm a Killer."
When they look at me and go "WHAT?!", I show them a picture of them.
I'll wear that one out...Sometimes I have to create my own amusement, y'know.

There's something slightly serious I need to ask about, though.
Recently, there's this pimple on my nose...And I think its a blood blister because whenever I scratch my nose it hurts really bad. This isn't the first time this has happened, but its really annoying.
I don't remember how I got rid of it the first time, but I've been messing around with it (I know I shouldn't, but when has that stopped me before?)...So I poked at it, and then some pus or some sort of fluid poured out of it for a split second, then it just went back to being an annoying bump.
(Sorry if anyone was grossed out, but it is very painful and irritating)

P.S:
I'm on some sort of kick.
I have a sudden urge to write my name in kanji.
I looked it up and it looks cool. Kanji and calligraphy have always intrigued me.
I challenge you to look up your name in kanji just for the fun of it.

That's all for now, kids.
Love y'all
Good nights.
(It's felt like forever since I've ended a post like that.)

Introduction Difficulties & Life is Crazy

Sometimes I hate myself.
I'm not terrible (despite the above sentence)...But I'm just a bit down.
I don't feel up to speed on myself.
I haven't watched much "Shana" (That's not included)
...I'm just a bit...Bored.
With myself.

I wanted to talk about it, but I just got lazy and couldn't do it.
P.S:
I really hate my Intros.
I looked at it recently, I looked in the mirror and wanted to shake myself and go "What the fuck is your problem?!"
Can someone give me an idea of what I could do to make a new one that isn't really hard to look at.

Cool Meme Goin' Around

I picked this off of Wakusei Aoshi. I thought it was cool so I felt like doing it.

Ahem.
~VAMPIRE~
[ ]You rather be pale than tan.
[ ] You like to eat or drink red things.
[ ] You're lustful/sexual.
[ ] When you're kissing someone, you tend to bite them.
[ ] You're dark, mysterious, and seductive.
[x] You've tasted your own blood before and liked it. (I always do that. I am paranoid about losing blood)
[x] Being out in the sun too long makes you feel weak. (I'd be fried!)
[x] You're graceful, light, AND can appear threatening or dangerous to others.(I guess you could say)
[ ] You have incredible charm and can get people to do nearly anything.
[x] You're more active at night.

Total: quarte(That's 4 in French)

~INCUBUS/SUCCUBUS~

[ ] You're incredibly lustful/sexual.
[ ] Sex is almost always on your mind.
[ ] You could make someone fall completely in love with you by merely kissing them
[ ] You burn through lovers quickly.
[ ] If your best friend had a lover that appealed to you, you'd gladly do anything you could to take them from your friend and not feel guilty about doing so. (If I were ever in that situation, I'd hurt someone. That's a low-down move to me. Bastards)
[ ] You can make love with someone and drop them in the same breath.
[ ] If you don't "feed" your lust, you go insane.
[ ] You have strong/long nails.
[ ] You could get nearly anyone you want.
[ ] You tend to be the dominate one in a relationship.

Total: 0 With pride and honor, bitches

~WEREWOLF~

[/] You have a bad temper. (I used to. I now have more control over it.)
[ ] You're incredibly physically strong and fast.
[x] You love the moon. (Such a beautiful looking sphere)
[x] You're very loyal. (I should get 2 points for that)
[x] If you love someone, you'll do whatever you possibly can to protect them.
[ ] You would go on a devastated rampage should your lover be harmed in any way. (Naw, they have to be able to take care of themselves; I'm no babysitter)
[/] You like dogs. (They're okay, but I'm still a bit afraid of them.)
[ ] You're fairly sturdy in stature. (I'm a twig.)
[/] You're either a good leader or a solitary person. (I have my talents)
[/] You have a hard time controlling yourself half of the time. (Sometimes I get crazy when I'm bored or tired or hot)

Total: 5 (Didn't see that coming)

~NEKO(half-cat)/WERECAT~

[X] You love cats.
[x] You're light and agile.
[x] You could fall off of anything and always land on your feet.
[/] You like gymnastics. (Watching them is cool sometimes)
[ ] You love to eat seafood. (Blech! Not really, I eat tilapia and some other fish, but calamari and all of that fancy stuff...No, sir/ma'am!)
[/] You're affectionate and cozy. (Only around people I REALLY trust)
[/] If someone is able to sneak up on you and startle you, you nearly leap out of your skin or swat at them. (Yeah, but it is a little tricky to sneak up on me. You can only get away with it a couple of times.)
[ ] You like yarn.
[ ] You like chasing things.
[ ] You're an excellent hunter. (Never hunted before in my life, but there's a first for everything.)

