HEY, everyone, as I'm sure you've seen, this is SPARKLING SUNLIGHT. I am going to post pretty much everything artistic I do on here. If you like this world, then please also check out my others! :FADED SHADED STARS< STAPLED TO THE HEART, ect.
~thanks for stopping in~Sparkles~
Somehow in the blue water, I can't get any calmer,
Even though my world is crumbling,
I still feel the need to sing.
Even as the fire burns, I still play the tunes.
Even when the world goes down, I will die this way.
You are leaving, eyes deceiving me,
In showing your smile in the sky.
Why?
Fate is binding to us all,
I feel big and then so small.
The night is dark and this I know,
The lamp light will not glow as bright.
Daylight will not find me for awhile.
It will not find you here.
Before you leave, this quick good bye,
Stolen while they talk.
Will it last me longer if I hug you tighter?
No.
I must let go.
In the blue water,
A half dying stranger to myself.
There is no one else,
I feel this emptiness sink in,
Smothering the coldest hearts within.
No hand to grab the surface, for mine are chained to yours,
And you are being pulled away once more.
I remember every argument,
Every day that we spent,
Together, we promised forever,
Forever.
Now as the plane carries you far far away,
I remain in the stains of yesterdays.
It's not fair,
Left with only memories to bare your name.
I whisper it to myself before I fall asleep.
In the blue waters,
Deeper, deeper,
The waves that roll away, away from the hurricane.
Somehow in the blue water, I can't get any calmer,
Even though my world is crumbling,
I still feel the need to sing.
Even as the fire burns, I still play the tunes.
Even when the world goes down, I will die this way.
You are leaving, eyes deceiving me,
In showing your smile in the sky.
Why?
Your face is in the moon, in the clouds and all around.
That last song,
That last word, I do not want to choke out.
The last note,
The last tune,
I will die this way.
Eyes deceiving me,
In showing your smiling face in the sky,
Make me think your still here,
Even after you disappear,
Remind myself I can't call anymore.
You won't answer the door.
I am on the floor,
In the blue waters, still blue waters that pound the shore.
I will let you go,
But in my heart, torn apart, you stay.
Forever this way, with me,
In the blue waters.
Reaching blue waters.
~
Sparkles
I finished drawing a picture a few minutes ago, it's of a fairy on a swing. I think it turned out pretty good. I colored it and everything and it only took me about an hour. ^^ I am pretty bored right now because none of my very few friends are available...then again they hardly ever are! ._. makes me wonder if they are even my fiends. I only have three real friends....two of them are twins so its like a package deal!^^ *in a good way* We are really close, but sometimes we can't do things because my moms car can only hold 4 passengers and sometimes my brother goes. And then I have my other (also emo^^ YAY I AM NOT ALONE) friend who lately is spending a lot of time with her other bff. So I'll have to wait to hang out with her....*sigh* it's sad when you have to wait for your friends to notice you...I get tired of being everyone's second choice if someone else can't do something...-.- But it's all I seem to be able to pull off... *another sigh*
Anyway, since I have no new chapters of my new book, "Dead Rise" which can be viewed on Sparkling Night, (yes I have been lazy and unwell so yeah..) ^^ I will post a few poems and call it a day.
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Title: Left To Struggle, Yet you feel okay?
Of all the struggles in your life that you expect to see,
I bet you never thought that one of them was me.
So hard to figure out,
Whether or not I doubt you.
I try not to be this way,
But hiding makes it all okay.
My shell is thick,
And will not break,
So sorry if you cannot take it,
Is that the reason I'm ignored,
Thrown aside and stepped upon?
I guess so,
I must let go again.
You moved on to someone new,
Left me waiting by the phone for you.
Others that have gone before, have not even bothered to use the door,
They just decided to break my heart to get out.
I'll be okay,
God smiles on me in the sunlight.
And in the rain, I am allowed to cry,
And melt like the sidewalk from solid to liquid.
I know I can never have anyone close to me,
So I'll let you be,
Even though,
I'm not okay.
I'll not mind,
Being your worthless find.
~Sparkles~
Message For The Faint Of Heart
The daylight trickles in, oh-so bright is day. With valleys of unrest in the stricken earth do lay. Hark with marble columns high, ebony bone reaching the sky. Beauty Is this castle, towards the grass it leans. Wondrous is this melody that the noon bird hums. Lean your ear to the dawn as gold replenishes the sun. I shall tell of a story long forgotten, so unspoken as to be antique to the ears. Strange in language and memorization, it is told in the words of hearts.
