Hey peeps! Sorry it took so long getting things up . I was lazy... But anyway your in my TMM sweets collection world! Here is where all my TMM fan art will go! I hope you guys will support me still while I'll do the same, when I figure how to get to all my friends..... Don't pause to PM me if you have a question or anything!

a real interview? D:

Hey all!

I finally got around making another journal post. My internet just came back after the shit went down for like a day. I swear I hate Verizon sometimes; every so often this would happen. So gay… Anyway things are okay, I got two good job opportunities coming my way in the graphic design field. The first one is at some super corporate office type place called Vanguard. They are going to be at ITT and I got an interview with then on Thursday. My boyfriend looked up the company since my internet was down. We really didn’t find much information on it at all. They just kept saying the same thing over and over nothing really in-depth on what they were about. A bit un-nerving seeing that I’m going to have an interview with them on Thursday and not to know anything about them… The career service lady told me that a lot of grads started there and the company comes down to hire workers even on the spot. They even start at 14 bucks an hour. I can use that A LOT. So I’m hoping that goes well.

The other opportunity is that my sister saw an old friend of hers during a vendor last night that works at a graphic design company. She saw my logo that I made for my sister’s company and really liked it. She said that her job is always hiring and gave my sis her card and my sister is suppose to call her back. The old friend is making 20 bucks an hour. I’m not sure if that’s the entry salary but those are impressive numbers. I wouldn’t mind working in the graphic design but it’s so hard to get in the door being that the job market is total shit right now. So I’m hoping one of those pulls through for me. I can REALLY use it. I can save up for the con that’s coming in November and for my own business. This gives the butterflies thinking that I won’t get a job and I still will be trying to get commissions off the net. MEH…

Other then that….I’ve been drawing a lot trying to do different things with my work. I want it to be more impressive and strong. I want to start doing backgrounds and just do more since I got the time. That’s why I’ve been uploading so much. I still have things I can throw up here that I need to scan again since I F’ed it up last time. I still need to color a lot of other pictures that I done including my latest picture “ichigo’s candies”. I’m really excited to color that and I think I’m addicted to drawing candies and sweet’s now. I want to do more pictures of that theme. I have another one in the works too, its more of a circus/gothic Lolita theme. I’m pretty amped about it.

Other then that I made more charms that I need to glaze and make some necklaces out of. Its little themed lattés, they are really cute and I can’t wait till I can stop being lazy and get them up here.

Oh and guest who decides to show up? That same toxic friend I had that big fallout with last year. She called me and it seemed like nothing changed as far as the whole toxic-ness of her aura. She was talking about her other friend that she had (after I dropped from the picture). How she was fake and untrustworthy. How she made her cry because she was pointing out all of her the flaws and etc. I couldn’t feel but justified because karma bit her HARD in the ass. See got a good taste of what I went through.

She asked if she can come over and I said sure just to see what she was up to and to get my freak’n Princess miyu CD back. Which looked like she was using it as a damn coaster or something :|… I just it doesn’t matter much since I downloading the OST myself… While she was over she expressed about hanging out again. I really didn’t say anything, and then while we were both drawing she asked if I missed her. I was like “uh.” I surly wasn’t going to lie to her. But before I could say anything more she was like “I know what’s it like to not miss nobody either” not in a way that to offend me or anything but in agreement. I was glad she said it and not me because I don’t want to say anything that and might start something totally unnecessary. Like a 10-15 minutes later she left out.

I can’t really say that I want that friendship back it’s just too much of a pain and I feel like my focus and energies would change because of it. I don’t need that in my life. I glad she’s okay and all that but I don’t think we well be “friends” at least on my end.

Oh yeah, one last thing. I tried the SAI program…. It owns Photoshop in getting clean line art. I love it to pieces. I just got to get use to it more.

Anyway, thanks for listening! I hope everyone is having a good week. And I will see you soon.

new picture!

Hey all!

Just posting to let everybody know about my newest picture "ritsuka"! Show it some mad love. Also I got other picture up in line that I will post soon too.

I has degree!

Aye guys… Guess who got their Associate degree?

:( :| :) :D 8D

MEEE! (Jumps around wildly)

Yesterday was my graduation and it was by far one of the best days of my life! Even though my boy friend and my dad couldn’t make it because of work. And get this, I was voted by my class mates for the outstanding student award. I got a freak’n plaque for Christ sake!

I thought I was going to be horribly depressed because that night before I gotten really sad about everything and didn’t feel like doing it. I even broke down in like the wee hours (2AM) in the morning because of just everything. A whole lot of sadness, not wanting to see this end even though I’m uber happy to finally get out… Just a lot of things. This is what I call graduation syndrome. I never felt it like this before, I had a slight taste of it in high school but I hated that place like no other so I was happy. Even though I cried for like two seconds before I walked out on to the stage thingy… Which were happy tears in the first place.

