drama ><

gots bad news, my lappy is out of commission ><

Rant

oki, I realllllllllllllly need to rant!

well a couple months back I got this game called Tales of Symphonia, well I love the game it's my favorite. Way better than Twilight Princess in my opinion. Well I've "beat it" as in beat the boss Mithos Yggdrasill twice. Well I've gone around lately and tried to finish up some of my side quests, some i could some I can't. Well I completed the Shadow Dancer side quest, over the game you have to fight this big black skeleton, well he's the Shadow Dancer, first he's at I think 8000 strength, second around 55000, and the third and final time he's 99,999. Well every time I fought him before at the third battle he's fried me up like a Christmas Turkey. Today I beat him, and I was all excited and it took me about Thirty Minutes cause I was chatting, among other things at that time. Well after running around on the game hunting down the "Devil's Arms" Weapons for this guy named Abyssion, well it turns out he was only using them to collect the weapons so he could resurrect this powerful demon and it took his body for the new thingy. Well he has 120,000 which is the highest hp I know of on Tales of Symphonia, first time he beat me and I turned my gamecube off. But I had this feeling in my chest that I should try it again, well I turned it back on and changed back to the charries I fought the Shadow Dancer with and fought him again. And to my surprise I beat him, so after about three hours of being in shock from beating him, I decided that I wanted to go to the toughest and most annoying dungeon on Tales of Symphoina. My luck was out, I run around for almost 30 minutes trying to find the warp panel to the lower level to fight the boss of that level but I run around forever and couldn't find it. Clearly I was getting annoyed so I turned the gamecube off again and restarted it to try again cause they usually change it up every time ya visit, the affect was changed and I liked it but still no luck what so ever. So I got pissed and turned the gamecube off, considering my friend is in the exact same place just she had better luck and she was on the second floor third platform. Which is why I decided to rant on here cause I was REALLY mad and I needed to get it out without biting my friends heads off. And I feel sooooooooo much better after letting it alllllllll out. And staring at the gorgeous Kratos Aurion for a bit *giggles* now the gorgeous Kratos Aurion to end off the post *drools*

Tragic or Happiness?

This week has been particularly rough for me, alot of things have happened that really tore into me. But I've made peace with that. Today my mom told me that my grandmother's cancer seems to have dissapeared completely. It's gone and I'm so happy.
I have my granny back and she hopefully wont leave us for another good time.

I assure you all I'm doing fine, and that I'm working on getting out of my mothers home into a better enviorment.

I hope everyone else is doing well, and I wish you the greatest of luck on full flling anything you set out to do

How Life May Change Us All?

Seems that only tragic things come on television, but in my world nothing bad happens. I've been blessed with wonderful friends, a wonderful mother, half brother, and my step fathers, my grandmother. Along with the creatures I've come to love and accept into my family even though they don't have the ability to speak; my hamsters, gerbils, and goats. My life has been wonderful even though I've never realized it before. I'm thankful for everything I have and I'm greatful for all of my friends. Everything they've helped me though, they loving me even though I am the way I am.
Almost two weeks ago I lost a friend standing up for another. He didn't believe I was standing up for a person whom he believed was nothing but a monster trying to take down as many happy people as it could. He yelled at me and signed offline, and we haven't spoken since that day. I may have lost a friend but I gained an opportunity to stand on my own two legs and protect the ones I love. And gain the trust of someone I fear. I'm leaving home to Ohio, a friend of mine is pregnant and she asked me to do the honor of being her child's Godmother. I accepted and never before have I felt so...grown up, so strong. In March I'm leaving for Ohio once I arrive I'll update so everyone knows I'm not dead.

Everyone whom reads this, please take into mind that you all are my friends and I would die for anyone of you. My life would be meaningless without you all. Even the ones who don't read this. I love every one of you, and I will without asking for change. You are you for a reason, you shouldn't ever have to change to be happy unless it's what you wish.

I hope everyone's been alright and that I havent missed out on commenting, I haven't got the hang of it yet on theo. I miss Myo! it was simple!!!

I Love You All

now a picture of Yuan and Martel from the game Tales of Symphonia, I didn't draw it!!

Hiya

This is mainly to let everyone know I'm not dead, nor have I disappeared off the face of the planet I just don't update. Over the past couple of weeks I have been playing Tales of Symphonia and helping my friend and little brother through it, I've discovered an obsession with Kratos Aurion. I don't know what it is about him, he's just gorgeous. It's hard for me to explain so I can't, if I could I would.

We gave away one of of my goats Mike, to a girl so that she could show him in the next season of goat shows. Also that Mike, Alphonse, and Spanky were the only of the goats born over winter that survived, and they are very healthy still. Sometime this month my old teacher is supposed to come out and take Rubie and Kesi back to the goat farm so they can be bred again. I'm not sure when exactly tho.

omg! Kratos is gorgeous when he smiles!!!