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Dreams...
Dreams is that wonderful feeling when you know you're doing something right.
It's when the harshness of reality begins to quiet and your heart sings.
It's that look when you see yourself in the mirror and smile, knowing who you really are.
Dreams is the one thing that drives me, soothes me and keeps me alive.
It's the world I live in, the world of dreams... This wonderful, wonderful world.
This fulfilling world...
This world that is in my heart and thankful soul.

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Lots of good news! TEGAKI UPDATE

(edit) OMFG MY TABLET DOESN'T DO THAT SUPER JERKY THING WHEN I FIRST LAY DOWN MY LINE ON TEGAKI.

FUCK YEAH, TEGAKI MEW MEWS

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OOONNNNNNNNN. (end edit) >:D

Hey all I got some really exciting news to share!

First off I just got done my calendar picture! I sent the png file to the Hanel, the person behind the calendar project. I’m really proud of myself for even joining the project alone, but the picture is simply wonderful. I’ll upload a small portion of it soon. It’s not like my usual pictures; this one is more scenery and my first one I’ve made. I really love it and can’t wait to see the project come to head when the calenders will be on sale sometime soon.

Second good new is that I got my computer! But it’s still in the box. I have to get a video card and power supply for it from newegg.com. When I was talking to the sells clerk he told me that I could just buy this computer and put in a better video card so I can use photoshop and etc without the computer lagging and such. Then I talked to my very computer savvy friend and he said I will need a better power supply so the video card won’t fry my computer. So for over a day I studied up, learned, and applied myself for know what kind of video card I needed, what was going to work best for my needs and how to install it. Really, the whole process was VERY RAGED FILLED, even getting the computer itself but it will be worth it once I have the computer I wanted for years. I’m also going to continue learning about computers because next time I’m building my own. For the money spent on my new computer I could have build a much more powerful one. But everything happens for a reason so I’m taking everything with stride. Now the only thing that needs to be done is for my friend to give me the green light for the video card I picked. Then I can order it and throw it in my computer. :D Boy, I just can’t wait. There are so many programs I want to use and so many things I want to do. 2011 will be quite the year for my art! I also got a web cam ;D I’m really going to have fun with that!

The third good news is that the kitchen, my mom and sisters room got a new t.v. We got them yesterday and finally got the converter boxes hooked up. Now we got some new channels (after almost all of our channels got taken by Comcast since we don’t have cable or any converter boxes). So I’m really happy for them!

On Friday me and Brandon went out and saw Tangled in 3D. It was my time seeing a movie in 3D and it was really great! I loved the movie; I recommend it for anyone really. I loved the music too. I’m not a fan of musicals but I found myself enjoying the character songs. All together the movie tickets plus snacks (2 large popcorn's and two large ice's) cost under 50 dollars. Like wtf? When did the movies become such a luxury trip? >:Y Brandon paid for everything but I still felt like I could of invested in a theater system and etc for the same experience. None the less the trip was great and it was our first trip to the movies together. He even paid for my latte on the way home, he spoils me so much. XD

After the movies we went to get something to eat in the mall. Well, I went to a really great asian food chain called “Sakura” and OMFG THE SAMPLER BOY AND CHEF WERE SO HOT. I SO wanted more then a piece of teriyaki chicken from him. XD To add, the chicken was REALLY GOOD. I love sakura’s and I eat there a lot but this store really blew me away with their food. I could have jumped the counter and hugged all of them back there. It was really awesome seeing the hot chef cook my food. I felt SO shy that I was afraid to look at him. X3 it was awesome when he asked me if I wanted the sauce on my food, I looked dead at him. God, he was cute. *U*

Okay, I went on more then enough and I don’t want this to become super long. I hope everyone is doing okay. Thanks for reading!

TURKEY DAY, WIP, UPDATES

So once again it’s Thanksgiving. I felt so bored today I’ve been doing tons of things on the computer including updating my sweets deco blog! It was good to finally post something there again. I forgot how much I love to talk about my crafts.

I felt really annoyed this morning, I have no clue where it came from but I was really irritated. Luckily it passed and that’s when I started doing things on the computer. I edited all the pictures I took yesterday and posted some of them on my blog and here. It’s the first of probably many projects I will do. If you didn’t check the blog out I mentioned that I’m going to deco my earphones and make some macaroon towers for x-mas. Hmm, I completely forgot to mention I took a craft trip and brought stuff including the foam cones for the macaroon towers. : Oh well, it wasn’t a big deal just things for more deco! :D

On a more artsy subject I finally started my calendar picture! I started on the tree in the picture and it was a total pain at first. I never painted a tree so I went to look for some tutorials on DA. THERE'S ONLY ONE THAT’S GOOD. I mean there are a zillion great tutorials for everything under the sun but drawing/coloring trees… NONE, or pretty much is none. There was one but it wasn’t quite right for what I’m doing. So I had to learn as I go and it’s turning out better. I’ll practice on trees more after this to learn for good. I also started on another picture of Mew Torte. She's in total flat colors and it’s the cutest thing ever. I’m going to make it my worlds design once I’m done. :3 (its about time huh?)

