soooo hello first of all and ty for stoping by,and taking the time to read this XD so ok here we go :
Name :Isaura (its greek and it means gentle breeze-u read it izaura)call me IZA its more simple :P or Shiroi-chan XD
B.Day: 22.08.1988
and im LEO so yes---meow XD
Country: SLovenia (go to wikipedia and type slovenia if u dont know this country )
Hobbies : drawing,,watching anime,playing games,..
Talents: talking for hours(mwuhahahaha)...........^-^
First of all....the reason why i wasnt so much here on is,,that my monitor broke....it went white....*i guess he went to heaven xD* so im back now and ready to roll :P
well as the tittle says...im free again...that person.....got someone else.....thats all i can say...
we were together i guess for almost for a year....said that she now needs time to think what to do....cuz she had feelings for someone else now too.....and today i found out...that she is already with that person....that they are a couple xD
yes u can say...that it hurts like hell....the last peace of my heart that was able to love and care for someone so much.....so much that i was ready to do anything for her....is now broken.
alli wanna say is.....that i wish her all the luck...and that she will be happy with that other bitch*i guess u can say that i dont like her xD*
we will still be friends and stuff.....everyone says that im a idiot for still staying at her side........but i cant help it....i guess if u love someone....u would only wish them the best...u should not stand in the way of their happynes .....even if u have to sacrifice ur own....and im ready to do that.
im kinda used to it that people throw me away after they got something new......i dont even feel anything.....i just felt like someone stabbed me into my heart 1000times....took the knife out.....pulled out my broken heart....throw it on the ground.....and spitted on it and kicked it into a big box full with salt.....closed the box and put it 1000feet under the earth so that it can feel pain for all eternity ^_^
But im still grateful that i was able to met her.....to love that person.....if someone would offer me the chance to never met her and to forget this pain....i would never accept it.....she is-was worth of this pain.....120%
And dont get me wrong shes a good person....unique...always ready to help...shes kinda like me xDDDDD :rofl: here im praising myself......hahahah xDDDD
u can say that i feel nice.....never better......and i guess...ill stop with the love....i hate it...and love hates me *spits on love*
and so that my life wouldnt be only that fucked up....a friend...that i protected from all the other people while they were pointing at her and laughing at her.....i risked everything for that human.....she told me that im a loser.....just like that.....isnt it nice.....i could cry from happyness...-______-
so yeah im free now....so guys and girls......GET ME!!*yes im bi......got a problem with it??!!!....xDDDDDDDDD
ah and yeah i got my new pc *____* its beautiful!!!!
ah i love u all....take care :kissu:
i cried...so much at the end of this movie......it was so sad........and durin this MV i cried again.its such a beautiful story......if u wanna watch it go to youtube and write Sky of love movie,cuz there is a drama too .so u can watch both cuz both are just more than awesome............i watched the movie for 3 times ....and i still cant help it but to cry at the end.....
u wont feel sorry for watching it,if yes....sue me xDD
i hope u all had great holidays......i was....well....sick all the time -_-
i was all the time in bed *shakes head* its like a curse...its always that way...every freaking year =_=
but ok....i hope that this year brings something new,fun, and GOOD to all of us :D
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I believe in angels,
the kind that heaven sends.
I'm surrounded by angels
but I call them my best friends.
Those who lend me their wings,
when i forget how to fly,
when i feel broken down.
And even if we are left 
with only one wing at the end
maybe together,hand in hand
we can fly to the blue ,blue sky
embracing our shattered hearts
finally breaking free
from the world full of lies.
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i was inspired to write this tnx to this song from Ayumi :
pic from OneWingedAngels
I never knew ,that the time will come
When I tell the truth to everyone.
You always knew how to hurt me the most
I never showed it I just smiled
trying to hold on,to that little lie
that everything will be alright
soon you will shove me what love is like
I waited, waited for to long
until bloody tears started to fall
I locked myself away from the world
Hid the key of my heart from all
And finally I forgot
what was this thing called love
wiii a poem i actually did myself 
if there are any type mistakes....srry ^^;
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