Hello again! After much thought, I have decided to post a poem. One that is short, simple, and bittersweet. When writing this poem, I had several people in mind. Two of which were particularly significant to me. One whom I love above all. A person, that doesn't even really exist. I thought of L. L from Death Note, and quite possibly my favorite character of all time. I hope you don't think me crazy or obsessed, and bear in mind that I did say that I wrote this with several people in mind. Not just one. Not just L.

Be With You (5-22-08)

There is someone I like, you know.
Someone I like to be with.
But I cannot be with them, you know.
There is much that divides us.

And all I ever wanted was to hold him.
All I ever wanted was to know that he cared.
Why does everything have to be so difficult,
I'm miserable,
why'd he have to go?
And why couldn't I have come, too?

There was someone I loved, you know.
Someone I liked to be with.
But I couldn't be with them, you know.
Nothing divided us as much as life did,
there was nothing to hold us together.

And all I ever wanted was to love him.
All I ever wanted was to just be with him.
Why did it all have to be so difficult,
I'm crying all alone,
why did he have to go?
And why, why couldn't I go, too?

There. Like it? Love it? Hate it? Please don't be too harsh with me if you disliked it! I'm very sensitive, and I am still an ameteur writer. When I wrote this, I heard music playing faintly at the back of my mind. Lately, I've been writing my poems with the distant thought that they could be turned into songs. I love music, and I was in choir in high school, but I'm not a songwriter. I would love to be able to do something like that, though. Please comment, I would love to hear your thoughts! ^_^ Also, please do not use my poem without my permission. ^_^; ~Trustless

I don't know what L is doing here, but he's still so cute!

Life: 08/08/08 | Posted By: Trustless | 4 comments