Hey guys!
It's TDE here, and this is my diary world, full of my day-to-day thoughts and chronologies of my boring, eventful, crazy, insane, funny, awesome, sometimes silly, angry, lazy life.

SO here's some things about me.

Name: Kyle
Age: 16
Gender: Male
Ethnicity: African-American
Zodiac Sign: Taurus
Faith: United Methodist Christian
Birthday: May 14
Occupation: High-school student; Full-Time Otaku; Aspiring Judicial Figure
Orientation: Aromantic-Asexual
Marital Status: Eternally single
Likes: School (the institution and idea of a school, I don't like the crap that comes with it), this site, anime, watching Vines, video-games, soccer, rock music, being humbly awesome and funny.
Dislikes: Bullies, idiots, loudness, being in dull or stale atmospheres, my laziness, Facebook, the list goes on.
Good Qualities: Smart, funny, forgiving, proud of moral compass, determined, witty, eccentric
Bad Qualities (Oh this will take a while): Has anger problems, a thorn when annoyed, can't sing/dance, socially isolated, has no life, overly nonchalant, emotionally awkward, hardly gets attached, man, where do I end? I think I'll stop at the best one; I'm such an internal jackass that somewhere along the line, you will find a reason to hate me.

List of Favorites-
Anime: *In no specific order, and all is inclusive but not limited*

  • Dragon Ball (Including Dragon Ball Z and Dragon Ball: GT),
  • Naruto(:Shippuden),
  • One Piece (a little...I consider myself more of a Naruto guy than Bleach or this)
  • IGPX,
  • Inuyasha
  • Zatch Bell!
  • Code Lyoko (I consider it an anime...somewhat)
  • Cowboy Bebop
  • Samurai Champloo
  • Baka to Test
  • School Rumble
  • Shingeki no Kyojin
  • Soul Eater
  • [C] The Money and Soul of Possibility Control
  • Kill la Kill
  • Kyoukai no Kanata
  • Okami-San and her Seven Companions
  • FLCL
  • Panty & Stocking
  • Spice & Wolf
  • Black Lagoon
  • RWBY (I consider it an anime)
  • Ao no Exorcist/Blue Exorcist (its okay)
  • .hack//SIGN
  • Cyborg 009
  • JoJo's Bizarre Adventure
  • Astro Boy
  • Deadman Wonderland
  • Boku wa Tomadachi ga Sukunai/Haganai
  • Boku wa Tomadachi ga Sukunai NEXT/ Haganai: NEXT!
  • Hajime no Ippo
  • Kenichi: The Mightiest Disciple
  • Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles
  • Samurai 7

~Currently Watching~

  • Naruto: Shippuden
  • Tenjou Tenge (Complete)
  • Karen Senki (Complete)

  • Tokyo Ghoul
  • Katekyo Hitman REBORN!
  • Arpeggio of Blue Steel
  • Jojo's Bizarre Adventure [2013 reboot]
  • Problem Children [Are Coming From Another World, Aren't They?]

  • Code Geass: Lelouch of the Rebellion

the list goes on...Of course
Video-Games: *Including but not limited to*
Tekken, Dragon Ball Z, (not the biggest fan of FPS games), Need for Speed, games coming from anime, etc.
Watch Dogs
TV Shows:
The Big Bang Theory, The Boondocks, King of The Nerds, Impractical Jokers, Sleepy Hollow, American Horror Story, Anger Management, Jeopardy!, Late Night with Seth Meyers, Saturday Night Live!, Last Week Tonight with John Oliver, Family Guy (a little).
Movies: OMG I've seen a lot of movies!!
Equilibrium (Christian Bale, Tay Diggs)
Fight Club (Edward Norton, Brad Pitt)
Sucker Punch (Emily Browning)
Ip Man *All of them* (Donnie Yen)
The Raid: Redemption (Iko Uwais)
The Raid: Berandal (Iko Uwais)
Michael Bay's "Transformers" (I STILL think the first one was the best)
The Secret Life of Walter Mitty (Ben Stiller)
Tower Heist (Ben Stiller)
Collateral (Jamie Foxx, Tom Cruise)
Oblivion (Tom Cruise)
Cop Out (Bruce Willis, Tracy Morgan)
Damaged (Steve Austin)
Resident Evil (Milla Jovovich)
Tekken (Live action was pretty good)
Flowers in the Attic
The One (Jet Li)
Looper (Joseph Gordon Levitt)
Premium Rush (Joseph Gordon Levitt)
300 (Gerard Butler)
The Bounty Hunter (Gerard Butler)
The Expendables
Parental Guidance
Admissions (Tina Fey)
2 Guns (Mark Wahlberg, Denzel Washington)
The Equalizer (Denzel Washington)
God's Not Dead (Kevin Sorbo)

