Hey guys!
It's TDE here, and this is my diary world, full of my day-to-day thoughts and chronologies of my boring, eventful, crazy, insane, funny, awesome, sometimes silly, angry, lazy life.

SO here's some things about me.

Name: Kyle
Age: 16
Gender: Male
Ethnicity: African-American
Zodiac Sign: Taurus
Faith: United Methodist Christian
Birthday: May 14
Occupation: High-school student
Orientation: Aromantic-Asexual
Marital Status: Eternally single
Likes: School (the institution and idea of a school, I don't like the crap that comes with it), this site, anime, watching Vines, video-games, soccer, rock music, being humbly awesome and funny.
Dislikes: Bullies, idiots, loudness, being in dull or stale atmospheres, my laziness, Facebook, the list goes on.
Good Qualities: Smart, funny, forgiving, proud of moral compass, determined, witty, eccentric
Bad Qualities (Oh this will take a while): Has anger problems, a thorn when annoyed, can't sing/dance, socially isolated, has no life, overly nonchalant, emotionally awkward, hardly gets attached, man, where do I end? I think I'll stop at the best one; I'm such an internal jackass that somewhere along the line, you will find a reason to hate me.

List of Favorites-
Anime: *Including but not limited to* Dragon Ball (Including Dragon Ball Z and Dragon Ball: GT), Naruto(:Shippuden), IGPX, Inuyasha, Zatch Bell!, Code Lyoko, Cowboy Bebop, Samurai Champloo, Baka to Test, School Rumble, Shingeki no Kyojin, Soul Eater, [C] The Money and Soul of Possibility Control, Kill la Kill, Kyoukai no Kanata, FLCL, Panty & Stocking, Spice & Wolf, Black Lagoon, RWBY (I consider it an anime), Ao no Exorcist (its okay), .hack//SIGN, Cyborg 009, JoJo's Bizarre Adventure, Astro Boy, Deadman Wonderland, Boku wa Tomadachi ga Sukunai (aka Haganai--both seasons so far), Sengoku Basara (currently watching).
the list goes on...
Video-Games: *Including but not limited to*
Tekken, Dragon Ball Z, (not the biggest fan of FPS games), Need for Speed, games coming from anime, etc.
Watch Dogs
TV Shows:
The Big Bang Theory, The Boondocks, King of The Nerds, Impractical Jokers, Sleepy Hollow, American Horror Story, Anger Management, Jeopardy!, Late Night with Seth Meyers, Saturday Night Live!, Last Week Tonight with John Oliver, Family Guy (a little).
Movies: OMG I've seen a lot of movies!!
Equilibrium (Christian Bale, Tay Diggs)
Fight Club (Edward Norton, Brad Pitt)
Sucker Punch (Emily Browning)
Ip Man *All of them* (Donnie Yen)
The Raid: Redemption (Iko Uwais)
The Raid: Berandal (Iko Uwais)
Michael Bay's "Transformers" (I STILL think the first one was the best)
The Secret Life of Walter Mitty (Ben Stiller)
Tower Heist (Ben Stiller)
Collateral (Jamie Foxx, Tom Cruise)
Oblivion (Tom Cruise)
Cop Out (Bruce Willis, Tracy Morgan)
Damaged (Steve Austin)
Resident Evil (Milla Jovovich)
Tekken (Live action was pretty good)
Flowers in the Attic
The One (Jet Li)
Looper (Joseph Gordon Levitt)
Premium Rush (Joseph Gordon Levitt)
300 (Gerard Butler)
The Bounty Hunter (Gerard Butler)
Gamer (Gerard Butler)
The Expendables *All; the 3rd has yet to be released* (Who isn't in that movie?)
Parental Guidance
Admissions (Tina Fey)
the list will never cease...
Genre(s) of Music: Rock, JRock, Metal, Electric/Techno, (occasional Vocaloid), anime OST, video-game OST.
Band: The Pillows, Avenged Sevenfold, American Rejects, Coldplay
Song: Last Dinosaur by The Pillows & One Life by the Pillows

~!My Best Friends On Here!~

Domine Kuro
toyotami kun
kita mikichi
Hikari the Wolf
Team Plasma N
Larxy the Strange
Hana Ishida
Blue Tea
Elemental Ninja
Sweet Tea
Naomi Bear
Prismblossom (Although she is no longer with us)
-Shout yourselves out!
Song of my Life I

Song of my Life II
This Fire Burns by Killswitch Engage
Song of my Life III
No More Words by Endeverafter
Song of ME
As I am by Logic


Y'now what?

