Hey guys!
It's TDE here, and this is my diary world, full of my day-to-day thoughts and chronologies of my boring, eventful, crazy, insane, funny, awesome, sometimes silly, angry, lazy life.

SO here's some things about me.

Name: Kyle
Age: 16
Gender: Male
Ethnicity: African-American
Zodiac Sign: Taurus
Faith: United Methodist Christian
Birthday: May 14
Occupation: High-school student
Orientation: Aromantic-Asexual
Marital Status: Eternally single
Likes: School (the institution and idea of a school, I don't like the crap that comes with it), this site, anime, watching Vines, video-games, soccer, rock music, being humbly awesome and funny.
Dislikes: Bullies, idiots, loudness, being in dull or stale atmospheres, my laziness, Facebook, the list goes on.
Good Qualities: Smart, funny, forgiving, proud of moral compass, determined, witty, eccentric
Bad Qualities (Oh this will take a while): Has anger problems, a thorn when annoyed, can't sing/dance, socially isolated, has no life, overly nonchalant, emotionally awkward, hardly gets attached, man, where do I end? I think I'll stop at the best one; I'm such an internal jackass that somewhere along the line, you will find a reason to hate me.

List of Favorites-
Anime: *Including but not limited to* Dragon Ball (Including Dragon Ball Z and Dragon Ball: GT), Naruto(:Shippuden), IGPX, Inuyasha, Zatch Bell!, Code Lyoko, Cowboy Bebop, Samurai Champloo, Baka to Test, School Rumble, Shingeki no Kyojin, Soul Eater, [C] The Money and Soul of Possibility Control, Kill la Kill, Kyoukai no Kanata, FLCL, Panty & Stocking, Spice & Wolf, Black Lagoon, RWBY (I consider it an anime), Ao no Exorcist (its okay), .hack//SIGN, Cyborg 009, JoJo's Bizarre Adventure, Astro Boy, Deadman Wonderland, Boku wa Tomadachi ga Sukunai (aka Haganai--both seasons so far), Sengoku Basara (currently watching).
the list goes on...
Video-Games: *Including but not limited to*
KINGDOM HEARTS!!!!!!!!
Tekken, Dragon Ball Z, (not the biggest fan of FPS games), Need for Speed, games coming from anime, etc.
Watch Dogs
TV Shows:
The Big Bang Theory, The Boondocks, King of The Nerds, Impractical Jokers, Sleepy Hollow, American Horror Story, Anger Management, Jeopardy!, Late Night with Seth Meyers, Saturday Night Live!, Last Week Tonight with John Oliver, Family Guy (a little).
Movies: OMG I've seen a lot of movies!!
Equilibrium (Christian Bale, Tay Diggs)
Fight Club (Edward Norton, Brad Pitt)
Sucker Punch (Emily Browning)
Ip Man *All of them* (Donnie Yen)
The Raid: Redemption (Iko Uwais)
The Raid: Berandal (Iko Uwais)
Michael Bay's "Transformers" (I STILL think the first one was the best)
The Secret Life of Walter Mitty (Ben Stiller)
Tower Heist (Ben Stiller)
Collateral (Jamie Foxx, Tom Cruise)
Oblivion (Tom Cruise)
Cop Out (Bruce Willis, Tracy Morgan)
Damaged (Steve Austin)
Resident Evil (Milla Jovovich)
Tekken (Live action was pretty good)
Fireball
Flowers in the Attic
The One (Jet Li)
Looper (Joseph Gordon Levitt)
Premium Rush (Joseph Gordon Levitt)
300 (Gerard Butler)
The Bounty Hunter (Gerard Butler)
Gamer (Gerard Butler)
The Expendables *All; the 3rd has yet to be released* (Who isn't in that movie?)
Parental Guidance
Admissions (Tina Fey)
the list will never cease...
Genre(s) of Music: Rock, JRock, Metal, Electric/Techno, (occasional Vocaloid), anime OST, video-game OST.
Band: The Pillows, Avenged Sevenfold, American Rejects, Coldplay
Song: Last Dinosaur by The Pillows & One Life by the Pillows

~!My Best Friends On Here!~

Domine Kuro
LightFykki
MangaKid
Hifsa
Klassic
XxArrancarFanxX
nimbusoak
neilly
toyotami kun
DuArMittAllt
Creshendeath
clueless101
kita mikichi
Hikari the Wolf
Team Plasma N
Larxy the Strange
RaiumitheKHFan
MintIceCream
Hana Ishida
HotRamen2Go009
Blue Tea
Elemental Ninja
Elricbrothersfan
animegirl171
Sweet Tea
Eneko
Naomi Bear
Prismblossom (Although she is no longer with us)
-Shout yourselves out!
Song of my Life I

Song of my Life II
This Fire Burns by Killswitch Engage
Song of my Life III
No More Words by Endeverafter
Song of ME
As I am by Logic

-TDE

About Last Night...Whoops, That's Bad [RANT]

Yeah--sorry guys. Things took an unexpected turn yesterday so if you were probably wondering why I wasn't here I'll explain that now. SO... I tried again with this whole movie thing (and if you can tell what the outcome was by ...