the list will never cease...
Genre(s) of Music: Rock, JRock, Metal, Electric/Techno, (occasional Vocaloid), anime OST, video-game OST.
Band: The Pillows, Avenged Sevenfold, American Rejects, Coldplay
Song: Last Dinosaur by The Pillows & One Life by the Pillows

~!My Best Friends On Here!~

Domine Kuro
Klassic/ Judai Winchester
toyotami kun
kita mikichi
Hikari the Wolf
Team Plasma N
Larxy the Strange
Hana Ishida
Blue Tea
Elemental Ninja
Sweet Tea
Naomi Bear
Prismblossom (Although she is no longer with us)
-Shout yourselves out!
Song of my Life I

Song of my Life II
This Fire Burns by Killswitch Engage
Song of my Life III
No More Words by Endeverafter
Song of ME
As I am by Logic


Between the Writings

Your friend over here is BIZAYYY!!!

Anyways, last night was fun.

My cousin had a friend over, and of course, they were being extra loud.
So I took the liberty of calling Nate and we ended up talking for a couple of hours. It's been a minute since we've had time to catch up.

Wait, I'm skipping again.
Yesterday I was really tired for most of the day, I woke up really late and spent most of the morning not doing much. I cleaned up my bathroom, did the dishes, etcetera. I had no motivation to go anywhere, I was kinda bored, if you could say that.

I spoke to my dad again.
I really hope I can go see him this year.

So later in that day, I went out for a haircut.
The sky was so gray; it was raining all day again, and it looked so gloomy and sad. But to be honest I like gray clouds. I didn't like this shade of gray, I like it when its a medium gray and where you can still barely see the sunlight over the clouds. Especially in the fall when its cool...Even though Spring is my favorite season, Fall is the one that I find most visually appealing.
Something about that season, the brisk air, the incredibly beautiful warm colors, the smell of seasonal food--gosh I'm getting all sentimental and stuff.

Right, as for this haircut.
I finally decided that I'm not going to let my aunt's comments damper my mood.
To commemorate such a decision, I will post these pics:

The other two will be posted in another post.
Anyways, how do you put multiple pics up on a post?
I use the Embed Image option but for that I can only input one image at a time.

Oh yeah, for some reason my aunt is rather lenient on me and will possibly allow me to hang out with Nate tomorrow. We planned on going to the school again, take a walk, I was going to bring him a special magazine that I saved from years ago--we were talking about mabinogi and I happened to have a magazine that discussed it when it was first made.
Plus he wanted to borrow a game, maybe we'll get that Flick Rush tie-breaker (wait, there's no tie, I beat him every time...LOL, no, he's good at the game)
before school starts.
If all goes well I might be able to go to school. As a matter of fact my mom (miraculously) is coming to see me now about that.

But right now there is a serious issue looming about in my head...
I've tried not to talk about it, but maybe before I go to bed tonight I'll post about it.
It's been on my mind lately.

For now enjoy my post, and my awesome haircut.
Love y'all

Double PS


I think I need a new computer battery.
It has no life, if its at full-charge it'll get me around an hour, tops.
And yesterday I tried to charge it and it wouldn't work.

Ugh, this is so lame.

Fail, Important Forgot


I knew I was forgetting something.

I'm a bit mad because now's around the time to get a haircut...And my parents are still harping me about growing my hair.
Well, mainly my aunt.

