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Second Option

P.s. TO my last post

I dunno if I want my costume to look like the pic on the last post or this one

So yeah, can someone help me out here
and tell me which one that you think
please and thanks

CNZ

It's been a while since I've been able to come on theO, school is no joke, it is very anoying
But I'm so effin stoked for HALLOWEEN ^^
all the candy...CHOCOLATE!!!
I miss all of yall craxy otaku people, try to pm me if ya get lonely...
I sure am lonely T.T (tears)

Ohhh btw- check out this pic of Amu Hinamori, this is what I based my costume on
lolz tell me what you all think ^^

ANXIETY

I feel like I wanna smack somebody
Turn around and bitch slap somebody (bitch)
But I ain't goin' out bro (no, no, no)
I ain't givin' into it (no, no, no)
Anxieties bash my mind in
Terrorizing my soul like Bin Laden
But I ain't fallin' down bro (no, no, no)
I won't lose control bro (no, no, no)
Shackle and chained
My soul feels stained
I can't explain got an itch on my brain (itchy)
Lately my whole aim is to maintain
And regain control of my mainframe
My bloods boiling its beatin' out propane
My train of thoughts more like a runaway train
I'm in a fast car drivin' in a fast lane
In the rain and I'm might just hydroplane

I don't fear none of my enemies
And I don't fear bullets from Uzis
I've been dealing with something thats worse than these
That'll make you fall to your knees and thats the
The anxiety the sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety
The sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety

My head keeps running away my brother
The only thing making me stay my brother
But I won't give into it bro (no, no, no)
Gotta get myself back now
God, I can't let my mind be
Tell my enemy is my own
Gots to find my inner wealth
Gots to hold up my thoughts
I can't get caught (no, no, no)
I can't give into it now (no, no, no)
Emotions are trapped set on lock
Got my brain stuck goin through the motions
Only I know what's up
I'm filled up with pain
Tryin' to gain my sanity
Everywhere I turn its a dead end infront of me
With nowhere to go gotta shake this anxiety
Got me feelin' strange paranoia took over me
And its weighin' me down
And I can't run any longer, yo
Knees to the ground

I don't fear none of my enemies
And I don't fear bullets from Uzis
I've been dealing with something thats worse than these
That'll make you fall to your knees and thats my
My anxiety the sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety
The sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety

I don't fear none of my enemies
And I don't fear bullets from Uzis
I've been dealing with something thats worse than these
That'll make you fall to your knees and thats the
The anxiety the sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety
The sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety

By the black eyed peas (my fave song)

2 weeks in the hell hole

Well I've been at school for two weeks now and *sigh* it's still the same hell hole it was lst year....let's see, I've got 2 assholes of a teachers, we can't even listen to music when we work, but we can listen to some music like Jazz...but not any up beat jazz, the kind that's on the weather channel "BOO!" or classical music like Beethoven, or Mozart...-_- *sighs* classical is...okay ya know kinda nice but I wanna listen to J-rock/j-pop, or R&B somethin like that
New friends: None yet...cuz I'm kinda shy
Boys: I scoped them, either they were ugly, or the ugly ones from last year got uglier T.T looks like I won't have a bf this year (again) hee hee

What would you do.....

● I died:
● I kissed you:(for boys only ><)
● I fell:
● I lived next door to you:
● I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
● I stole something:
● I was murdered:
● I cried:
● I asked you to marry me:(BOYS but why would I ask, seriously)
● I was hospitalized:

~Would you~
● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?:(MEGA BOYS ONLY)
● Keep a secret if I told you one?:
● Hold my hand?:(boys only)
● Study with me?:
● Cook for me?:
● Love me?:(BOYS ONLY)
● Date me?:(BOYS ONLY)
● Have sex with me?: <---- o.O wtf (SUPER MEGA ULTRA BOYS ONLY)

~More
● When and how did we meet?:
● Describe me in three words:
● What was your first impression of me?:
● What do you think of me now?:
● What reminds you of me?:
● Could you see us together forever?:
● Whens the last time you saw me?:
● Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?:

Second Option

Sighing.......

ANXIETY

2 weeks in the hell hole

What would you do.....