But ITT Tech, despite the thousand and one flaws it had I really loved that place. The students and most of the teachers were like another family I would say? I don’t know what it was; it was just nice being in a small school were everyone almost knew everybody. Then all the friends I met there and all the good/bad times I had… You can never replace those. I even met my first boyfriend there. No one could have told me “Hey, you’re going to have one of those by the time you came out here!” and even if they did I wouldn’t think it would be Tom. A wonderful experience I had there under the other entire BS.

But the graduation went smoothly for the most part. They pretty much told us what they wanted us to do. No rehearsal or any of that crap… awesome. But I was still really down the day of and my family could tell. I started feeling better once I got prettied up and was on my way there. I had a latté on the way to the bus stop and on the way to the Radisson hotel where the graduation was held. Once I got to the hotel and heard the voices of my class mate my sadness totally disappeared! They were happy to see me and I happy to see them. Even seeing the class douche bag made me feel good.

The best part was that everyone was being them selves! The douche bag was talking about nothing and no one gets him. The internet camera guy came in with his one and only camera. My first crush was once again giving some weird yet cool fun facts on anime and things. I came in with a latte from dunken donuts. My best friend Victor as usual said he was going to come in early and ends up waltzing in at exactly 6:59… Mind you the graduation starts at 7:00PM and the grads are supposed to come 2 hours early.

Good fucking times man.

He had to rush and get his cap and gown which was kinda big on him then rush in line.

So we had the ceremony and my sister and mom came in after some dude had started the worst speech on his life ever. Boring doesn’t even start to describe it…

So after that everyone got there special awards and I got mind. I went up to the mike and was like “Wow, I’m really shocked because I thought xxx (my first crush) was going to get it”. Then everyone laughed… So after all that stuff we went back up to the second floor and I went up to Victor since I haven’t seen him all day and he was crying! He gripped me up so fast and we start hugging and stuff. It was awesome because we promised each other that night before that if one of us cries we would be there to cry also… I didn’t cry but I still was there for him which was awesome. Then I hugged the class douche bag which was awesome because I knew he always had a crush on me and I figured what the hell right? I hugged him and he had his arms away from me like he didn’t want to hug me back. Then he was trying to play it off saying “your to short to hug! Blah blah blah” …

I was waiting for my mom and sis to get where I was at so I could take pictures of my friends but they trying to get some food which was no where enough off by the way. :/ So then they called us again to have the class pictures and then we were off. I was hugging everybody, trying to get e-mails, and getting pictures taken. Then like the most awesome happened. Out of no where my crush came out of the wood works and gave me a hug… I won’t lie I was waiting for that hug for a long time and it was awesome. Then we and some of my class mates were getting our pictures taken. So my crush start taking pictures of me and my family and I just went out and said “You know, truth be told I have a crush on you for the longest” everyone was like shocked and he was like “what? Really?”. Like the best part was that I wasn’t afraid to tell him since we both already have someone and that I was over it… I was fine about it, and then I remember telling myself when I first started liking him that I will tell him that I liked him in gradation… I felt so good doing it too. Oh did I mention that he was engaged and had a set of twins coming? I knew that before my confession I was just letting on some major facts that made me get over that really fast XD.

After that me, victor, and my other class mate was talking and stuff for a while and went our separate ways. I almost forgot the girl that said she liked my final project, she goes by the name “Eevee”, her boyfriend (didn’t get the chance to get his name) and another one of her friends and former ITT grads came for the graduation. We talked more on the bus home and finally got her e-mail and number.

Once downtown me, mom and sis went to chilis and ate there. The food was really good and the dessert was awesome! It was a chocolate chip cake with ice cream on top with a chocolate shell! I was so full even before dessert but I managed to eat all the ice cream and take the cake home with me.

So much more happened in between but that is as much as I can get down. It was a very good day and I slept like a champion till I woke up with some horrible stomach pains. I think it has something with the food because I ate the rest of the left over’s, went to take a nap woke up and the same stomach pains came back. Thankfully they went away and will hopefully stay like that.

So that’s it. I wanted to tell everyone how great the day was.

I hope you enjoyed this post. It will probably be the last one about school for some time. XD

I will see you guys later!

New Blog!

Aye kiddies it’s me Your Truly giving you another update!

Before I start I just want to say… How retarded are people these days… Seriously… I won’t say which picture or the “artist” but to bluntly take a picture off of deviant art and slap it on here and to go along with it saying “I can copy any artist style” and “I took art classes all my life and the problem is that we were taught to copy another’s style” or some BS is mind blowing. Then I check the gallery and all the stuff were stolen because nothing has the same style AT ALL. And once again it’s “I can copy any artist style” nonsense… I feel bad because she/he can’t even attempt to draw a shitty copy of anything. Fucking sack of shit… Anyway, I reported the artist and hopefully the artist will get banned. I’m surprised no one even spilled the beans that the shit is stolen in the comments because everyone is praising the jerk…. I would like to but I like to just report shit and call it a day and hope someone else just say it “hey this isn’t your work LAWL”.

