Hey guys!
It's TDE here, and this is my diary world, full of my day-to-day thoughts and chronologies of my boring, eventful, crazy, insane, funny, awesome, sometimes silly, angry, lazy life.

SO here's some things about me.

Name: Kyle
Age: 16
Gender: Male
Ethnicity: African-American
Zodiac Sign: Taurus
Faith: United Methodist Christian
Birthday: May 14
Occupation: High-school student
Orientation: Aromantic-Asexual
Marital Status: Eternally single
Likes: School (the institution and idea of a school, I don't like the crap that comes with it), this site, anime, watching Vines, video-games, soccer, rock music, being humbly awesome and funny.
Dislikes: Bullies, idiots, loudness, being in dull or stale atmospheres, my laziness, Facebook, the list goes on.
Good Qualities: Smart, funny, forgiving, proud of moral compass, determined, witty, eccentric
Bad Qualities (Oh this will take a while): Has anger problems, a thorn when annoyed, can't sing/dance, socially isolated, has no life, overly nonchalant, emotionally awkward, hardly gets attached, man, where do I end? I think I'll stop at the best one; I'm such an internal jackass that somewhere along the line, you will find a reason to hate me.

List of Favorites-
Anime: *Including but not limited to* Dragon Ball (Including Dragon Ball Z and Dragon Ball: GT), Naruto(:Shippuden), IGPX, Inuyasha, Zatch Bell!, Code Lyoko, Cowboy Bebop, Samurai Champloo, Baka to Test, School Rumble, Shingeki no Kyojin, Soul Eater, [C] The Money and Soul of Possibility Control, Kill la Kill, Kyoukai no Kanata, FLCL, Panty & Stocking, Spice & Wolf, Black Lagoon, RWBY (I consider it an anime), Ao no Exorcist (its okay), .hack//SIGN, Cyborg 009, JoJo's Bizarre Adventure, Astro Boy, Deadman Wonderland, Boku wa Tomadachi ga Sukunai (aka Haganai--both seasons so far), Sengoku Basara (currently watching).
the list goes on...
Video-Games: *Including but not limited to*
Tekken, Dragon Ball Z, (not the biggest fan of FPS games), Need for Speed, games coming from anime, etc.
Watch Dogs
TV Shows:
The Big Bang Theory, The Boondocks, King of The Nerds, Impractical Jokers, Sleepy Hollow, American Horror Story, Anger Management, Jeopardy!, Late Night with Seth Meyers, Saturday Night Live!, Last Week Tonight with John Oliver, Family Guy (a little).
Movies: OMG I've seen a lot of movies!!
Equilibrium (Christian Bale, Tay Diggs)
Fight Club (Edward Norton, Brad Pitt)
Sucker Punch (Emily Browning)
Ip Man *All of them* (Donnie Yen)
The Raid: Redemption (Iko Uwais)
The Raid: Berandal (Iko Uwais)
Michael Bay's "Transformers" (I STILL think the first one was the best)
The Secret Life of Walter Mitty (Ben Stiller)
Tower Heist (Ben Stiller)
Collateral (Jamie Foxx, Tom Cruise)
Oblivion (Tom Cruise)
Cop Out (Bruce Willis, Tracy Morgan)
Damaged (Steve Austin)
Resident Evil (Milla Jovovich)
Tekken (Live action was pretty good)
Flowers in the Attic
The One (Jet Li)
Looper (Joseph Gordon Levitt)
Premium Rush (Joseph Gordon Levitt)
300 (Gerard Butler)
The Bounty Hunter (Gerard Butler)
Gamer (Gerard Butler)
The Expendables *All; the 3rd has yet to be released* (Who isn't in that movie?)
Parental Guidance
Admissions (Tina Fey)
the list will never cease...
Genre(s) of Music: Rock, JRock, Metal, Electric/Techno, (occasional Vocaloid), anime OST, video-game OST.
Band: The Pillows, Avenged Sevenfold, American Rejects, Coldplay
Song: Last Dinosaur by The Pillows & One Life by the Pillows

~!My Best Friends On Here!~

Domine Kuro
toyotami kun
kita mikichi
Hikari the Wolf
Team Plasma N
Larxy the Strange
Hana Ishida
Blue Tea
Elemental Ninja
Sweet Tea
Naomi Bear
Prismblossom (Although she is no longer with us)
-Shout yourselves out!
Song of my Life I

Song of my Life II
This Fire Burns by Killswitch Engage
Song of my Life III
No More Words by Endeverafter
Song of ME
As I am by Logic


Quick Speed Day

Um yeah, I'm back.

