Hey guys!
It's TDE here, and this is my diary world, full of my day-to-day thoughts and chronologies of my boring, eventful, crazy, insane, funny, awesome, sometimes silly, angry, lazy life.

SO here's some things about me.

Name: Kyle
Age: 16
Gender: Male
Ethnicity: African-American
Zodiac Sign: Taurus
Faith: United Methodist Christian
Birthday: May 14
Occupation: High-school student
Orientation: Aromantic-Asexual
Marital Status: Eternally single
Likes: School (the institution and idea of a school, I don't like the crap that comes with it), this site, anime, watching Vines, video-games, soccer, rock music, being humbly awesome and funny.
Dislikes: Bullies, idiots, loudness, being in dull or stale atmospheres, my laziness, Facebook, the list goes on.
Good Qualities: Smart, funny, forgiving, proud of moral compass, determined, witty, eccentric
Bad Qualities (Oh this will take a while): Has anger problems, a thorn when annoyed, can't sing/dance, socially isolated, has no life, overly nonchalant, emotionally awkward, hardly gets attached, man, where do I end? I think I'll stop at the best one; I'm such an internal jackass that somewhere along the line, you will find a reason to hate me.

List of Favorites-
Anime: *Including but not limited to* Dragon Ball (Including Dragon Ball Z and Dragon Ball: GT), Naruto(:Shippuden), IGPX, Inuyasha, Zatch Bell!, Code Lyoko, Cowboy Bebop, Samurai Champloo, Baka to Test, School Rumble, Shingeki no Kyojin, Soul Eater, [C] The Money and Soul of Possibility Control, Kill la Kill, Kyoukai no Kanata, FLCL, Panty & Stocking, Spice & Wolf, Black Lagoon, RWBY (I consider it an anime), Ao no Exorcist (its okay), .hack//SIGN, Cyborg 009, JoJo's Bizarre Adventure, Astro Boy, Deadman Wonderland, Boku wa Tomadachi ga Sukunai (aka Haganai--both seasons so far), Sengoku Basara (currently watching).
the list goes on...
Video-Games: *Including but not limited to*
Tekken, Dragon Ball Z, (not the biggest fan of FPS games), Need for Speed, games coming from anime, etc.
Watch Dogs
TV Shows:
The Big Bang Theory, The Boondocks, King of The Nerds, Impractical Jokers, Sleepy Hollow, American Horror Story, Anger Management, Jeopardy!, Late Night with Seth Meyers, Saturday Night Live!, Last Week Tonight with John Oliver, Family Guy (a little).
Movies: OMG I've seen a lot of movies!!
Equilibrium (Christian Bale, Tay Diggs)
Fight Club (Edward Norton, Brad Pitt)
Sucker Punch (Emily Browning)
Ip Man *All of them* (Donnie Yen)
The Raid: Redemption (Iko Uwais)
The Raid: Berandal (Iko Uwais)
Michael Bay's "Transformers" (I STILL think the first one was the best)
The Secret Life of Walter Mitty (Ben Stiller)
Tower Heist (Ben Stiller)
Collateral (Jamie Foxx, Tom Cruise)
Oblivion (Tom Cruise)
Cop Out (Bruce Willis, Tracy Morgan)
Damaged (Steve Austin)
Resident Evil (Milla Jovovich)
Tekken (Live action was pretty good)
Flowers in the Attic
The One (Jet Li)
Looper (Joseph Gordon Levitt)
Premium Rush (Joseph Gordon Levitt)
300 (Gerard Butler)
The Bounty Hunter (Gerard Butler)
Gamer (Gerard Butler)
The Expendables *All; the 3rd has yet to be released* (Who isn't in that movie?)
Parental Guidance
Admissions (Tina Fey)
the list will never cease...
Genre(s) of Music: Rock, JRock, Metal, Electric/Techno, (occasional Vocaloid), anime OST, video-game OST.
Band: The Pillows, Avenged Sevenfold, American Rejects, Coldplay
Song: Last Dinosaur by The Pillows & One Life by the Pillows

