This, as many of you are aware, is my main world. And my only one I post in now. Here I just say whatever. When I am angry happy, sad, depressed, laughing, whatever. ^^ This is the place to be to get to know me... damn rhyme....

I am a very reclusive person as of late, but I come out of my shell a lot more when I get out of my house and go places. However, I have yet to see to doing that recently, so I am very isolated. I have built the walls of my confinement to let each day pass me by as I remain to myself, as many times more often than not, I would rather just stay out of the way of people. However, there have been times I have been known to step out and leave these four dark walls.

Name: Richard

Height: 5'8"

Age: 20

Date of Birth: May 28, 1992

I am a fan of anime, which is why I came here. Many many anime capture my interest, but many are from years past. To name a few; Sailor Moon, Trigun, Akira, Gundam (most of the franchise), Rurouni Kenshin, Samurai 7, Gungrave, Strait Jacket.

I also greatly enjoy music. I love most music except certain bands and pretty much all country save for a few songs.

Rammstein is my favorite band. Period.

More or less...... this is all the important information there is about me.

Relationship Status: *laughs his ass off* Relationship status? What the fuck is that? hahhahaha. Don't be so damned stupid Roc. It'll get ya killed out here.


I was just sitting around doing nothing and got bored aside from writing and
decided to make a post

I am so freaking bored. Never anything to do no matter how badly I need something to do. So I am gonna do the smart thing. Imma find new ways to entertain myself. Like....... scare the crap out of random customers. Screw off in the cooler with friends. Throw a coin at a cup that a friend is holding... More or less stuff that doesn't seem to be fun but really is at work. XDDD

An update of some sort.

So.... I haven't been on almost anywhere lately. My internet at home is of and my phone is off, so its hard to keep in touch. I am not home at the moment but just stopping in to say hi. I hope to back with you guys soon. Sorry for not bein around. Peace and I'll be back. ^^

Rawr.... and Mountain Dew.

HI EVERYPONY!!!!.... I am not on as much. But alas..... tis with good reason. I have found a new hobby which I hate. I like to call it work. I am full of crap too. XDDD ANYWAY. I am working a lot more hours lately, plus I have been spending time my friends, and looking for a graveyard shift job at a place like McDonalds. Or something. ANYWAY. Fact is. I need more money. Period. I have been consumed with work more work and more money so I can move. This doesn't mean I am neglecting you guys though. I know I have not been on much but things are rough right now and I just need to take care of priorities. So you guys are my buddies too. Love to my family, and to all with a bad thing going on you are in my thoughts. Gotta go now guys. Love ya. ;D

Smiles that Hide Lies

When we look to the future nothing ever comes to us but the sickening feeling of uncertainty, but sometimes that feelings brings reward. When it doesn't we are left with sorrow and anger. Sorrow and anger is all life ever leaves me. So For now, I am just gonna spend some time to myself. I need to be alone, as I once was, and as I shall remain. To all my friends and family. Peace, and I'll see you all again.

Stolen Quiz

[ ] the dark. (More specifically, what COULD be in the dark)
[X] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[X] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my girlfriend's/boyfriend's dad
[ ] my girlfriend's/boyfriend's mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[X] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] planes
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[X] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[X] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] dead bodies
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets
[ ] my girlfriend/boyfriend
[ ] public speaking


Fearless. Thank you for the quiz Moka. ^^

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.

If you get more than 21, you're paranoid.

If you get 11-20, you are normal.

If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.

If you get 0, you're lying