Hey guys!
It's TDE here, and this is my diary world, full of my day-to-day thoughts and chronologies of my boring, eventful, crazy, insane, funny, awesome, sometimes silly, angry, lazy life.

SO here's some things about me.

Name: Kyle
Age: 16
Gender: Male
Ethnicity: African-American
Zodiac Sign: Taurus
Faith: United Methodist Christian
Birthday: May 14
Occupation: High-school student
Orientation: Aromantic-Asexual
Marital Status: Eternally single
Likes: School (the institution and idea of a school, I don't like the crap that comes with it), this site, anime, watching Vines, video-games, soccer, rock music, being humbly awesome and funny.
Dislikes: Bullies, idiots, loudness, being in dull or stale atmospheres, my laziness, Facebook, the list goes on.
Good Qualities: Smart, funny, forgiving, proud of moral compass, determined, witty, eccentric
Bad Qualities (Oh this will take a while): Has anger problems, a thorn when annoyed, can't sing/dance, socially isolated, has no life, overly nonchalant, emotionally awkward, hardly gets attached, man, where do I end? I think I'll stop at the best one; I'm such an internal jackass that somewhere along the line, you will find a reason to hate me.

List of Favorites-
Anime: *Including but not limited to* Dragon Ball (Including Dragon Ball Z and Dragon Ball: GT), Naruto(:Shippuden), IGPX, Inuyasha, Zatch Bell!, Code Lyoko, Cowboy Bebop, Samurai Champloo, Baka to Test, School Rumble, Shingeki no Kyojin, Soul Eater, [C] The Money and Soul of Possibility Control, Kill la Kill, Kyoukai no Kanata, FLCL, Panty & Stocking, Spice & Wolf, Black Lagoon, RWBY (I consider it an anime), Ao no Exorcist (its okay), .hack//SIGN, Cyborg 009, JoJo's Bizarre Adventure, Astro Boy, Deadman Wonderland, Boku wa Tomadachi ga Sukunai (aka Haganai--both seasons so far), Sengoku Basara (currently watching).
the list goes on...
Video-Games: *Including but not limited to*
KINGDOM HEARTS!!!!!!!!
Tekken, Dragon Ball Z, (not the biggest fan of FPS games), Need for Speed, games coming from anime, etc.
Watch Dogs
TV Shows:
The Big Bang Theory, The Boondocks, King of The Nerds, Impractical Jokers, Sleepy Hollow, American Horror Story, Anger Management, Jeopardy!, Late Night with Seth Meyers, Saturday Night Live!, Last Week Tonight with John Oliver, Family Guy (a little).
Movies: OMG I've seen a lot of movies!!
Equilibrium (Christian Bale, Tay Diggs)
Fight Club (Edward Norton, Brad Pitt)
Sucker Punch (Emily Browning)
Ip Man *All of them* (Donnie Yen)
The Raid: Redemption (Iko Uwais)
The Raid: Berandal (Iko Uwais)
Michael Bay's "Transformers" (I STILL think the first one was the best)
The Secret Life of Walter Mitty (Ben Stiller)
Tower Heist (Ben Stiller)
Collateral (Jamie Foxx, Tom Cruise)
Oblivion (Tom Cruise)
Cop Out (Bruce Willis, Tracy Morgan)
Damaged (Steve Austin)
Resident Evil (Milla Jovovich)
Tekken (Live action was pretty good)
Fireball
Flowers in the Attic
The One (Jet Li)
Looper (Joseph Gordon Levitt)
Premium Rush (Joseph Gordon Levitt)
300 (Gerard Butler)
The Bounty Hunter (Gerard Butler)
Gamer (Gerard Butler)
The Expendables *All; the 3rd has yet to be released* (Who isn't in that movie?)
Parental Guidance
Admissions (Tina Fey)
the list will never cease...
Genre(s) of Music: Rock, JRock, Metal, Electric/Techno, (occasional Vocaloid), anime OST, video-game OST.
Band: The Pillows, Avenged Sevenfold, American Rejects, Coldplay
Song: Last Dinosaur by The Pillows & One Life by the Pillows

