Hey guys!
It's TDE here, and this is my diary world, full of my day-to-day thoughts and chronologies of my boring, eventful, crazy, insane, funny, awesome, sometimes silly, angry, lazy life.

SO here's some things about me.

Name: Kyle
Age: 16
Gender: Male
Ethnicity: African-American
Zodiac Sign: Taurus
Faith: United Methodist Christian
Birthday: May 14
Occupation: High-school student
Orientation: Aromantic-Asexual
Marital Status: Eternally single
Likes: School (the institution and idea of a school, I don't like the crap that comes with it), this site, anime, watching Vines, video-games, soccer, rock music, being humbly awesome and funny.
Dislikes: Bullies, idiots, loudness, being in dull or stale atmospheres, my laziness, Facebook, the list goes on.
Good Qualities: Smart, funny, forgiving, proud of moral compass, determined, witty, eccentric
Bad Qualities (Oh this will take a while): Has anger problems, a thorn when annoyed, can't sing/dance, socially isolated, has no life, overly nonchalant, emotionally awkward, hardly gets attached, man, where do I end? I think I'll stop at the best one; I'm such an internal jackass that somewhere along the line, you will find a reason to hate me.

List of Favorites-
Anime: *Including but not limited to* Dragon Ball (Including Dragon Ball Z and Dragon Ball: GT), Naruto(:Shippuden), IGPX, Inuyasha, Zatch Bell!, Code Lyoko, Cowboy Bebop, Samurai Champloo, Baka to Test, School Rumble, Shingeki no Kyojin, Soul Eater, [C] The Money and Soul of Possibility Control, Kill la Kill, Kyoukai no Kanata, FLCL, Panty & Stocking, Spice & Wolf, Black Lagoon, RWBY (I consider it an anime), Ao no Exorcist (its okay), .hack//SIGN, Cyborg 009, JoJo's Bizarre Adventure, Astro Boy, Deadman Wonderland, Boku wa Tomadachi ga Sukunai (aka Haganai--both seasons so far), Sengoku Basara (currently watching).
the list goes on...
Video-Games: *Including but not limited to*
Tekken, Dragon Ball Z, (not the biggest fan of FPS games), Need for Speed, games coming from anime, etc.
Watch Dogs
TV Shows:
The Big Bang Theory, The Boondocks, King of The Nerds, Impractical Jokers, Sleepy Hollow, American Horror Story, Anger Management, Jeopardy!, Late Night with Seth Meyers, Saturday Night Live!, Last Week Tonight with John Oliver, Family Guy (a little).
Movies: OMG I've seen a lot of movies!!
Equilibrium (Christian Bale, Tay Diggs)
Fight Club (Edward Norton, Brad Pitt)
Sucker Punch (Emily Browning)
Ip Man *All of them* (Donnie Yen)
The Raid: Redemption (Iko Uwais)
The Raid: Berandal (Iko Uwais)
Michael Bay's "Transformers" (I STILL think the first one was the best)
The Secret Life of Walter Mitty (Ben Stiller)
Tower Heist (Ben Stiller)
Collateral (Jamie Foxx, Tom Cruise)
Oblivion (Tom Cruise)
Cop Out (Bruce Willis, Tracy Morgan)
Damaged (Steve Austin)
Resident Evil (Milla Jovovich)
Tekken (Live action was pretty good)
Flowers in the Attic
The One (Jet Li)
Looper (Joseph Gordon Levitt)
Premium Rush (Joseph Gordon Levitt)
300 (Gerard Butler)
The Bounty Hunter (Gerard Butler)
Gamer (Gerard Butler)
The Expendables *All; the 3rd has yet to be released* (Who isn't in that movie?)
Parental Guidance
Admissions (Tina Fey)
the list will never cease...
Genre(s) of Music: Rock, JRock, Metal, Electric/Techno, (occasional Vocaloid), anime OST, video-game OST.
Band: The Pillows, Avenged Sevenfold, American Rejects, Coldplay
Song: Last Dinosaur by The Pillows & One Life by the Pillows

~!My Best Friends On Here!~

Domine Kuro
toyotami kun
kita mikichi
Hikari the Wolf
Team Plasma N
Larxy the Strange
Hana Ishida
Blue Tea
Elemental Ninja
Sweet Tea
Naomi Bear
Prismblossom (Although she is no longer with us)
-Shout yourselves out!
Song of my Life I

Song of my Life II
This Fire Burns by Killswitch Engage
Song of my Life III
No More Words by Endeverafter
Song of ME
As I am by Logic



Hate that feeling.