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And P.S

In other news...

I checked myself out in the mirror--in a non egotistical or self-lusting way (I was making sure I was ready to go outside for self-fulfilling practice today) and I saw my face...
I've got a lot of facial hair!

I'm happy at my choice to let ALL of my hair grow out.
My hair up top is ready to, y'know, be taken care of extensively. It's also very dry and rough; if I pat myself on the head I can't touch the base of my skull at all--Like if I drag my hand back from my forehead upwards I won't touch any skin--just hair.

It's like carpet--and not shag carpeting, that dusty dirty stuff.

My hair texture is just weird.
It curls up rather quickly--
Like when I grew my hair out for the first time (when I was with my dad) it grew out really thick, but it was so sparse that I could put my whole hand through it...And there was this one spot at the top of my head where it was so curly that it just couldn't be messed with. It's like it was all twined together in a little rough ball that was so stubborn.

That was then--this is now. Now its so fortified, like Guile's flat-top but just--not that blonde or tall.

Ahem. I don't have a comb for it so it will fluff out, so I just maintain brushing. I can even brush my facial hair--so thick and bushy! Not really.
My chin hair is very curly, and my sideburns--eh, they're stubborn.

I wish I could just show you the video I took a while back but my hair has grown since then.

And finally to wrap up this conversation of hair

I WANT TO KNOW what you guys think of my hair, your hair, hair in general.
My mom's a hair stylist and I've spent a lot of time in hair salons...I know, my boyhood wasn't as great as I had wished but still I turned out okay (*twitch*) but my hair is just another part of my...Project/Journey if we want to get philosophical about it. Enough rambling from me, have a god day guys.

Also as a guy, PAUSE on this whole post!

I'm Going To Let It Go--

Just a quick rant.

Again I say,
"This irritates me."

Just a simple misunderstanding turning into my aunt yelling at me, and once again involving my likes and dreams into it.
She asked me to take something out of the refrigerator, I thought she meant freezer, or maybe I picked the wrong item or something I don't even understand...
But what made me think I was right for a minute was that she didn't say anything when she got home--just when I started to eat.

So she starts yelling at me again about "You love ROTC so much, that's nothing but listening!"
I mean, why do you have to take it there?
"I don't understand why you can't follow simple instructions."

WHEN I'M JUST HUMAN--I'm not saying that I'm excused from guilt of wrongdoing, I understand that I messed up--but seriously!

I'm not one to cry over spilled milk, but sometimes I get it that its the principle of the matter, but why does it even have to go that far?

Stuff like that really gets me down, I make one simple mistake and I can't do shit right all of a sudden?
Yelling at me about it isn't going to make it any better--its not going to reverse time and make me undo the mistake but yelling about it isn't going to solve anything--its just going to get us both riled up.

Rant over.

(I cannot believe how quickly I typed this)

Let's Go!!! [Almost]

Let's Go!!!!
As the guys around here like to shout when something good happens to them/for them.

Almost at least.

I was hyped today for the afternoon...
Y'know what I'm talking about
DBZ: Battle of Gods is here people!! OH, how I wish it was more than just a few days, I wish it was a general movie.

I was super hype.
Atop that Verny Verne was supposed to be coming home today so that was a double good!

HOWEVER.
The movie times are difficult; it was at 7:00 and another one at 9:20...I asked my mom if any of those times could work and she said that it wouldn't.
I was so conscious of whether or not I should call her, her phone won't work sometimes...Well--a lot of times nowadays.
And I didn't want to seem like I was bugging her head off about it.

PLUS I really wouldn't want to go with anyone else.
I'm kinda screwed if I have to ask my uncle if he could take me on Saturday.
That's just a very bad conversation waiting to happen.

And just as sad, Verny Verne can't come home today...I don't know when she can come home, but bleh...

So hopefully things will be a little better tomorrow.

Speaking of better, I'm getting better on this homework; I'm becoming better at doing homework at night. I finished my English homework and after dinner I'll finish my SAT stuff. I slacked a little bit this morning.

SPEAKING of SATs--Study session is tomorrow and the only movie time is at 7:00--damn. I hope my mom will be comfortable with taking me out early...And that my aunt tries to tell me that study is mandatory because its NOT. (Trying not to be nervous because he's a bit bored)
Anyways. I just want things to go a bit faster, I still have yet to get my AP World homework; and I have 21 (guns?) days left to complete it!!
Still, this is me we're talking about, I am sure I can handle it.

I just hope I'll get to GO to school this time--oh wait, I said this before.
Anyways.

Love y'all
-TDE

One Of Them Days

One more day people!!

Anyways, today was just really slow for me.
I haven't done jack! No homework, no SAT, nothing I should be doing.

But other than that...
I'm gonna be a Junior, man!
3 more weeks 'till school (every time I say that I feel like I immediately need to jump up and my heart starts racing because I haven't done my homework) man.

Still, its been fun.
I'm kinda ready to go back (no I'm not) but before that I need to step it up and FINISH THIS SHIT!!!

Also, I have had a bit of an issue with my internet connection so it was hard to get on this site for most of the day.

Anyways.

Love y'all
-TDE