~!My Best Friends On Here!~

Domine Kuro
LightFykki
MangaKid
Hifsa
Klassic
XxArrancarFanxX
nimbusoak
neilly
toyotami kun
DuArMittAllt
Creshendeath
clueless101
kita mikichi
Hikari the Wolf
Team Plasma N
Larxy the Strange
RaiumitheKHFan
MintIceCream
Hana Ishida
HotRamen2Go009
Blue Tea
Elemental Ninja
Elricbrothersfan
animegirl171
Sweet Tea
Eneko
Naomi Bear
Prismblossom (Although she is no longer with us)
-Shout yourselves out!
Song of my Life I

Song of my Life II
This Fire Burns by Killswitch Engage
Song of my Life III
No More Words by Endeverafter
Song of ME
As I am by Logic

-TDE

Fail, Important Forgot

DARN IT ALL!!

I knew I was forgetting something.

I'm a bit mad because now's around the time to get a haircut...And my parents are still harping me about growing my hair.
Well, mainly my aunt.

Every chance she gets she gripes about how I look crazy...WHEN I DON'T DAMMIT!
Probably because she hasn't seen me with a different hair style since I was a toddler and then--that time where my grandfather cut through all of my hair...*Shudders* Its a story for another time.

My uncle doesn't say anything to her about it, but he's okay with it.

It's kinda irritating now.
I was thinking about taking a picture of it so y'all can see and judge for yourself. I've spoken to my dad about it and he says its fine!

I'm trying to figure out why she's making a big deal out of it!!

Rant over.
-TDE

What To Expect

The answer to that...Don't ever expect.
You will be let down 9 times out of 10.
It's not worth it.

Anyways, along those lines things went well yesterday.
I got my homework done, yay!!!
However I do NOT know if I'll be able to go to school on time, and to be honest I'm upset because some of it, well, most of it could've been avoided if certain small things had just happened...Plus my family has been quite an issue.

Last night I had some thoughts going around in my head about how deep these problems are.
Its kinda sad but I'm not going to spend all of my time thinking about it. It'll only make me feel bad, and right now I have to be focused.

Last night there were some things I should've gotten done but I didn't, so I'll try and fix those things today.

Right now it took me a long time to wake up, I was up late last night.

Now my folks are gone and I'm wondering if I should go outside and practice. I usually don't practice on the weekends and its raining...I don't know.
Probably to make up for that day I missed, probably not.
After this I'm going to watch some anime because I missed a few episodes.

Oh, and I have something to ponder.
Since "Naruto" is reaching its end, I need a new long-running anime that I could latch onto.
I was thinking about exploring the other of the Big Three.
I tried getting into "Bleach" which didn't work out.
I tried "One Piece" but I gave that up a long time ago.

So now I'm thinking about 2 other anime.
"Hunter X Hunter" which my friend told me about but I never really looked into it like I should.
"Inuyasha" because I started watching that but eventually things got in my way.
"Shakugan no Shana" again because I stopped halfway in Season 1 but I did like it.
"Magi" because I heard it was good.
Not doing "Fairy Tail" because I tried that but couldn't get into it.

If anyone has any ideas or concerns, please relay them to me, I'd like to know what you guys think is REALLY worth watching.

That's really all I have on my mind right now because right now I'm being kinda lazy.

Love y'all
-TDE

P.S: I'm facing a bit of a drawing block.

Heaving Drops

Gosh today really could've been a lot better.

It started off well but then spiraled into the depths.

I'm not officially depressed but I'm--kinda sad.

I woke up well and on time, but BOY was I out like a light!
I mean when I felt like I was legitimately unconscious when I woke up and got out of bed I thought to myself "Did I just move?"
It was something else.

But further in the day things just...Didn't play out well.
Again with my mom and my family, I'm trying not to get very deep with this but everything revolving around this is pure chaos.
It's not flaring up like serious arguments or anything but I feel like I'm being used as a tool in the ongoing struggle that my mom has been having with everyone else and its not fair to me to throw me in the middle.