There was this song that I wanted to post on my other World, now I can't remember what it was, for the life of me!

And I just felt my thoughts coming back and it left me again...
Gosh I'm so old.

TDE Physicale Observation (Update of sorts)

How's it hanging?

I think its been a while since I've posted here (because I don't remember the last post on this thing) so I feel like an update is in order.

...There, update over, nothing's happened lately.

Other than that, I have something on my mind.

My physique...Pause.
I've been trying to get back into the groove of getting out and practicing. If I miss one day and try the net I feel off.
Today I was a bit rusty.

I've mastered juggling, slightly, but today it was really hard for me.
My power has increased drastically...To scary proportions.
I've kicked the ball out into areas I shouldn't...Unintentionally of course but I should stop doing Launches because if I break a window or something--I'm dead.

I almost broke something today...Not good.
My left knee was hurting earlier but it stopped hurting later on.
My stamina has increased. I was out there longer than usual and I wasn't tired as easy.
Probably because I took a 10-minute breather...I was trying to focus on my breathing.
Other than that I was just more active.

My uncle gave me a comb for my personal use. I tried it immediately and it went right through my head, very nice texture. It isn't hurting or getting stuck like the first time I did it, so that's awesome. I've never really understood why people are so serious over hair (which is Ironic because my mom's a hair stylist) but now I can sort of understand it.
Y'know how simple and easy it is to just take your hair off?
(Especially after I had to start from scratch and took all my facial hair off)
It would suck to have all of that time and maintenance just--snip, whisked away. Still, its hair--it'll grow back, I don't get all depressed over it.

Movin' on.

Back to my training regimen, I want to do something new.
By that I mean invest in some rope...Jump rope that is, yeah.
I hear its good for cardio but I never really considered it. I sw some videos though and I thought "Man, how on earth do you do that?"

Today I had a flashback to the time I broke a post outback and my uncle said "You have to invest into something you enjoy." and told me we'd get a net...Which has yet to have happened but that's not the point.
I don't have a lot of space to go on long runs, and shuffling back and forth from a couple yards isn't all that helpful...I'm just wondering if practicing jump rope could help.
Think about it (you don't have to); it will help train timing, speed, cardio, balance...Why am I thinking so deeply about this?

If anyone gives a crap--what do you think?

That's really all I wanted to say right now.

Thank you enkichan for administering that awesome challenge.
I'm going to try and make another entry tonight--but I haven't done a lot of homework so I should probably do that first. Today really wasn't very productive.

I'm Getting Old--haha

Oh gosh, I can't believe how old I feel.

I woke up this morning thinking it was Monday, and its Sunday.

Anyways, that's the end of this post.


Not really a rant, just a rather negative post.

Things just haven't changed much.
Not for the better at least.

I had such plans for tonight but I got forced out and we just got back...Pretty bummed about that. Gosh, I really hate times like that.
Y'know when you think you have everything sorted out and Godzilla just comes and steps on your project? Irritates the crap out of me.

I can't even really explain all that well because I'm "Emotionally intoxicated" as I now dub it.
By that I mean how you can't describe or explain what your feeling is, but you just know its sucks and it hurts...I hate getting like that.
Makes me feel like I'm a mopey little crybaby.

Trying not to sound or act childish is all--
I am just mentally gone--I'm not even here.

And I have to wake up super freaking early tomorrow.
It's sort of a "Kill me now--why am I even here" type of feeling.

This whole movie ordeal--I'm kinda getting over it. Still sucks and still feels pretty lame considering how its the only thing I've looked forward to in a while.

I don't know, maybe if my crazy plan/idea actually works it might work out alright?
Jeez, why do I keep talking about it...The fact that I keep talking about it contributes to this crappy feeling I have, its so nerve-wrecking.

I sound super childish.
Everything is just boring right now.

I wish I could just fall asleep and wake up not remembering half of the past couple of hours...Put me out of my misery because this is just a painstaking and awful feeling I have.
Lack of motivation.
Not happy with anything.
Trouble finding joy.
Self criticism.
Complaining about complaining.
A little bit of anger.
Negative thoughts and perceptions of self.

I hope this post changes some of that...Even in the slightest.
This is all lame.


I'm freaking bored.

And hungry.

Horrible combination.

What is wrong with me?
After I eat I should do the other part of that homework page.
If I complete the whole page tonight I'll be on fire.
Considering how nothing else is important.

I'm trying to do something else though--hope it goes well.