
“Today you are You, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is Youer than You.” -- Dr. Seuss
No one will ever see things the way I do. NO ONE WILL TRY. All my friends think that I'm gone, but I swear... I SWEAR I'm NOT.

“Today you are You, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is Youer than You.” -- Dr. Seuss
No one will ever see things the way I do. NO ONE WILL TRY. All my friends think that I'm gone, but I swear... I SWEAR I'm NOT.
I don't know if I'll be on the O anymore.
I guess my interests are changing.
It's not that I'm growing up. It's just, i have other things... Priorities, new relationships, school (ugh), new things I like to do with my time.
I'm more into photography and broader since of drawing apart from just anime otakuisms...
Sorry if i let you down...
If you want to keep up with me on other webbies, just ask. If you don't, that's understood.
Please, take care.
i love you. i do.
Don't forget that there's always something better to look forward to, even if things are looking rather dim. ALWAYS.
~rae
His favorite food is cow tongue.
COW TONGUE. THE NIGHTMARE OF MY CHILDHOOD.
My mom never cooked it again after that one time i think.
oh God... i hope he never asks me to eat it. not because i prefer vegetarian food or fish, but just because it's freakin' nasty. I mean, you boil it.
What is the worst thing you ever ate?
~rae
P.S.
I guess it's not as bad as bull penis. Some people really do eat those. yuck. D:
I am done.
I am done with being self-conscious and insecure
I am done with people stepping all over me
I am done with being lazy.
By the end of this weekend, that will be changed (to the most i can do in two days at least...).
I'm not gonna tolerate all this crappiness. i'm not gonna have anymore late work, especially not next semester, and i'm not gonna give a crap if some girl starts flirting with my boy because well... he wants me, and not any of those boring hoes other girls...I don't want to talk about this one girl... ;]
Of course i'm still gonna be nice, duh...
But i'm going to get everything done so i won't have to worry about it. I'm not going to be addicted to this facking computer. I'm not gonna act lazy or LOOK lazy. I'm going to finally make my parents proud of me, and i will make that boy persue me like a dog after a steak!
WUT THEN SON?!!! BRING IT!!!
~rae
if anyone wants to join me in self-improvement please do! and you can write what you want to do better or keep it to yourself :] i decided to announce it because sharing it makes me want to do it even more.
lol, my teacher, the one who told me to get a life, gave me another pep talk. haha
"dearest rachel, i know exactly how you feel.
i used to be so incredibly negative a few months ago. i saw no hope for the church in america and i saw no hope for myself. i was a pitiful being.
but i realized that my hope is not in the church. or the government. my hope lies within the one they call the King of Kings. the creator of all things and the reason all things were created. there is hope in Him.
and things are getting better, you just don't see it on television or in the news. the Lord says the kingdom of God is like that of a mustard seed. did you know that the jewish pharisees and scribes used to hate mustard? they made it a law that you can't have mustard in your gardens because it takes over. slowly it grows and it doesn't grow into a huge plant either. it grows like a small bush. but it takes over whatever is in its way. its a sneaky plant. lol.
the kingdom of God is coming subtly. it will break through all the concrete and steel and asphalt until it has consumed everything. and this is when Heaven is on earth as God always intended.
what i'm trying to say is, don't be discouraged. you may not be able to noticeably see hope. but it is there. in the Blood."
And this is why males who screw the standard of society are awesome.
There is hope for good, even if you may not see it now. :]
~rae
P.S. sorry if the Jesus talk bothers you, but J and I tend to make some people uncomfortable... we know it and we're sorry. our last wish is to offend... but we're not ashamed.