I shouldn’t let this get under my skin but it’s hard…. It really is…

Anyway, I got great news! I’ve started a polymer clay blog called “Cute Clay Tutorials” showing tutorials and things on how to make cute foods charms and things like that. I just made is yesterday and made a new post today. Please take the time to check it out. There’s going to be a new post there everyday so it there’s always something to look forward too.

http://cuteclaytutorials.blogspot.com/

In other news, I have drawn two pictures. One of a new Male mew and one of my character transformation of kyandi if anyone remembers. I’ve been posting pictures in my DA account and trying to make some really good ones to throw up there as well. I’ve have edited my pictures of my newest charms so I should have another one up there and here soon.

I need to find a new place to make them because the craft table has been taken over by my sister lip gloss making stuff. And that vendor that she had. The profit was really disappointing but she made loads of connections. People want her to sale her lip glosses in their clubs and other cool stuff. Really exciting! She also has another vendor coming up this Sunday so maybe she will make more there. The event that she was in before was really sucky in the first place so I’m sure that was the reason for the poor profit.

So yeah, I’ve been super busy trying to make this internet stuff work. Once I get in the groove of things I know things will get easier and less stressful. My graduation is next Thursday and I’m wondering how the hell I’m going to get there… I’ll hitch a ride XD…

Till next time!

My last day of school

Another update on yours truly’s life

Well, two Fridays ago was my last day as a student at ITT Tech. Man it was one of the best days of my life. We had to show our final projects but of course had the dry run first. My final project was gag skits on guitar hero and ITT Tech. My class mates loved it. I didn’t think it was going to get as much feed back as it did and that made me feel much better about it. Which reminds me that I need to throw it up YouTube since it’s required.

When we started our projects the some of the directors and staff were there. And my class mates went up and told what programs we worked in and what our projects were about. The first guy Juan went on and on about his and it was funny/embarrassing because he’s a bit off and everyone was like “get on with it” kind of look and stuff.

When it came to mine I stood up and said blah, blah I hope you like it crap. The thing that got me was when it went to the second skit it, was a gag of ITT Tech and how crappy the school was…sorta. And with the staff and directors there I thought I was going to get in trouble, because I went too far with some of the “jokes” which were basically facts about the experience you were going to have there. The staff knows what goes on there, more then anyone here so I was laughing a lot under my breath thinking I was going to be in hot water. But luckily nothing happened and the career services lady said I did a good job. So I was super happy.

And all man I was super nervous because my friend uhhh, I had a fake name for him but I can’t remember it… Victor that’s it. Yeah victor hasn’t shown up yet and he was really close to failing. If you fail capstone class your ass is going to be kicked out. And let me tell you this dude stayed a year more then he was support to. And this is a two year school. He told me the only reason he failed so many times where sheer laziness… I was like WTF and for a person that knows about what being lazy is about I was shocked. I would never let that get in my way in school. But anyway I told him at the beginning of the quarter that this was a “semester of change” (lawl Obama) and he was going to pass that class if it was the last thing he was going to do. So all this time I kept on him. I told him about who many weeks were left and made sure he was doing his capstone. I wasn’t letting his “laziness” hinder him anymore… As far as school goes XD…

So after like 2 or 3 projects went up I saw him come into class. And I was like “YES!!” I thought this man was going to fail for sure but I still had faith... Then I think one of his friends mentioned before that he was coming… So any way after all the projects were shown he presented his and showed what he was working on that fucked him over many times then what he made in like 5 hours all last night. It was really good and I was impressed. With that said he passed the class. I was like “FAWK YEAH!!” we jumped around and stuff after class was over and only us and some other people were left.

After that me, my boy friend, friends and class mates talked and hung out. We went to the mall checked out at some stores and ate from this awesome Japanese food spot call “sakura”. The best part was one of Victors friends that went to ITT Tech was telling me how she admire my capstone and drawings. I was like 8D….. Stop feeding my ego! But I was really happy that it gotten great reviews! Then we were talking on the bus ride home. She knows Japanese and telling me to get the Japanese coach for DS. I surely will when I find it. Then she starts explaining about how she, her boy friend, and friends were starting some kind of graphic design company or something. She asked me if I wanted to join and asked me for my email so we can talk about anime, art, and etc. But by that time my other bus was coming so I had no time to give it to her. She said that she was coming to graduation so I can get her info then. It seems promising and she’s really cool so I was happy.

Then I and Tom went over to my house and hung out. It was really fun; I kicked his ass in soul caliber. At the end it was 20 to 2, freaking epic! I was sad that he had to go home, but he came over once since then and he’s coming over tomorrow. Oh, and did I mention this last Friday was our 2 month anniversary! It’s funny because he told me this, I wasn’t even thinking about it XD… I’m so glad that he told me that. Our relationship so far has been slow and sweet. I’m happy that I was able to met and get together with him. He’s a very sweet and caring guy.

I won’t keep anybody here anymore so I’ll end this post. I’m still trying to get everything together as far as TCS… I made a blueberry tart yesterday. I need to take more pictures of my stuff and post it around.

So till then! Have a great week and I hope school is treating everyone well!