There once in a land far off to the sky, nearer yet nearer the sea, lay a small little town with crystalline downed as a beauty far of to the nigh. In the sky lay a maiden’s hair of pure silken white, mixed with the ocean light blue. The blue that was vast and perilous at best; an ocean overhead. Far off of this land, in hand of a disbanded pain, crumbled with spite and digress, lay a craggily town, way, way down to the depth of the darkest of sin. The light did not shine here, and far off to the sky, far from the sea, lay this small little town with black silk downed, as the grizzly ugliness off to the nigh. In the sky lay a maiden, though hardly a beauty, whose hair of pure black did sheath the sky in disarray and kill sunlight of the day. It mixed with the read blood of the dead and the eve on it melted away; a permanent scar to the sky. The dark, deepened red that was clingy and weighed its malice as its treasure atoned.
The lands one day, with the rise of the sun, fell to each other in great despair. The eve had brought the passage of people held dear, as the maiden’s enfolded their arms to cradle the lands. Tears dripped in raindrops as big as the clouds, and washed the streets clean with regret. The refrain for a moment, only a moment, a briefness unshared with the rest, compelled the maidens to lay fight to rest. On the day of mourning, no hand was to be raised. Yet what to the sky should show, but a sheathed and shielded shadow, brandishing a rapier high. The maidens gasped as all went to red, and the wondrous skies fell in deeper, darker red than the red that had possessed the one before, and the rain ran crimson onto the forest floor. Fallen, the sky erased to pure white, and despite all efforts, no birds would take flight.
The people left, shuddered, as if too small to breath, lungs swelling up with the words not yet needed to head. All held their breath to watch the eve and. The next morning the sky was there, yes there again! Right where it had always been. Yet the people noticed with wide-eye at the end, that the first maiden’s light brought with it the dawn, a beauty spoken with greens turned gold. And the second maiden ended the day by falling the sun with a purplish ray. The red glowed soft pink, to awaken the night. The maidens’ beauty shown in the light, dim or bright. The hearts of a whole, a world sharing the same sky, let go of the difference in the day, only to show their colors in a different day. The message quite over looked would be, that even in grief good things will come, and even a broken heart can create a better message with the color of its beat as it meats a second.
-And despite my efforts, yet again, my work is not published..guess I ain't good enough! Oh well..let the better people with better words entertain the readers, rather that then no one entertaining the readers...still it hurts...
Anyway, with all the bittersweet regret that comes with these many things, the I could have tried harders..the I could have done this..or maybe that...They never work, what's done is done, and what is written is written in deep carvings so that it is erased only so much from the mind. too bad, guess that's it for my publishing attempts..but I will still write for the few of you who read and help me!^^ *dangit, there I go with my stupid false happiness again...* sorry you guys, force of habit..
A song for all my tragedies that seem to gather at my feet and weigh me down, I am getting rid of them, one by one, even though they make me cry, and inside I die, for a friendship I never had and will never get...that pretty much is it...
Title:That way
It's not day its not night,
It's okay, its; alright.
I don't mind, wasting my time.
No where to go,
Nothing to tell you.
What do you think i want to say?
You couldn't guess it anyway.
sit here, twiddle my thumbs,
Wait for the mid day sun to shine on me.
I don't mind standing here, in the middle,
Watching the light at the end of the tunnel go out.
I don't mind, I don't doubt.
I doubted you, what you put me through,
I'm through crying,
There is no denying, anymore.
You left what you knew, you used me, abused me.
I left in the car, driving far away.
You can't call me up to say,
You're sorry.
Too tired to catch up don't you see,
too tired to tell you, what you already knew,
Ignored, stifled a grin.
Here I go again.
Gone.
So tired of these messed up games,
The tragedies at my door.
I don't answer anymore.
Leave a message, return the call.
You never answer, not at all.
So much for catching those who fell.
You killed it all, me as well.
I'm up again, a ghost you see,
Leaving all you thought of me,
I'm up again,
Gone again, never coming back this time.
I think you should know, that why I go is not because of me, it because of you.
Ignoring, denying what you put me through.
You didn't do anything,
That's right, I agree,
You killed it all, all that used to be.
I'm here, you are there, to bad I gave you such a scare.
My heart beats, so broken, my wings flap to the sky, catching air, but never lifting.
Broken,
Broken,
I'm okay,
Words unspoken, badly broken in the worst of ways,
But it's okay,
It's always that way.
~dear and dead~ Sparkles
well, its another lonesome, boring Saturday, so why not post poetry?!
Title: Tears
Take my tears to wet the soils and make the flowers grow.
Take my tears and let them melt the snow.
Take my tears and make a river to guide a wanderer’s steps.
Take my tears and make a canyon where they fall.
Take my tears and calm the oceans,
Take my tears and wet your brush,
Take my tears of sorrow, and use them to paint the sunset, sad but real to the end.
~sparkles~ comment please....
