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(Instead of elevator music, this is here)
- Created By TheDarkEclipse
A Little Better
Today was definately better than yesterday, so I feel ok. I feel like slow but steady progress is being made. I've also realized the root of some of my problems; I hold stuff in too much. Surprisingly, my anger has not been trig...I'm Beat
...And not the really cool bird from "Megaman".
*Huff*
I'm so tired. I'm frustrated slightly, I am upset at myself 'cuz I cussed alot today, and I'm holding alot of stuff that I need to talk to someone about.
Plus nobody has been available and when that happens I just sit in my misery and get emo again.
I'm literally on the verge of doing something really stupid just to get it off of my chest.
Then she'll be REALLY creeped out.
AAAAAH! Why is life so complicated?!
I'm sorry, I'm just really tired.
I had Mock Trial today even though the competition was for my school's Prosecution and I'm Defense, I stuck around.
I also saw someone from Middle School. I don't remember her that well, we probably didn't talk that much. Whatever.
I was acting all funny today because I was happy to get my nametag in ROTC today (something happened there that put a damper on my day). I'm really tired of SCPO and his rants, he just gets louder and louder, why does'nt he just save his stress, energy, and time and just throw the guys out of the class...Or have them dropped from the program?!
One thing I can't stand more than a person who makes a unit look bad is the authority figure that allows him to cause chaos, it only gets more people irritated.
We have a REALLY big Inspection on Friday.
I'm so psyched about it, but right now I'm a little depressed.
I'm sorry, but I need to talk to someone face-to-face, because its that complicated, nothing against ya, its just alot to take in at once.
Sorry to sound so negative, but that's just the way it is now.
What else?
We have an English Exam tomorrow which I'm (internally) fired up for! I feel like I'll get a perfect score!!
That's pretty much all that's on my mind now.
(I'm sorry but it'll be a while before I get to do some more on my stories, I,as always, have alot to do.)
Love y'all
Get rid of your pains and obstacles
and stay yourselves
Good night.
Silver Lining
YO! *Smiles for once in his miserable life* How are you guys doing?! I'm sorry, I'm just having a really good day today. This weekend was pretty good, even though I procrastinated with homework, I got stuff done. The one thing ...Serenity
I wanted to make part of this post last night, but I got lazy.
I know this will sound awkward, but please look past what it sounds like, and please share whatever similar feelings you have:
Ahem.
What place makes you feel so serene? Like everything is paused, but keeps going.
For me, that is when I'm in the shower. It's just been like that for as long as I can remember. I am one of those people that take forever in the shower, its weird, but its been changing. I can take my time and stay forever in the shower at the same time.
(Which is awkward 'cuz the water seems colder I almost have to turn it all the way up to get a decent warmth)
I don't know why, but in there I feel like the world just stops...I forget alot of stuff, then remember it at the same time. It feels like time is gone, but its there; nothing exists, but everything is there...All at the same time.
I don't get it. Am I crazy or does anyone else have similar serenities?
I always remember random stuff when I'm just motionlessly basking in the warmth of the water...Then I forget really simple stuff like where I am, the names of people I know.
It's as if my mind is being pulled from consciousness but maintains the ability to use the senses.
Whatever.
Well, I'm about to torture my uncle.
I've been practicing my TTT2 and I feel confident enough to make a commentary video of me doing my custom Sample Combos, showing off my character's looks, stuff like that. But I was going to ask my uncle to record it with my Kindle that I don't even use. I may (if I figure it out) upload it here...As a Voice Meme of sorts...Hehehe.
But sadly he'd be irritated by having to stand up and record me playing a game for almost 40 mins to an hour (since that's how long I sometimes play in one setting).
I was rehearsing my commentary (banter) while they wer gone and I'm really sick of hearing myself. I have a terrible stuttering problem and sometimes people say I talk too fast or they can't understand what I'm saying. That AND my voice sounds crazy when being recorded.
I may post it here, or something. If somehow you see it, please ignore my terrible voice and scathing commentary.
But right now I'm charging my Kindle for the next 35 mins, so...Yeah.
That's all on my mind right now.
I have no idea why my phone just suddenly dissappeared.
P.S: I beat "Dishonored" again. It was easier, though.
Love y'all
Enjoy the rest of your day
Happy Birthday again, YHU!!!