Total: 4.5

~ZOMBIE~
[x] You're an outcast.
[x] You feel as if you're not truly alive.
[ ] You'll moan when you're hurt rather than scream and cry. (No, I just wear it on my face)
[x] You tend to zone out. (Sometimes)
[ ] You don't feel very smart.
[ ] You like worms.
[x] You like taking things slowly.
[ ] You like odd foods.
[x] You prefer to suffer in silence.
[x] You don't get much sleep.

Total: 6

~GHOST/PHANTOM~

[ ] You're invisible. (For me, it takes practice)
[ ] You have an oddly eerie presence. (Only when I'm in Rage)
[ ] You can send chills down a person's spine just by looking at them. (Again, usually when I'm in Rage)
[ ] You have messy hair that is partially/completely in your face.
[ ] You're incredibly gentle.
[/] You're very shy around someone you find attractive. Shut up before you get crazy 'bout that part, I'm asexual. I'm just being hypothetical!
[x] You tend to simply disappear when no one's looking. (I try to)
[ ] You enjoy scaring people.
[/] You like the indoors.
[x] You are deeply connected to the ones you love no matter what happens.

Total: 3

~GHOUL~

[ ] You will eat just about anything.
[ ] You like to attack people verbally or physically.
[ ] You are thrilled if you can make someone bleed.
[ ] If you were with someone, you wouldn't care if you hurt them as long as you're getting what you want out of them.
[ ] You like stalking people.
[ ] You find it fun to crawl into tight, small, cramped, dirty spaces. (I'm too big for that!)
[x] You get hungry easily. (Always)
[ ] You like torture.
[ ] You live to hurt people.
[x] You like the idea of being insane. (Not really, I just really hate the majority of sane people)

Total: 2

~WITCH~

[ ] You're into Wicca/paganism.
[ ] You like magical objects.
[ ] You believe in magic/can perform it.
[ ] You perform odd rituals on a daily basis.
[ ] People find you intolerably cruel.
[ ] You enjoy manipulating people.
[ ] You feel deeply in touch with nature and hate industrialization.
[x] You love black cats.
[ ] You practice voodoo.
[ ] You tend to laugh hysterically while picking on someone you find attractive.
Total: 1 (No way)

~SHAPESHIFTER~

[x] You have different personalities. (I need to be medicated...Somewhat)
[/] Your style could change from Goth to preppy in the same second. (I don't do styles that much)
[x] You're fickle.
[ ] You have more than one lover.
[x] You're unpredictable.
[ ] You would change yourself entirely to fit in/get a date.
[x] You are fond of many different things.
[x] You can easily get out of trouble by changing your demeanor.
[x] You often say one thing and mean another.
[ ] You like to leave your clothes on the floor after taking them off.

Total: 6.5

~DEMON~
(There's no way in Heaven, hell, or Earth that I'm a demon, but I'll do something that I don't like to do...Speak hypothetically)
[ ] You have a very bad temper.
[ ] You're usually angry.
[ ] You have to make other people miserable with every breath that you take.
[ ] You worship Satan. (I'm going to pretend like this question doesn't exist)
[ ] You like pentagrams. (I'm going to pretend like this question doesn't exist)
[ ] You love to mess with people's heads.
[ ] You could do just about anything bad to someone and feel proud.
[ ] You laugh when other people are hurt.
[ ] Physically harming someone turns you on.
[ ] You respond to an insult by viciously attacking the other person.

Total: (Not even giving this one the benefit)

~ANGEL~

[/] You're a very good person. (I could be. I'm not perfect)
[x] You take care with everything you do.
[x] You can be extremely serious. (I AM extremely serious)
[ ] You're gentle and kind to even your worst enemies. (It's hard to treat someone with kindness when they treat you like crap)
[ ] You cannot hold a grudge against anyone. (I hold grudges, the only way I can drop them is for a person to give it a LOT of time)
[ ] You would gladly endure anything for the sake of the ones you love. (Gladly is the part that tripped this question out)
[x] You're a virgin/have never kissed anyone.
[/] People see you as being very pure.
[/] You are obedient and follow rules without question. (Depends on the situation)
[x] You love God. (I'll give myself 2 points for this one!)

