Name: Nikki
Age: 27
DOB: Nov. 24 1986
Height: 5ft roughly - What? I'm short
Believe in Love at First Sight: No.
Relationship Status: Single / Don't care
Here lately, I've come to discover, it doesn't matter whether I get married or not. It doesn't even matter if I stay single. Thing is, I may or may not be ready for it. What's important is being content with what you have.
I have a lot of favorite anime, but a few of them include: Code Geass, Trigun, Fullmetal Alchemist and Fairy Tail.
Favorite music: rock / hard rock / heavy metal, pop - I like things that people have said doesn't fit me.
My all time favorite band is the old Guns N' Roses. The new one sucked. End of story.

School Instead

So, I decided not to take this Amazon job because I would be giving up a permanent job for a temporary job. Now, I'm trying to put in my application for school, and I'll be put on a waiting list for nine months up to a year. Only now, I find out there's one more shot I'm supposed to have, and I have to wait for the test results to see if I had Chicken Pox or not. Pretty sure I have, but that was twenty years ago, lol so my memory might be off. I went through quite the runaround with that today, and today was a pretty bad day. Also, I think I should be able to go to Atlanta with my boyfriend. Although, I will be staying at my own hotel. I just hope I will get a room on time. Also, the Middle Tennessee Anime Convention is coming up! I can't wait! I hope I get to meet Vic Mignogna!

To Go or Not To Go

So, now I have another dilemma. Now, I have to decide if I really want to leave my permanent job for a temporary one. I'd like to have more money and more hours, but the fact that this warehouse job is temporary and not permanent makes me ask the question, "Is this worth it?". *le sigh* So now, before Monday, I have to make my decision. Also, all would not be lost because I can still turn in my application for school. Although, we'd have to deal with my job working with me on that later. Luckily, in 2015, they plan to make it so if you've gotten the lottery scholarship once, you can get it again. That would be great! I just hope it would lead to a better job afterwards. If necessary, I could get a job somewhere else. Maybe if some of these other retail places would give me at least 28-30 hours, I could get a job there if my work is unwilling to work with me. My mom just wanted me to put in for this and see what happens.

I Don't Know...

Okay, so here very soon, I'm going to be saying goodbye to Walmart. I will be starting a full-time temporary job. It's a warehouse job that pays $10.50 an hour. However, I remember how the line job I had at an auto plant went, and I didn't last but a week because I was too slow. So, I have to wonder how this is going to go. Am I going to lose this one after a week or two like the assembly line job? I mean, I'd kind of like it to at least last the full six months if nothing else. I wonder if I'm making the right decision. I already know I'll have to get used to ten hours a day. She said ten to twelve, but I'm assuming most of the time, it should be ten hours. I'm just really nervous about the whole situation. *sigh*

Just Because...

After the Storm

So, I made that rant yesterday, and then I got a call from the company this morning that I had to schedule a time to come in and complete the application process. I don't know if I'll have an interview or not, but I go in to complete the application process early tomorrow morning. Then, I have the rest of the day free. I don't know if I'm making the right choice, but I'm giving up the chance to go back to school to put in for this job. I think I'm supposed to have a set schedule and it's $10.50 an hour, but it's temporary. I may or may not get hired on permanently. It's supposed to be 10 hours a day and 4 days a week and not varying shifts if I understood correctly, but I don't know... I could be wrong. The thing is, I don't know if I'm making the right choice.

So, I got angry yesterday, and then again today. It was my own fault because I got lost and turned around, but I wasn't expecting school traffic to be so backed up today after work, and there wasn't a way to turn on the road I needed to turn onto. I wound up going the wrong way and getting lost, and got home an hour after I was supposed to. I was furious, but I decided to go for a walk and take a nap. I feel better, but after the "storm", I am nervous about what's going to happen tomorrow morning.