Hey peeps! Sorry it took so long getting things up . I was lazy... But anyway your in my TMM sweets collection world! Here is where all my TMM fan art will go! I hope you guys will support me still while I'll do the same, when I figure how to get to all my friends..... Don't pause to PM me if you have a question or anything!

Hey folks!

Hey! Your fuzzy fox is here with update of my life!

Well since the last post my life has been fair, BS here, BS there you know the norm :P. Lately I've been craving a latte really bad! So bad that I had a dream about getting a latte in a Chinese store... Yeah a Chinese store! You can't get them there or a least the one I was going to haha! But since I got some extra cash when I go to school tomorrow I can get a large! Oh yeah baby, French vanilla! Hmmm French vanilla? Sounds like a new mew.. A boy mew hahaha! Oh yeah I’m so inspired right now! Can’t wait to draw it especially after watching shugo chara. If you haven’t watched it, you have too! It’s really good and it got a lot of elements in it and it’s not horribly repetitive. The only real beef I got with the show is that all the dudes seem to fall for amu for whatever reason in the later episodes. Its great and cute and all but what about all the other female characters D:?

Okay yeah, I’ve been doing belly dancing the last three mornings including today! The whole phenomenon started when I was watching all these belly dancing videos on YouTube with my friend (that damn youtube -_-0). It looked so cool, fun, and stress relieving (and I need so damn exercise) that I wanted to try it out. So then I found some lessons and started doing them every morning! Its fun and your going to sweat (and the fact I have no AC in my house :C). The next morning I was kind of sore, mainly my upper arms and thighs but its all worth it!

Another aspect of my interesting life that I gained during the weeks was my crush on miyavi… Dude … he - is – so – stink’n – sexy! I thought he was really cute and his music was awesome but when I was saving all these pictures of him in my computer with my friend we was like “ duddddeee he’s really hot and he can wear eye make up better then any chick out there. Dudddeee one picture he’s in a clown suit the next picture he’s in a gothic dress and still looks gooooodddd”. Then I found out that his favorite color was pink and my freak’n heart explode in a zillion pieces. I’m like “ dude I’m so your next crazy stalker” ( okay not really but I’ll fantasize about you more then I should har har :D) I loveeeee pink ( if you couldn’t tell :P) and I don’t even know why but that color rules! Anyway yeah he’s smexy… VERY smexy…

Oh! Oh! I had a dream that I was at a feast with a bunch of J-rockers! It was sooo cool! After I was at the feast I went outside and Miyavi was there and he said hi! Can anyone say brain implosion?

Damn I sound like one of those OC chicks on too much caffeine but what the hell I only like posting here when I’m in a good mood… :)

This post is long enough and I wanted to get with the TMM related stuffs but I need to do my home work so I’ll save it for later so till then!

resolution!

Hey all.

How’s it been going with you guys? Me? I've been chilling as always. I posted a new picture of a new fan mew. Which has me thinking about my habits of drawing and how much it went to hell.

I've been looking through my gallery and see all the fan mews I made and how I use to make them all the time and wondered "what the hell"? Then I think "damn, what happened to my drawing in general?”. I use to draw every night no matter how tried or how little the picture was I still drew something. But ever since I been going to bed early for school I’ve been too lazy to draw.

I use I start drawing at 8:00PM and to go bed at 12:00AM so that’s plenty of time to draw whatever. Yet, I would be so tired when I get up for school and I’m talking about 5:00-5:30 AM and I hate waking up like that every time I have school (3 days a week). I didn’t want to pull back my bed time real early because I wouldn’t have a lot a time to draw, also that my body would rebel big time and I didn’t feel like having even more crappy sleep. Sooooooo I start going to bed at 11:00pm I still had time to draw everything was good in the land of OZ but still I was waking up tired! I’m stubborn so I went with it for a while but I need my sleep. I need my sleep so I won’t get hit by a car while lusting over my coffee in the morning when I can try to dodge the car, get hit and lust over my coffee spilling all over the ground :D.

So then I was fed up and decided to pull back my time to like 10:00PM which failed like the no child left behind act, so then I pulled it down to 9:00 finally. My body wasn’t trying to hear that at all! I knew I had to get use to this and suffer the “mind won’t shut up /body want to wake up at strange hours at night”, like 47:55 PK or even 3:00AM… 3:00AM PEOPLE!! What madness has befallen me DX??!!! Did the universe decide to play the butt hole card too?! So anyway when I finally was going to bed 9:00PM and was sleeping by 9:30PM instead of 1:30AM, and what would you know I would wake up not so dead!