Every chance she gets she gripes about how I look crazy...WHEN I DON'T DAMMIT!
Probably because she hasn't seen me with a different hair style since I was a toddler and then--that time where my grandfather cut through all of my hair...*Shudders* Its a story for another time.

My uncle doesn't say anything to her about it, but he's okay with it.

It's kinda irritating now.
I was thinking about taking a picture of it so y'all can see and judge for yourself. I've spoken to my dad about it and he says its fine!

I'm trying to figure out why she's making a big deal out of it!!

Rant over.

What To Expect

The answer to that...Don't ever expect.
You will be let down 9 times out of 10.
It's not worth it.

Anyways, along those lines things went well yesterday.
I got my homework done, yay!!!
However I do NOT know if I'll be able to go to school on time, and to be honest I'm upset because some of it, well, most of it could've been avoided if certain small things had just happened...Plus my family has been quite an issue.

Last night I had some thoughts going around in my head about how deep these problems are.
Its kinda sad but I'm not going to spend all of my time thinking about it. It'll only make me feel bad, and right now I have to be focused.

Last night there were some things I should've gotten done but I didn't, so I'll try and fix those things today.

Right now it took me a long time to wake up, I was up late last night.

Now my folks are gone and I'm wondering if I should go outside and practice. I usually don't practice on the weekends and its raining...I don't know.
Probably to make up for that day I missed, probably not.
After this I'm going to watch some anime because I missed a few episodes.

Oh, and I have something to ponder.
Since "Naruto" is reaching its end, I need a new long-running anime that I could latch onto.
I was thinking about exploring the other of the Big Three.
I tried getting into "Bleach" which didn't work out.
I tried "One Piece" but I gave that up a long time ago.

So now I'm thinking about 2 other anime.
"Hunter X Hunter" which my friend told me about but I never really looked into it like I should.
"Inuyasha" because I started watching that but eventually things got in my way.
"Shakugan no Shana" again because I stopped halfway in Season 1 but I did like it.
"Magi" because I heard it was good.
Not doing "Fairy Tail" because I tried that but couldn't get into it.

If anyone has any ideas or concerns, please relay them to me, I'd like to know what you guys think is REALLY worth watching.

That's really all I have on my mind right now because right now I'm being kinda lazy.

Love y'all

P.S: I'm facing a bit of a drawing block.

Heaving Drops

Gosh today really could've been a lot better.

It started off well but then spiraled into the depths.

I'm not officially depressed but I'm--kinda sad.

I woke up well and on time, but BOY was I out like a light!
I mean when I felt like I was legitimately unconscious when I woke up and got out of bed I thought to myself "Did I just move?"
It was something else.

But further in the day things just...Didn't play out well.
Again with my mom and my family, I'm trying not to get very deep with this but everything revolving around this is pure chaos.
It's not flaring up like serious arguments or anything but I feel like I'm being used as a tool in the ongoing struggle that my mom has been having with everyone else and its not fair to me to throw me in the middle.

I feel like an ambassador between my mom and my aunt so now I'm worried about my mom because she gets depressed and I can't say anything to my aunt because...that, and its just hectic.

I didn't get much homework done, and I probably won't finish it tonight.
I have something special planned, actually. After this show on ABC goes off (Remember "The Quest" I talked about a while ago, that--its on right now) I am going to watch a little bit of anime and I'm gonna have a movie night...
Last night I recorded a pretty awesome movie, "Navy SEALS" (The Charlie Sheen one) and I'm going to watch it tonight. I remember watching the end of it a long time ago, so when I found it while trying to find something to watch I got hit with a little nostalgia.

Anyways...Hopefully it'll bring me up, today was really drowned; and I need to finish this homework. Ugh, this is so lame.
I feel like talking to someone about it but I can't get the words out...

I'll just leave the post right there because if I go any further down the rabbit hole I'll go insane again.

It got so bad I didn't even go out today and practice, and today was probably a good day because it wasn't beaming hot like last time and it even rained later so it would've been nice...
I'm tired.

Love y'all