~Sinner's Angel~
~~Let me be your angel guide in this world of Death.~~
- Created By Trustless
Be With You
Hello again! After much thought, I have decided to post a poem. One that is short, simple, and bittersweet. When writing this poem, I had several people in mind. Two of which were particularly significant to me. One whom I love above all. A person, that doesn't even really exist. I thought of L. L from Death Note, and quite possibly my favorite character of all time. I hope you don't think me crazy or obsessed, and bear in mind that I did say that I wrote this with several people in mind. Not just one. Not just L.
Be With You (5-22-08)
There is someone I like, you know.
Someone I like to be with.
But I cannot be with them, you know.
There is much that divides us.
And all I ever wanted was to hold him.
All I ever wanted was to know that he cared.
Why does everything have to be so difficult,
I'm miserable,
why'd he have to go?
And why couldn't I have come, too?
There was someone I loved, you know.
Someone I liked to be with.
But I couldn't be with them, you know.
Nothing divided us as much as life did,
there was nothing to hold us together.
And all I ever wanted was to love him.
All I ever wanted was to just be with him.
Why did it all have to be so difficult,
I'm crying all alone,
why did he have to go?
And why, why couldn't I go, too?
There. Like it? Love it? Hate it? Please don't be too harsh with me if you disliked it! I'm very sensitive, and I am still an ameteur writer. When I wrote this, I heard music playing faintly at the back of my mind. Lately, I've been writing my poems with the distant thought that they could be turned into songs. I love music, and I was in choir in high school, but I'm not a songwriter. I would love to be able to do something like that, though. Please comment, I would love to hear your thoughts! ^_^ Also, please do not use my poem without my permission. ^_^; ~Trustless
I don't know what L is doing here, but he's still so cute!
Life: 08/08/08 | Posted By: Trustless | 2 comments |
Dolly
Hello again! First off, I'd like to take a moment to mention a recent weather anomoly that has affected me recently. Anyone hear of Hurricane Dolly? Yes, I live in Texas, just a stone's throw away from the border of Mexico. Not that I go there all the time, but I digress. It hit us on the 23rd of July, suffice it to say, it rained. A lot. We didn't sustain any damage, except that almost our entire fence, made of wood, fell down. It was interesting, watching them fall down, one by one like that. There was so much water, we couldn't leave our house for days! And the power was out for five days. Went out July 23 (Wednesday) and came back on July 27 (Sunday). I shudder at the thought of the mosquitoes we're gonna get. If it wasn't for my mom, it would've taken longer for my neighborhood to get its power back. True story! When she finally got ahold of the electric company, they had no idea that our area was still out! It was difficult sleeping without the AC. It was heaven when things finally went back to normal. I for one was able to get in a satisfactory shower and was finally able to wash my clothes which had been piling up. We had to throw out almost everything in our fridge. And our neighbors were so nice to us! Two of them that lived nearby had barbecue pits, and they cooked food for us! I have never appreciated just how much we rely on our electric comforts. I'm aware of how dependant I am on them, but it's not until we experience things like that I realize just how crippled we would be without them. Mankind is headed for something dreadful, I bet.
That's about it for my Hurricane story. I was going to call it a rant, but it seems more like a report than a rant. Maybe next time, for those of you who were hoping for a rant. Now, did I mention I wrote poetry? I know, I know, everyone writes poetry... Mine aren't exactly anything to brag about, I mean, they're mostly depressing to be honest. But in these last few years, I've written quite a few. Is it obvious to those of you who read whatever I write (be it a comment, details on a submission, or these fanwords), that I'm a competent writer? English was always my best subject, my favorite. It was also the easiest for me, but for some reason, I hate doing essays. Don't know what to make of that one. Anyway, if you guys are curious about my poetry, let me know in the comment box, and I'll find and post something. I don't have anime-based poetry, just personal stuff. Maybe you'll like it, I don't know. But all I can do is try, am I right?
I wonder what L is doing in this picture? Whatever, he's cute anyway! ^_^ ~TS
Writing Wonders
Hello all!
This here's my second post. First I want to say thank you to those of you who read my first post, and were so thoughtful as to wish me a happy birthday! I appreciated it very much!
I typically spend much time on my computer making wallpapers and e-cards (which are much easier to make than wallies), I have a few drawings I shall submit every so often, but no comics. I do have a few ideas for comics, but I'm afraid they shall never make it to paper. (Sorry!) Another thing I do, is fanfiction. Here, it's called Fan Words though. I've written three myself so far. The last one I wrote was the longest and most time-consuming. And, unfortunatley, it is a Christmas story. It's not that I don't like Christmas, rather, what I find unfortunate is that I won't be able to submit it until December. It's a Death Note story, and it focuses on an L and Light fluffy friendship. Jack-of-all-trades, aren't I?
The only reason why I dabble in so many things is because it's interesting. If you only have one interest, to me, that's boring. Basically, my only interest consists of things that are found on this site, theOtaku. It's a great world, and a good thing to be interested in because of how large this world is! I mean, we're talking anime, manga, Japan, voice actors, conventions, and so much more! (Including those perfectly good looking guys that I, for one, would not mind in the least to have gracing my walls.) I mean, while this country's (America) most popular celebrities are facing paparazzi at every turn, waiting to catch them doing something they shouldn't, our favorite bishies remain scandal-free. And, we are free to imagine our favorite characters to be however we want! Instead of saying "Oh, they'd never do that" or whatever, thanks to fanfiction and doujinshi, we can be free to have them be however we want! We can have our favorite angst-ridden characters become downright loli-shota if we want! The silent, talkative; the evil, kind; and the gothic, wear pink.
I do believe I got off track. That is, if I started a proper one in the first place... Perhaps, this post is one of random raving. I for one love to be random. It's just so fun to watch people's faces when I do something unexpected! Here's to being random! XD ~Trustless
I'd like to end this post with a picture of my favorite Japanese actor, Ken'ichi Matsuyama! 
I love L, and all things L related. Isn't he the best! ^_^
PS, I just figured out how to add images to this thing! Awsome!
Birthday
Hello everybody! I keep seeing this "WORLD" thing a lot, and decided to give it a try. It'll give me another chance to be creative, right? And the only thing I can think to talk about is... My birthday! For the life of me, I can't figure out how to put my birthday in my portfolio section, so I'll just put up a short post here telling about it. My mom's birthday just passed, and so it reminded me of my own. I'll be twenty in a month. I can hardly believe it. I wonder if anything special is going to happen that day? I didn't get a quincinera for my 15th birthday (a special celebration for 15-year-olds), or a sweet 16, or an 18th anything. 20 is special somehow, isn't it? Oh well. Even if it isn't, I'll try to get a laugh out of it somehow. And, in case you were wondering, my birthday is July 18. Is anyone gonna give me anything for my birthday??? *Hint-Hint* XD Laterz! ^_^ ~Trustless
Life: 06/21/08 | Posted By: Trustless | 5 comments |
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