Macabre Quiz

I made a quiz for all reading this to answer, I thought I'd be fun and be able to get in touch with your darker side!

But first I'd like to thank two people for helping me through some rough times, Amestar and XXXYuiLieaxxx. I want to thank both of them for the emotional support, and Yui for the help in finding Liea, all-be-it in vain in a way. But thank you anyway! You two have truly proved yourselves as friends and I wanted to thank both of you.

Anyway, with the sappy s##t out of the way, time for the quiz!

1.) Is your laugh naturally an evil laugh? (Mine is.)

2.) Would you rather be set on fire or freeze to death?

3.) Would you rather dispatch someone by either: A. Throwing them to the sharks? Or B. Throwing them to the wolves?

4.) Do you laugh at horror movies?

5.) Are you morbidly obsessed with: guns, knives, swords, axes, hammers, etc. ?

6.) Do you laugh at explosions?

7.) When your upset with someone, do you imagine terrible ways for them to die?

8.) Do you ever imagine hunting animals like a different animal? (I.e. you as a wolf hunting deer.)

9.) Do you frequently make dark comments?

10.) Do you make dark connections to everyday things frequently?

11.) Have you ever watched 1000 ways to die? If so, do you laugh while watching?

12.) Do you watch NASCAR and hope (quietly or out loud) for there to be a crash?

If you answered yes to any of these, you might be a little macabre, but that doesn't mean your a bad person, it means your different and unique! Embrace the dark side.

The Shadow inside is not to be feared but to be better known~

Burn the bridges

I heard from her today, she left on purpose, to avoid me. She never meant that she loved me, she was only acting... I thought she was f###ing dead, and she told me she never wants to speak to me again... I kept a photo of her on my phone and kissed her face everyday while she was gone. And now I only feel sick thinking about her. But I can't bring myself to get rid of the picture. I deleted her contact, and all her texts, but, I can't delete the photo, not yet... Burning bridges is harder then I thought... I tried so hard, she had me so fooled... I guess it's her loss though, I was loyal all 3 years we knew one another, I tried so hard. And she can just toss me aside? I never want to hurt like that ever again... I never want to get hurt that way again... I hate my life... I hate it, I hate it, I hate it... I don't think I'll ever love again. I'm not gonna put myself out there again... And I don't think I'll go back to her if she decides otherwise. I doubt she would though. F### my life...

The little things

Hey guys, it's me, shadow, again. I don't know, have you guys ever been away from a family member or friend or whatever for a while and you see or hear something that they used to do. And when they were around you really didn't think much of it. But now that there away you miss it? I really do. I don't know if any of any of you ever talked to Kairi517(Lia) in chat before she disappeared but she misspelt almost everything. And I just became so accustomed to it after a while that I didn't notice. But, now I really miss that about her. You know just the little things...


I don't know... I don't know what happened to her... I'm fearing for her life, I don't know, I wish I knew what happened, I just want to know where she is... I just want to know she's safe... Dear God in heaven give me a sign! Things were going perfect, I got to hear her sweet voice in the first time in yeas, I got to tell her myself that I loved her, I heard her say she loved me... We worked everything out... at least I thought we did... Dear God please bring her back to me...

Well, crap.

Well, crap. Well, things have been, well, crappy, for a lack of a better word. Haven't heard from you-know-who in what feels like an eternity. I stood up for myself in English II, almost got into a fight, I didn't however, and I still got in trouble and I have to spend tomorrow in in-school suspension, or as my school calls it R&R. Lame right? I got a hair cut, which was about the only good thing that has happened. I don't know. Things just suck, and I don't have my babe to help me feel better... I don't know, I just want her back, I could go through hell and back as long as she's there for me. But I don't know where she is, and that hasn't been good for my, well, anything...