First of all, I have something funny to tell my friends when I see them again.

Secondly, I'd just like to say...

I tried finishing all of this homework, couldn't do it...Oh well, I tried. Some of my grades can afford a missing/late homework grade, no big deal.

Damn you, snow! I first doubted your forthcoming, then you come with results that disappoint?
How dare ya! Why, I oughtta!

Deva mind, I'm about to try and watch all of this shit on my DVR and go to sleep.

P.S: I'm sorry for not respond to all of your comments and not commenting on posts.
When I'm pissed and stressed out, its best that I leave everyone alone for me to find my nerves.


A Long Time Coming Soon

Riiiiiight, so I'm messed up.

We went to the store, then to see Verny Verne, she was a bit weird today, and then to get a haircut.
Now its 12:00 and I have not done a lic of my homework.
So, appropriately coming, I'm not seeing my mother tomorrow.

I don't know if I talked about the stuff she's been doing to me lately, but now its just really driving me insane. I've been too busy and to stressed to entertain this crap!

I have said this many times about my family, it is as dysfunctional as a car with a grenade lodged in its engine. And with that being said, with most of my life consisting of having to lie to my mother and attempt to please both her and everyone else in my family, when I become an adult I don't even now if I'll be keeping in touch with everyone else...Either that or there will be this big bang of an argument between me, my mom, and probably some other people.

I thought it'd be coming when I turned like 18 or something, but it almost feels as if its happening now. With that and the stress I've been having to deal with now, and not being able to be honest...Shit, it'd be enough to drive a person to drink.
Jeez, man, I'm losing my freaking mind.
I don't now what I'll do for the next 45 minutes.
Maybe I'll go back into the past for just a moment. I don't know, man, I just don't know...I'm so tired.

Today when I was sitting in the car I was first of all about to fall asleep, secondly there was this discomfort at the very bottom of my spine and it was getting worse. It wasn't in my bones, it was in my muscle, and it felt like there was a knot in the bottom of my bac. (Damn 'K' key still isn't woring)
It hurt for quite a while but now its better.

I haven't even had time to do my damn homework. On Friday I spent all day cleaning and arguing with my mom, then today I was out all day, and tomorrow they're saying that they expect heavy snowfall...Again. Maybe that's just what I need, more time, time to retae my nerves.

Everything about this situation is stressful.
Gosh, I'm such an old soul...
Why the hell do I feel like a 40 year old man and I'm fucking 16 (almost)...Maybe I'm just bitching too much, or maybe I have a legitimate reason to feel this way.
Huff, so that's my rant guys, I'm out.


Oh great

Damn it.
My internal planning has failed me again.
I was literally about to get off my game and start my homework (after I killed that boss) but now I have to go out again.
Huff, this is what I get, dammit!

So when I come home, its straight to homework.


So Far So Sat.

... ... ... So this has been a long time coming and its actually coming earlier than it should have, but I am so tired and frustrated to the point where there is no other choice but to go this route. Ahem. So last ni...

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Lost In The Darkness

I am so tired that I can barely type this post...
To make a long story almost a sentence:

I have had yet another bout with my mother, and I have to go to this funeral tomorrow...And I already feel so jacked up in the head I don't know what's going to happen to me. I can barely control myself, I'm just so lost and confused.
That's really all of the details I can spare because I am so tired I just want to shut down, I can't deal with all of this.
PLUS I still have all of this homework to do that I haven't done.

See ya when I see ya.