~!My Best Friends On Here!~

Domine Kuro
toyotami kun
kita mikichi
Hikari the Wolf
Team Plasma N
Larxy the Strange
Hana Ishida
Blue Tea
Elemental Ninja
Sweet Tea
Naomi Bear
Prismblossom (Although she is no longer with us)
-Shout yourselves out!
Song of my Life I

Song of my Life II
This Fire Burns by Killswitch Engage
Song of my Life III
No More Words by Endeverafter
Song of ME
As I am by Logic


Generation of Rapid Mental Movement

Oh gosh, I'm losing it again...

I have so many issues.

Well for one my soccer performance has been bad lately. Plus I hurt my knee again today but now it feels better.

Secondly I've just been super lazy as of late. School is 10 days away and I still have two more pages. I can do it though, I just need to get to the grindstone and commit to my work.

That's a serious problem I have. I start to choke up about the time in the finish. I don't always finish as strong as I start off.

So now I'm kinda panicking about that but its something different!!!

Every Friday from this day onward I'm going to commit my afternoons to looking up colleges and job opportunities.
But here's the problem.
Because of what people have been saying about my previous choice, and due to other things, I now don't even know what I want to do anymore!

I just feel lost...And looking at this stuff swamps me!
I'm trying to weigh out my options but I don't have time for that stuff, its way too laate!

What am I going to do?! I'm already a Junior, I need to know now!!
I don't want to spend the rest of my life wondering what might have been--I've already spent 5 years doing that and it hurts!!


I hope that at least releases some of the negativity.
I can feel my chest and stomach getting hot--probably because I'm hungry.
I haven't been on my ups lately.

Regarding Otaku-Versary I think I know what to do!

To all who read this post:
I ask you--name one thing that you like about me as a member of this site.
Be it may thing I've said, thing I've done, interactions we've had in the past, everything in between and etcetera.

Votes for the Deer Pictures close Wednesday at noon.
Need 4 more.


Happy Otaku-Versary!!

I know its incredibly early, but


Happy Otaku-Versary!!

If you're wondering what that is, it is the annual celebration of the day I joined this site!

On August 15th, 2011 I found one of the best places in the world from me.

I'd like to honor and commemorate all of you who have made my existence better by helping me get through the various tops and bottoms of my life. I've had a lot of serious complexities in my life, from around the time that I joined to this very day...You all have been a patient and loving audience who have supported me.

It has been an honor and a pleasure to be here with you guys for the past 3 years, and here's to another lifetime here, on TheO!

Viva la anime!
Viva la TDE!
Viva la TheOtaku.com!!

Love y'all

Mint a-La TheDarkEclipse

Y'know what, there's this new thing I'm going to try.
Every time I come up with a very cool quote or phrase I'll hold it then write it down here.

I just made this new one now:
"The greatest love in the world is one that cannot be given or taken.
The greatest love in the world is one that is received without question, spoken without words, and felt without description."

Inspired by my emo persona that takes over when I:
A) Eat ice cream
B) Watch TV without really watching it
C) Am sad

But enough of the melancholy here's another one that's funny for all of you internet jargon savvy friends.

"Don't judge the WIP if you haven't cracked it."

So put that one in your pipe and smoke it.

Alright I'm going to watch Naruto and some other stuff 'till I pass out from stillness.


In Other TDE News

Other things I did today:
-Power went out for like 40 mins, weird.
-I finished the FLCL Omnibus manga (should apply that to next year's FLCL week)
-I'm still not feeling sick
-Almost done with this HW. Got like 2 and a half pages left.
-Talked to my dad recently...Haven't been having the absolute best conversations but whatever
-Talked to my grandfather in Louisiana just now
-Found out my little brother has a kik
-Been bored with games a little
-Have been exploring new life options

Need to make a longer update on this stuff.

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