Cutest wip EVER

Oh, I forgot to mention before that is was snowing! Yes, we were having a white Thanksgiving. It was pretty awesome, here are some pictures.

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And last but not least my I’M THANKFUL FOR LIST: (random order)

1. Sai and my patience to learn it.
2. My wonderful wonderful friends!
3. My family and pets.
4. My stupid computer because at the end of the day it does what it supposes to do…
5. My warm house.
6. My super junky room
7. My baby PS3
8. My artistic/creative ability
9. My sims 3 game
10. My discovery of sweets deco

What’s on your list? Have a happy Thanksgiving everyone!

Kelseys B-day gift, art, and SIMS 3

So yeah yesterday as I was finishing Kelsey’s gift (which you should see because its totally epic) my friend Brandon came over and gave me a copy of SIM MOTHER F**KING 3 FOR THE CONSOLE.

I PRETTY MUCH EXPLODED INTO RAINBOWS AND SPARKLES.

I had the game for the PC but my computer is such a piece of crap I couldn’t really play it after like 15 minutes, most which consists of LAG. So when I saw the ad for the console I was like DO WANT. Then Brandon was like “early X-mas gift?” and I was like F**K YEAH. Then he actually got it for me and I totally love him forever and ever. Then he said he had another gift for x-mas any way and I exploded again into rainbows and sparkles. XD

The game is epic, I totally love it and it was something I wanted for way too long. So yeah if you don’t see me in a while it’s because of sims 3 and making hot male sims date each other. HAR HAR HAR.

Special shout out to Kelsey and J.C Elric since it’s their birthdays today and yesterday. I hope you guys birthday was good. Speaking of which I started the sketch for J’s picture. I’ll color it in copics because it’s addictive as well as fun.

There are other pictures I want to start and finished. The one old picture I’ll finish next is the old Mew ichigo line art that Kiro loves so much. She expressed how I should finish it before and I always said that I will or something likes that. SO YEAH EARLY HEAD UP FOR YOU KIRO THAT’S NEXT ON MY LIST.

I also have tons and tons of ideas I want to start up. BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY I’m going to start on the prize for Chel the bell. It’s been way overdo but I didn’t want to just scribble something out just for the sake of it. ;A;

Okay I can keep going forever but I don’t want to. Thanks for reading.

I love my friends post

Been meaning to do this FOR A WHILE and since I have nothing important to talk about I’ll to it now.

I LOVE MY FRIENDS

All of them, every single one, online and off. I thank god/universe/all that is everyday that I have them. They inspire me, pick me up, they make me dream, and they make me want to be the best person I can ever be. I love my friends.

I think the best part about my friends as a whole is that they are all different. Different styles, walks of life, philosophies, and flavors. I never know what’s going to be said or heard, that’s why it’s so exciting to post something up or have good news to tell.

When it comes to my art oh boy, friends always played a great role in that. The top on the list and my very most favorite is gifts, not receiving them but giving them. For years I notice that when ever I make a gift (drawing) for a friend its better then my normal art. I don’t force it out, or even “try” its just flows naturally. I’m always excited seeing it come together even when I’m just thinking of the possible theme of it. I can’t wait till the person sees it, I love working on it, and I feel like that much better of an artist because I feel like/have improved greatly. That’s what art should feel like, all the time, everyday. Then I was thinking not too long ago, maybe when I was working on Pudding’s B-day present about how all my gifts pictures where always better. I wondered if that still held true since I haven’t really done it in a long time. Then I thought about the concept again later on and said to myself “Yeah I still got it, this picture looks great”. I thought back on the more recent pictures I’ve made for others and said “It really is true, it never left”.

I don’t know maybe it’s my gift of gifts? I always love giving in every form but I don’t know where it comes from in artistic form, but I won’t question it. I just know that it definitely drives my passion for art and no amount of words can describe my gratitude for that alone. So thank you my friends for everything you guys done for me whether you know it or not.

I am a part of all that I have met. ~Alfred Lord Tennyson

I LOOKED ON THE RIGHT AND SAID

My mind just exploded…

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU for everyone who commented, hugged, and etc. Out of all my pictures this one is worthy of a feature not because I love it myself but I made it for Sayura’s birthday! I feel 10 times more honored because of that.

I could go on forever but I don’t want this to be an endless speech.

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU AGAIN!