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Thanx,
Sparklingwave.
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Another poem..I got bored.
WARNING!! THIS POEM IS COMEPLETELY SAD AND A LITTLE DEPRESSING!! Don't blame me for ruining your day if ya read it after the warning! Please enjoy, its some of my best work!!!
Title: Found a way out, too much to give.
I wrote to you in silent letters,
Knowing it won't get much better,
You can hate me if it makes it better.
I know it hurts,
All the thoughts.
So sad it hurts.
To break all the ties,
To end all the pain.
Give up my wings and loose myself, not today,
That's too much too give,
Even if I live.
We are all so pretty in our pain.
Silent words drifting in the rain.
I know it doesn't make it any better,
Silent promises of forever,
So very long ago.
So run,
Run,
Run,
And hate me, if it makes it better.
You lied to me, but I am older now.
Don't bother to break the door down, I found a way out.
You'll never hurt me again,
I'll never hurt you again.
Little more than a whisper,
Silent letters,
Silent whispers,
Silent thoughts in the rain.
All so pretty in our pain,
Voiceless in the rain.
No word may be conveyd.
Little more than a coward,
Little more than a fool.
Don't bother to break the door down, I found a way out.
Even if I live.
Thanks for reading please comment!!!
Sparkles~~~
Give up my wings and loose myself, not today,
That's too much too give,
Life: 10/12/08 | Posted By: sparklingwave | 1 comment |
that's what ya get.
Sorry I haven't written for a while but my computers been on the fritz, and still is. I decided to turn"Call of the wild flower" into a poem instead of a book, or short story. Anyway, The title of this post is because my friends and I aren't exactly goo right now. They have been leaving me out, and I refuse to be where I am not wanted. So here's a poem for it,oh, and "call of the wild flower" is still in the making, so stay tuned!
Title:That's what ya get!
That's what ya get when you turn the world upside down around you.
That's what you get when your own heart's beting confounds you.
That's what we get for layin it all on the line.
That's what you get for losing it all this time.
Its a game you can't win,
Its a chance you always seem to lose.
Its the final package to add to a breaking heart.
Its the finaly to a little piece of art,
I'd like to call it systematic.
Can't control it,
Now its tearing me inside, and out!
That's what ya get for being a fool.
That's what ya get for thinking you were cool.
That's what a get for leaving me,
Broken inside,
That's what ya get,
That's what ya diserve!
Now its finally turned around,
Stepping out of he crowd,
That's what ya get for leaving me on the ground.
That's what ya get,
That's what ya all diserve!
That's what ya get!
Have you learned anything yet?!
An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind,
To bad,you didn't get that!
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So that's what ya diserve!
Weighing downme helpless soul,
How could you be so cruel.
And, I've let it go, so should you,m
That's what you need to do!
You where always figuring things out,well it's my turn now!
On the way to somewhere new, this time I won't lean on you!
Under every breath you breath, There's a lie,
Get it now?
Everybody knows the truth, confessing now is no use!
That's what ya get, that's what you all get!
THAT'S WHAT YOU ALL DISERVE!!!
Too bad no one every told you,
It was better if you wheren't lied to.
Too bad no one ever knew the real you!
That's what you get,
That's what you all get!!
That's what you diserve!
You had the nerve to break every peice of me,
Now come around and watch me fly free!
That's what ya get!
That's what You All diserve!
It was origanally a song, so let me know what ya think, And I wrote it when I was angry so that should be obviouse!!
Thanks, please comment!
Soparklingwave***~~~***
Life: 10/12/08 | Posted By: sparklingwave | 1 comment |
Poem by me, and some info about my day!!!
Today for a school project we had to write a poem, and since poetry is my strong point I figured I'd ace it. But when my teacher said it ad to be about the dumb book we're reading and that it had specific rules that needed to be followed, I sat and sat, but the words would not flow. This is when I realixed, however bnatural poetry may be, the inspiration does not come when forced, or when rules are applied. I wound up finishing the poem though.
Anyway, here's a poem, its random.(took 6 min.)
Title:Why (this isn't the poem its the intro to the poem)
Why is it that those who seem to hate us, love us most?
How is it that there is no such thing as"youve lost it all"?
You'd think there'd be a line to divide us, but there is not, so why do we draw them?
SO many days I have spent in silent deliberation, and realized that there is no line seperating good and bad.
The only lines are in one's own mind and morals.
I wonder why...
This is the poem!!
Title: Changes in the Sun and Rain
The rain falls,
The wind calls, beneath the coolest fog.
Whispered willow,
Fragrant flowers grow.
They change, as we all do.
Again, the sun has risen.
A risidual routine.
I do not feel it anymore,
how life can be so mean.
I feel so alone.
One day standing next to you,
The next,
And here I am.