And that’s a great thing no doubt, but then I get tried around 7:00/8:00pm and my laziness would take over. So I would tell myself “I would do it tomorrow”, yes the dreaded trap of procrastination! (Echo echo)…. I would do that over and over till I would draw rarely and that scares the pink crap out of me because I don’t want my skills to decay. So then everything else seems to cave in because of it (comics, projects, trades, etc) and I just got lazier with everything but school work.

Yeah, I back tracked all the way to the source. And because I’m such a good investigator I looked in my gallery to see when I start lacking and it was around January. So now my point of this fantastic fairy tale is that I want to draw more I want to get in the O more …again… sign guest books, comment on people’s pictures and the like. I’ve been going to sleep at 11:00PM more and not waking up like a zombie so that gives me more time to draw and to put my life back in place. I love to draw so much and to let myself get like this is unacceptable!

And drawing that fan mew REALLY showed me that and I couldn’t be happier! So now I can say I’m really back on track because I have nothing that’s hindering my drawings but me. (yay for resolutions :)

I would continue with what I want to start doing but this post is wayyyy tooo llloooonnggg and one resolution is enough.

Thanks for reading who ever read this long ass post, here’s a cookie. :3

So I will update again before this week is over to see how people like my ideas on what I want to do to jump start my no non-sense draw everyday life again!

Anybody what some hinties? X3

My god, hell just froze over.

Hey all its your favorite raspberry color fox on the O!

I just submitted another page to my TMM: Sweets collection! Yeah, after months and months of letting it collect dust, I finally moved my lazy ass to subbmit a page. I had two done and just need to touch ups on the computer but like I said.... Lazyism.... I did start another page though and thats the real reason I'm happy!

Besides that I've been watching sailor moon like I'm on happy crack! Yesterday I start watcing it at 5:00pm and didn't stop till around 8:30pm. Yeah, I'm insane... And its in english so I don't have to read jack! Its so awesome to reconnect to my old childhood show! It was so sad when zoe-a-site ( I have no clue how to spell his name!) died in molly's arms... But I have to admit, he did it to himself DX.

Anyway after that I watch frengully, another childhood movie that I love to bits! Then watched sailor moon again... XD!!!

I got NO sleep last night! I couldn't sleep so I stayed up (and I'm talking about going to bed after being on the internet till 1:30am) and watched some shows. It was 5:00am in the morning with the god forsaken sun rising and the god-damn birds chirping before I went to sleep. If its nothing I hate more then getting no sleep is going to sleep with the sun coming up. Its like a crule joke by god himself. "Hahaha, you read Yaoi sinner your not getting any sleep muhahaha!"

But alas! Besides a crule joke by a giant middle aged guy in the sky, I had a great day! I went down town and got the manga "The devils bride" ( take that god! hahahaha! The jokes on you!). I've been waiting forever to get this book! I mean nothing gets better then this! I first read it in borders and was hooked! I wanted it so bad be I just didn't have the money! But Now I have it and I'm love'n it! So after I had my induced rapture by buing the manga I went to broaders and read another manga. It was called "Monochone factor" it was good and the main character is mean but funny. Then I went home and got a hot cocoa with mass amounts of half-and-half on the way there. Then did the whole lazy ass comic thing then start talking about my uneventful life here... Yeeeaaahhhhh....

Wow, I rambled like an old person but I thought you guys would like some in sight on what my days are like... Great isn't it? Haahahaha... Don't worry it sounds like I'm mad or something but its more on a comic relief side of things. I like to take my expercinces

Getting back on track!

Hey all! Its the one and only Yours Truly speaking!

First on more most I want to say sorry I wasn't that active latey. I been really lazy with drawing anything. My bed time is like 10:00 and my lazyness always gets the best of me. But don't fret! I'm drawing more and I'm in the TMM mood again! I plan to do my comic pages in school since I never do them at home. I want to get to all my old friends and start commenting on their art and stuff.

And maybe I'll open art trades soon! So hang in there for me!

I'm alive and kicking!

as applied above! Just submitted new mew so look out for it! I do a real post tomorrow when I'm not sleeping and drooling on the keybroad...

night...