Total: 5.5

~FAERIE/ELF~

[ ] You enchant people. (dafuq?)
[ ] You like organic things.
[ ] You're almost always smiling.
[ ] You love the world around you.
[/] You get attached to animals easily.
[ ] You're a walking-talking chick-flick/prince charming.
[ ] You fall in love easily.
[ ] You have a very bright/bubbly/friendly personality.
[ ] You don't HATE anyone.
[ ] You like long hair.
Total: 0

Results:

Shapeshifter by one point!
I thought I'd be an Angel, but I'm not perfect.
That song is awesome!

Thursday Turn

Ugh.
Today was HOT!
It was too hot for school!

I didn't have a bad day, I was just really tired and the heat was making me crazy.
Tomorrow should be a better day, I hope.

I've decided something:
I will wear my Mock Trial shirt on Fridays, and I'm going to be taking my iPod to school.
I won't use it for music, I need the Calendar App...I forget things sometimes, and this'll help me keep track of it all.
However, I have been listening to music in school.
I borrow peoples' stuff; I don't like doing it, but I'm thankful that people are generous enough to let me borrow their items.
Still, it doesn't feel right.

I put off doing my A-Day homework...I was too tired.
Plus, today is my Aunt's birthday.

It's only 7:00, and we're not doing anything, though. I thought we were going to do something unusual for her.
All we did was sing happy birthday and get her a cake. That's too bland, in my eyes.
I do like birthdays, and I think people should do something a little extra for themselves on their B-Days.
That's just me, though.

Yawn.
I need to watch more 'Shana'.
I was thinking about getting back into my writing, but I'm not in the right mood.
Whatever, that's all on my mind at the moment.

That's if for today
Love y'all
Enjoy your days

Rolls Eyes

Guk.
I don't know how to title posts anymore, I'm out of creativity.

Today...Was a bad day.
I cussed a lot because people were getting on my nerves.
My anger almost got the best of me, today.
Being in ROTC isn't easy. I heard from Sr. Chief (I think he was screwing with me) that if you get into a fight, you get dropped form the program.
I know a guy who's been suspended (from fighting) 3 times this year and I didn't know he was in ROTC until the 2nd time.
He showed up to the Annual Inspection, so I assume it isn't true.

Either way, I have a system to avoid punishments.
Nobody will know, just like always.

Other than that...I was just...Frustrated today.
FINALLLY, it is warm here!
It's 9:17 and it's still 83 degrees outside.
That's a Yea and a Ne, because being in that hot uniform is a bit irritating.

Today I had College/Career Readiness...YES!
Finally, its felt like forever since I've been there.
We had a good class today.
My teacher is really intuitive (probably because I'm scared of her).
I was talking about how I was asking people about "Romeo x Juliet" since that's going to be our novel for the quarter.
Then she was telling me to just read the book.
To which I responded, "I know.." then I whispered too silently for even myself to hear "I'll just watch the anime."
And she picked it right up!
Wow, she is sharp!

Speaking of anime, I'm watching 1 episode of "Shakugan no Shana" a day.
I'm on episode 4.
That anime...Is weird sometimes.

But back to school.
I heard that my teacher is pregnant.
I feel so sorry for the child (I don't think she is)...
NO, don't take that the wrong way!
She strikes fear into anyone who comes across her door.
She's from NY, if she steps into the ocean, all of the sharks will swim the opposite direction!
And she's talked about how she would be afraid if she had children (because she says that she thinks of us as her children. She's so nice...But so scary.)
I don't know whether to congratulate her or avoid all eye contact for the next 2 months (considering this year is over)

Final Thought:
I should've said this first, I'm sorry.
I have not talked about this for a while, but I think it is relevant now.
I am finally going to achieve my greatest dream.
I'm going to be Baptized!!
I've always wanted to be baptized since I was like, 6 years old.
It will be the week of my birthday, it's just mind-breaking.
I'm so happy.

Well, that's all that is on my plate.
Love y'all
Good night.