I feel like an ambassador between my mom and my aunt so now I'm worried about my mom because she gets depressed and I can't say anything to my aunt because...that, and its just hectic.

I didn't get much homework done, and I probably won't finish it tonight.
I have something special planned, actually. After this show on ABC goes off (Remember "The Quest" I talked about a while ago, that--its on right now) I am going to watch a little bit of anime and I'm gonna have a movie night...
Last night I recorded a pretty awesome movie, "Navy SEALS" (The Charlie Sheen one) and I'm going to watch it tonight. I remember watching the end of it a long time ago, so when I found it while trying to find something to watch I got hit with a little nostalgia.

Anyways...Hopefully it'll bring me up, today was really drowned; and I need to finish this homework. Ugh, this is so lame.
I feel like talking to someone about it but I can't get the words out...

I'll just leave the post right there because if I go any further down the rabbit hole I'll go insane again.

It got so bad I didn't even go out today and practice, and today was probably a good day because it wasn't beaming hot like last time and it even rained later so it would've been nice...
I'm tired.

Love y'all
-TDE

SQUARE BE FAIR! [Important Kingdom Hearts Rant]

Hello people. The reason I say "people" is because even though this is originally for the fellow "Kingdom Hearts" fans out there...And by fans I mean FANS! Seriously, KH is my absolute favorite of every video game and/or manga in exis...

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Another Day Another Zzzzz

DAMMIT MAN!!!

Why can't I wake up like I used to?
It sucks...I can't stay up 'till 1:00 and wake up at 8:35 like I used to.
I just stay in bed like a rock for another hour.
Lately its been getting better instead of say an hour it'd be 45 to 50 minutes but when I wake up I want my alarm clock shouting at me lyrics from whatever song is being played at that time to be the thing that wakes me up, gets me off my feet and downstairs toward the kitchen where I will then feast.

SO that's a thing.
After this post I'll eat then come back up and do my KH Address then we'll see what goes on from there.

To start off I have a little bit of sad news. Not sad to where it'll shift my mood for more than, I don't know, 13.2 seconds, but just unfortunate news. Well its fortune depends on how you view it.
Ahem.
More likely than not, I will not be going to school on time.

Mom still hasn't gotten everything sorted out and school starts next Tuesday. To top it (yeah, didn't expect that one, did you?) off I didn't really do any of my History homework today. I was focused on other things instead.
And honestly it all depends on whether or not my waking is good.

If its bad and I'm disoriented for like 50 minutes with a sleepy haze in my eyes and lack of focus then I will get distracted quicker and do less work.
I have good work days and bad work days, but I'll still be getting this done.

I should probably go to sleep at a more responsible time and avoid all of this crap.
It's amazing how simple things have big consequences. I find it as helpful as a double-edged sword.
I kinda hate how that phrase is used. Usually it means that something is both good and bad...When in actuality if you master a double-edged sword like Darth Maul or...Anyone else who used a double-edged sword--you'd be one bad mother******.

Seriously, when have you ever used a double-edged sword and then proceeded to skewer both yourself and your target?

(Back to reality)we poor ya bish. (20 bucks to whoever knows where that bar is from)

What else is important?
Oh yeah...Again with a sullen detail, this whole thing about school is actually exacerbating the tension in my family.
But whatever, I've learned a lot from my 16 years in this family, and one of those things is tolerance, ignorance (the ability to ignore), and never tell a lie because you'll cost yourself some displeasure...But that lesson applies universally.

Gosh I'm rambling.

Soccer practice was meh today. It was SUPER HOT out and within the first 20 minutes I was literally covered in sweat from head to toe. I had to rest a few times because it was really hot; my left leg is--okay, it doesn't hurt, but there are some pangs here and there depending on how I walk, jump, or stomp.

Performance-wise today was ore about dribbling than anything else. Then the lesser amount was about trying to perform better headers.
But I should actually dedicate a whole day to that, its very difficult, and it takes a lot of energy very quickly.

Enough out of this talking head, I'm hungry and need to eat. See you guys later.

Love y'all
-TDE