Soooo... college apps.... still suck... my dad wants all my apps in within like... this week... and a lot of the deadlines aren't until at LEAST January... so I'm freaking out right now... that and the teachers I've asked to write letters haven't told me if they've finished yet and I told them when I needed them by and did I mention i'm freaking out o.O...
soooo yeah. Besides that my grandpa is now out of the hospital and in rehab. Which is good. HOWEVER, it is bad because he refuses to eat anything -_-+ My dad and I think he's depressed... so now that needs to brought up with the doctor and that needs to be all sorted out and everything and yeah...
ON A HAPPIER NOTE: My school's semi formal dance is soon and I actually have a date this year
I'm so excited! and nervous! but happy!
yay!... but I need to get all my apps in before the semi...
...yeah ok... that's abt it... I shall stop my rambling now ^^"""
ttyl
so i started college apps (finally) and they SUCK. so many questions... 
*sigh* yeah ok that's really it. no big updates.
k bye
ok. First post in a long while. sorry... forgive me?
towards the end of the summer all i really did was college search and speed read summer reading ^^"" I had time to post, i just never... did... yeah...
i still have no idea where i want to go to college despite all me searching. And my intended major has changed to GEOLOGY!!! ^^
I've decided to attempt to complete a childhood dream of mine and become a paleontologist or a paleobiologist. in which case my major would almost HAVE to be geology.
In other news, my dad lost his job, but luckily as found a new one. My grandfather is in the hospital and in and out of the Intensive Care Unit (ICU) and senior year is as stressful as i thought it would be ^^"
but i have my friends to help me through it, and i thank God that i have them
As far as anime goes i've begun watching "Fullmetal Alchemist" and "Spice and Wolf" both of which are awsome, though i only watch with what little time i have
*sigh*
Oh! I also got my driver's license at the beginning of September
So exciting! I've been driving to school nearly everyday and it's really cool. Kinda scary at times, but cool.
let me think... what else?... Facebook still has my soul within its claws.
I really need to start applying to colleges. I've been procrastinating my essays and everything -_-""
oh well
ok that's it for now
ttyl
birthdaybirthdaybirthday
ah........ so i'm finally 17 lol...
it's not as exciting as i thought it would be... but that's ok ^^
some friends are coming over tonight to watch a movie, play Super Smash Bros. Brawl, and eat Chinese food
a perfect birthday lol
been doing my summer reading. finally finished 1 book. Now i'm reading "The Kite Runner". It's ssoooooooo good 
I almost cried a couple times. can't wait to finish it.
I have been drawing stuff... just no time to post it... so i'll do that eventually... maybe tomorrow idk.
k
ttyl
~Spirit
alrighty, so i like rain, but i was really getting sick of after how many days... but it's sunny now!! 
Not much has been goin on lately. Yesterday was my grandpa's birthday
He's 84 now. It was fun, my aunt and uncle and cousin (Spellcaster94) came over.
and.....saturday, it rained a little in the morning, but it was sunny the rest of the day. That was good, b/c a couple of my friends and i went to the park to watch fireworks
i love fireworks...they're so pretty...
let's see... oh yeah, i got pictures taken for my senior yearbook photos (there's 2 pics, one informal and one formal-ish)
My mom made me take off my glasses tho, so i was like blind XD lol
In other news... Michael Jackson died, Billy Mays died... it's been a depressing weekend really...
alrighty, well that's all for now
~Spirit