My Angel

You pull me back from the very verge of slitting my own wrists
Your voice calms my entire demeanor
Even though I tried not to
I somehow fell into the fiery pits of love
Like you told me
But I didn't listen
You are my best friend ever
You never judged me
You always listened with a willing ear
Even though you wouldn't tell me
I still hang on every word
Like tonight you saved me from my darkness that consumed my chest
And threatened to suffocate me
I was drowning in my salty crystal tears
That were raining down my cheeks
Until you pulled me out of the bloody river my heart had created
You never let me down once
And were always there when you could
I love being around you when you're happy
I love our nicknames and playing around
It always removes my frowns
I feel like you protect me alot
With wings unseen
To me you have my angel's holy beam
You don't have a halo
You are just like me and I'm reminded of myself sometimes
Sometimes I wondered what you are doing and if you are happy where you are
Or if you needed a star
Other times I was stressed and hurting
And wished I could go into a bar
You're my hero
And everything in a best friend I could ever want
So here's to you my angel

Leading

You're leading me through the ever binding darkness wrapped around my icy heart
I still have a chance if I take it
Maybe if I try hard enough a smile will return to my pale face
I have to work fast
If I want this much progress to last
I have to run and fight
I've already made our plight
And the time my dear is tonight

My Inspiration

You inspire me everyday
To be the best I can be
To become a better person
You encourage me to put my heart into things
When I want to be heard
You inspire me to not give up
Not to quit with what I believe in
You inspire me to scream when no one will listen
You inspire me to hear people's agony when they need help
And I try to give them the things they need
You inspire me with just your smile
And I know I can do everything I put my mind to
I may not be the sharpest or prettiest crayon in the box
But I can be up there with it
I won't let anyone get me down
I've worked too hard to just let their words hurt me
I'm not trying to win,but to be number one for you
That would make me smile all the time
Knowing that from your inspiration
I have in turn inspired you
That's a wonderful feeling to be inspired and be inspiration for others
Knowing we've made a difference in people's lives
Knowing what we do matters
It's a double edged good deed
My inspiration is from you
Just as you draw inspiration from me

Purple Lightning

With every flash of that purple lightning I see bits and pieces of memories and how you made this heart bleed With every single red rose I see,I see you twisting and stabbing with your knife of deceit My heart will heal though An...

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Remembering

I remember how we used to be and cry
Your love for me has become hatred
I miss the times and want to bring them back
But as long as it's like this I must remain in the shadows of my mind
I feel empty in pain
Groveling on the floor like a whipped slave
If only I could turn back time
I'd make you mine trust me
Until then i'm sorry
Goodbye