Things

I could tell you so many things that would frighten you
I could become a beast with no heart
I could break into a million pieces and shatter outwards
I could cut you with my words
I could harm myself
I could always cry
But I'm trying to be your strong girl
I don't know what to do
I don't know what I did
I don't know who I'm s'posed to be
Can't we just talk things out?
I want to give up
But doing so would be a crime....
To my heart
Why can't you see how much you mean to me?
How much I would give up for you
And yet with so few words you could make me stop to breathe
How come we can't talk?
How come I'm even writing this?
How come we mean so much to the other?
I love you and I miss you
You mean more to me than anything else has
I have so many things, yet I don't even know what they are yet
I have dreams I want to complete with you
There's just so many things...

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