Jeez, I don't know what the problem is with my laptop but it was acting up and I couldn't use it for a day or 2 so I'm back home, guys!

And I'll just state a few things then I'm off for the night.

I've been doing this long-ass post all day because my day was drug out.
I got a haircut, and then to gamestop where I got a PS4 and "Watch Dogs!" (Huzzah!)
But that's not all...Lately I've been having really powerful epiphanies.
Mainly about myself and what I should do with certain situations that come my way...From a spiritual level.
And while I was in the store I had another epiphany. BUT BEFORE I DO THAT:
Please allow me to mourn a bit over my hair. Usually I'm not one to really care about hair that much because my parents make me get it cut every 2 weeks and--wait I've said this before.
LSS I didn't have to shave my face for the camp I just came back from. Huff, 3 weeks worth of growth now reduced to an ass cheek on my chin. Atop that my mom had taken the liberty to mess with my top as well so I said "forget it." and I just cut it all off to start over.

Right, but now let's get back to my revelation of sorts.
While I was in the Game Stop I was overcome by this feeling of fear and embarrassment.
I was kinda embarrassed at all of the games I had and stuff...But the guys there didn't seem to mind. And even so, they couldn't take my PS2 system or most of the PS2 games and my PSP was defective...But they would accept a moderate amount of games, other things would give me, and I quote Marty, "Less than a penny." so about 10 things couldn't go.
I got a good 100 dollars off and it ended up costing me 365 so that's a pretty nice deal.
And I got a free membership...Nice.

The epiphany was that I need not fear.
I was fearful of my uncle's feelings on the matter...Which I may have misread from what I heard later that night.
This little voice from God is telling me that I need more confidence and to drop all of the worry. For the good 8 minutes we were there (they went through every game case, tested out every controller and system...And I had YEARS worth of games that I've collected so it took a minute. Good think there weren't a lot of people in the store) we had talked about stuff like "Attack on Titan" and how English Dubs can be done right...How DBZ: Battle of Gods is coming to theatres, a bunch of stuff.
And my uncle was in the background was just running his hands over his face trying not to engage.
It was a very salty atmosphere.

Later tonight (by that I mean what I just got home from) we went out to dinner and I could hear my uncle talking to his mother about my little experience there. Let's just say I didn't feel so comfortable with what was said exactly.
Huff, what is wrong with me?!

So we just went out to dinner and my mom is having car trouble so we can't really do much of anything tomorrow.

Also, when we were out (I was so bad) something crazy happened.
Well for one I saw a friend of mine there but after I said hey they had to jet but secondly I think I had my first dealing-with-drunks experience.
There was this big restaurant and we were sitting outside waiting for our seats and I hopped myself up on this big rail that was behind a big deck where people would sit around a fire and converse and such.
And this guy snuck up on me like a ninja, he and his girlfriend were hanging out or something and then he just randomly asked me "What year were you born?"
(Now my emergency-lights didn't kick on yet so I engaged in the conversation.)
I said "How old do I look? You'll never guess my age."
And the girl kept telling him to leave me alone...And I secretly looked at what he was drinking and it looked alcoholic so maybe he was drunk. I couldn't smell anything on his breath...Weird.

My uncle was the only one who noticed this and he just looked at me and said "Are you alright?" and I said "Yeah I'm fine, he was just asking me a question."
So unusual.
It was 7:30, I didn't know people got drunk at 7:30...Maybe they want a hangover in the middle of the night, who knows?
And for those who care (which are none) when my emergency-lights kick in I immediately start speaking French to try and confuse whomever is suspicious.

--Also I just ran out of the house and nobody noticed...Wow.

Love y'all

Be Bold

Meme taken from ElementalNinja.

Bold all that you prefer.
coffee or tea

books or movies

fruits or vegetables

headphones or earbuds

laptops or pc

facebook or tumblr

netflix or tv

hardcover or paperback

tv or movies

hp or thg

light or dark

salt or pepper

starbucks or dunkin donuts

reading or writing

writing or drawing

hot or cold

talking or listening

instruments or voice

cake or cupcakes

black or white

sunset or sunrise

Short, Sweet, and Slashed don't apply to me.


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