So yeah...Don't know if the daily posting thing is going to hold true.
Ironically enough I've had a whole lot of time but not a lot of progress for self.
A bunch of anime still on my DVR that I haven't watched yet...Drawings haven't exceled, and recently I've been getting back into this old game I used to play.
Got into it because me and my friend were playing and uh...I WHUPPED HIS ASS! LOL! But he refuses to admit it.
A bunch of things have been like that; people don't admit some things.
Don't know what else to say or do so I want to open this post-box for pure comments.
Talk about anything...Anyone...Anytime, what have you?
What's on your minds instead of me just being a talking box?
Moral Of The Story:
Youth fleets toward the forbidden.
I'm sorry, guys, I've been off of it lately.
Still, I have a few sentiments that I want to relay.
Before I get into describing my day, if I end up doing that, I want to exhaust some negative feelings I've held.
Lately my folks have been going overdrive on me about college and stuff.
I don't want to get into detail but we keep having the same conversation over and over about how college is a better option than what I was currently getting help for.
Now note, college has already been on my mind and I've thought about some colleges to apply for, but they completely ignore me and that's why we keep having the same damn conversation.
Its starting to get annoying and its stressing me out.
Speaking of stress...Why is it virtually impossible for me to focus on relaxing?
It's a weird thing.
But alas...I've just felt depleted and upset.
I'm taking today to just let my mind drift away, not worrying about something for a change.
At least, I hope...
My dad sent me something for Christmas and I should probably get it tomorrow, which is cool.
Oh yeah, and school is losing its fervor...The quarter ends this week and I'm so mad because some of the classes I had "A"s in (Physics, AP English, Social Issues) are now high "B"s.
Not very happy about that. I know its still a good grade, but it feels bad.
Hopefully 3rd quarter won't be so bad?
Oh yeah, and I needed to boost my Trig grade, and I think this quiz helped me curve it up because I felt confident in my answers.
Yeah, everything is just annoying.
I don't even know why I can't explain more of my plight.
Outside of that I've been trying to get back into my Daily anime but I also have some probs.
I want to add more series(es).
- I want to start on
- Tokyo Ghoul
- Tiger & Bunny
- Gode Geass
- (Maybe) Magi (After my LRS is done with, which will be a long time) or Tegami Bachi [Letter Bee]
What do y'all think?
I'm almost completed with "Problem Children" just a few more episodes (Because there's only 10).
Remind me to do these two projects whenever I get my cool back.
1- Review "Kill la Kill" (Why is it coming to Toonami?)
2- Write a speech/poem/spoken word (Damn Social Issues class) on what it means to be Asexual.
Hope to be around to finish these prospects.
Moral Of The Story:
An origin will be lost if its saturation becomes evident.
My stomach is starting to hurt. Remind me to never eat 5 Now&Laters back-to-back ever again!!
I ain't dead, so don't even think for a second that I am!
I am glad to be back, my friendly people, it has been a minute.
A week, actually, since my last post.
Sort of an update, let's make it quick.
All last week and some of the previous week, I've been swamped!!
Haven't been keeping up with my daily anime, but hopefully I can get back to it this week because all of this project bullcrap is over!
School is really vexing me, not really a matter of friends like it was before, but the work.
I was able to scrap an almost incomplete project for that stupid food class on Thursday, but since I couldn't print the thing out, she wouldn't accept it.
BUT she told me that I could turn it in on Tuesday (Because tomorrow we don't have school) with an obvious credit deduction, but hey, I'd rather face the deduction and have more time to accurately complete it than turn it in on time and the thing's not done correctly. Plus I'll be giving extra credit, so that's mostly covered.
Without recourse I was reprimanded about being punctual, yatta-yatta, I really have stopped listening when they say stuff like that. I mean, this has never happened to me before in my life, and I didn't explain to them that I actually WAS trying to do the project, but I just didn't finish it, but whatever, I'm tired of stuff like that.
More sad news...My grades have slipped a bit.
The classes I had "A"s in have now turned to "B"s....It's a salty feeling, but my teachers keep telling me that I'm doing well in that class; just an eerie feeling.
Especially Social Issues...One day I had an 80, next day I have a 54 now I have a 67!
What the heck, man?! I'm a little uncomfortable with this stupid stuff.
Still, got to keep a better outlook.
Grades go in...Next week, right? So I should be okay...Right? Yeah...Right!
BUT beyond badness I am super hype and nothing is killing it...You know why!?!
1- Xenoverse comes out next month, and other video-game related prospects!!
2- I've finished my projects
3- THE LAST: NARUTO THE MOVIE IS GOING TO BE PRE-RELEASED!!!
I kid you not, I'm going to ask my aunt to help purchase online tickets and my mom's gonna take me.
But its only in select theatres so we need to figure out where this movie theater is, because its not the usual one.
4- I AM FINALLY GOING TO SEE MY DAD!!!
For the past 2 and a half years we've been trying to find some time so I can see my dad.
Now before you think,
Doesn't live with his mother or father
Hasn't seen his father
Cusses a lot
He must be a bad kid..."
Let me explain a little something. Ahem.
Shortly after I was born, my mom and dad had a falling out within their marriage, and before I was conscious of my awareness, they had been divorced.
My dad went back to his hometown while my mom came back up here with the more dysfunctional side.
When I was little I saw my dad every summer and even spent a whole year with him once and we call each-other at least once a week (because my mom makes an effort that I talk to her once a day, yatta-yatta) and the last time I saw my dad I was 13....
Been a long time!
SO no, my dad didn't "Walk out" and he's not a "Deadbeat" as the stereotypes, which are kinda true to some degree, would insinuate.
Still, I'm hype!
I love that side.
They're a good-ol' Southern family that always sticks together.
Unlike this side where its just chaos and silent misery.
Last Friday marked the final day where I'm going to go out of my way to be nice to people.
Sorry, I'm just getting a little sick of the way people treat me.
Last week I was thinking out loud to myself and I started laughing about something that was funny--and this fat blob of grease and daddy-issues starts whispering "Is he talking to himself? He's weird. WTF is his problem? He doesn't have any friends." etc, etc.
Mind you this fat clown is sitting right beside me, so she thinks I don't hear her, and I was a little salty because I really wanted to say something back but I let it slide.
Then to put insult to injury she's going to act like all of those negative things she just said didn't happen and ask me a question, and my dumb-ass answers her politely.
Stuff like that just doesn't feel good.
And not just with her, but in other things, too; I tend to be a little too forgiving and naïve when I know people are talking badly about me and I just act like I don't hear it but that's going to stop because its really starting to drain my joy.
From now on I'm going to make an effort to stop trying to be nice.
If they give me a bunch of BS then want to act nice in front of my face and I witness it with my own eyes, you could be attacked by wolves and I wouldn't give a dam about it.
Sorry, I've just expended too much of my patience and health.
BUT you guys don't have to worry about that, you're good people.
Just gets frustrating how nice I have to pretend to be.
I should get back to doing my daily posts
Also today I might write an episode because I haven't done that in forever.
Earlier in the day I did an awesome flip-move.
So me and my cousin were playing around and I got dizzy so I fell down on my back.
From there I crossed my right leg over my left, drug back, swung it forward again, causing me to roll and spin onto my shoulder where I threw my back into the air and stood straight back up.
I was able to do it a couple of extra times and I tried it again earlier, it kinda hurts if you don't do it correctly, I got rug burn from trying too hard.
Other than that I hope I can
a- Upload some drawings...Every time I try to do my FLCL one it won't work, so IDK what's wrong.
b- Finish this damn homework because tomorrow we have a 2 hour delay.