Looking at my photographs makes me want to cry and laugh,
Burst out at how stupid it all seemed,
That it was all about you and me.
Then when all security fails,
I realize my mistakes.
Ignorance is bliss,
They say it never takes the pain away,
I believe it blinds all sences, tears you down,
A pile on the cold hard ground.
The rain is falling on the ground,
With shadows dancing all around,
A welcome reminder of the world.
I lay here alone,
Staring at the telephone,
Remembering all the laughs, the lies, the tears we cried.
Now all I hear is whispers ,so clear, of the things we used to say.
Now All I know is the sound of the dial tone,
And the empty rings in my ears.
So alone,
Walking towards nowhere,
Going so far so fast,
Hardly noticing the faces that pass.
Saw you on the street just the other day,
Tried to talk to you,
But wound up running away.
Never thought I would end up like this,
Looking out at where I wanted to be,
And realizing that it was all just a big mistake,
That gets bigger every day.
They say changes are something everybody has to deal with,
Are mine the only ones that burn?
The photagraphs that made me laugh,
Now make me cry,
Tears fill my eyes, as I wonder
Where did it all go wrong,
When did the changes in the rain, wash the sun away.
And what can I say,
So many words too simple,
Too late,
Too much has changed.
Thanks for reading, and just to let you know, this was origannily written as a song, so let me know if it sounds like one, because that was what I was going for.
Sparkles*******
Life: 10/09/08 | Posted By: sparklingwave | 1 comment |
Poem by me!!!!
First off before I start the poem, I'd like to be very tedious for a mintue. I would like to express my feelings on the poem I wrote, admittably it could be better, but I am not use to writing about these kind of things. Soplease criticize nicely! And please take the poem seriously, stupid comments will recieve a strongly worded message. Thanks and enjoy! (please note all of the words are different poems mixed as one)
Title : Bullies,lies, and stories.
By day light you don't want to wake,
Utering excuses not to go to school.
Letting you rfake illness hide your tears and fear,
Letting your mother or father dissmiss the agony of your glare as a failed attempt at getting out of school.
I wonder what your thinking as you walk down the hall,
Everyone staring, none can hear your fall.
Slipping, praying, glancing past, the bully in the classroom.
Letting your heart speed up only enough to get you into the school without crying.
I wonder why you cover up the scars.
Everyone asked, but you don't tell.
Scars, you hide the knife so well.
Anxiouse and scared,
Nestled tight in your own hollow shell,
Don't know anyone, because they don't know you.
Staring nervously around, but keeping head low to the ground
Teatering on the edge of screams,
Oh, how afraid you are of home.
Running away will be so tough, it's all you've ever know.
I wonder what your thinking.
Everyone wonders but you hide every bruise.
So sad, the beatings you hide.
In case your wondering, the first is for a person who faces a bully, a girl who is emo, and a child who is being abused by her parents.
Sad, I know, but I was listening to a song (alyssa lies) and came up with it.
Please comment!!
Sparkllingwave~~~~~~~~~~~~
Life: 10/08/08 | Posted By: sparklingwave | 1 comment |
Grood even all, (speaking in middle English)
Poem by me time!!!!
Title:I watch and wait and always see...
I watch and wait and always see how poeple act and feel,
Because there's always something just beyond the surface,
All the secrets they hide I know so well.
All the stories they tell, I hear.
I seem to neglect tediose things and see beyond impotance to something different
Something new,
Is it getting through to you,
Can you now see my placid face holds a story,
Here's another tradgedy,
I'm there for you like you weren't for me.
Don't get me wrong I'll sing along to the tune of happiness,
But In distress I'll weave a tale and tell it well
Inspire and insue.
Dreams are yours for the taking,
But mine may not be touched.
Enjoy the secrets that you tell
The ones you thought you hid so well,
Enjoy what is still new,
I've seen it fade,
And soon shall you.
I've watch and waited and have always seen the sight of human nature, like nothing's ever been.
I only wish you new it well,
Your habits and sorrows,
With promis of the 'morrow
If only you'd have been smart enough to know the placid look upon my face was not of shame or disgrace,
But of knowledge known quite well,
Enough to see, I knew you'd tell.
Doesn't hurt,
Doesn't sting,
None pf the pain you bring can cause me to do more than bow my head,
To bad you don't know what I've already said.
I've always looked and always saw, something more, if nothing, nothing at all.
I wrote it because my social studies teacher says even though I'm still young I am very good at understanding and comprehending every situation, especialy those that pretain to liturature and human behavor.
Thanks for reading, please comment!!
Sparklingwave~Timeless wonder, timeless bliss, looking back on days I'll forever miss, but shall not return (quote by me)
Life: 10/07/08 | Posted By: sparklingwave | 1 comment |