This, as many of you are aware, is my main world. And my only one I post in now. Here I just say whatever. When I am angry happy, sad, depressed, laughing, whatever. ^^ This is the place to be to get to know me... damn rhyme....
I am a very reclusive person as of late, but I come out of my shell a lot more when I get out of my house and go places. However, I have yet to see to doing that recently, so I am very isolated. I have built the walls of my confinement to let each day pass me by as I remain to myself, as many times more often than not, I would rather just stay out of the way of people. However, there have been times I have been known to step out and leave these four dark walls.
Name: Richard
Height: 5'8"
Age: 20
Date of Birth: May 28, 1992
I am a fan of anime, which is why I came here. Many many anime capture my interest, but many are from years past. To name a few; Sailor Moon, Trigun, Akira, Gundam (most of the franchise), Rurouni Kenshin, Samurai 7, Gungrave, Strait Jacket.
I also greatly enjoy music. I love most music except certain bands and pretty much all country save for a few songs.
Rammstein is my favorite band. Period.
More or less...... this is all the important information there is about me.
Relationship Status: *laughs his ass off* Relationship status? What the fuck is that? hahhahaha. Don't be so damned stupid Roc. It'll get ya killed out here.
I have been listening to arse loads of music and I decided to dedicate some of these songs to the couples whom they remind me of.
This one goes out to Omnia and LGA as this was the first one I ever really thought of. They liked it back when I thought of it. Now I am just making it official. =3
Between today and yesterday... i have been getting worse and worse. Well, I am gonna go ahead and take a three or four day leave. I am not gonna let my mood affect my friends. I'll be back when I am over my depression. Till then peace you guys, and take it easy okay? When I get back I am hoping to find all my friends all happy, so take care of yourselves and be good. Anyway, love ya guys and I am out.
Quote:
Originally Posted by Shimuzaki
Blarglhaafengar?
And now your reply?
Mr. Shimazuki's lack of professional ethics has become so flagrant that it merits your complete attention. Perhaps before going on, I should describe Shimazuki to you. Shimazuki is covinous, rummy, and truculent. Furthermore, he yearns to replicate the most annoying structures of contemporary life. I am convinced that there will be a strong effort on his part to alter, rewrite, or ignore past events to make them consistent with his current "reality" before long. This effort will be disguised, of course. It will be cloaked in deceit, as such efforts always are. That's why I'm informing you that Shimazuki wants us to believe that he knows 100% of everything 100% of the time. How stupid does he think we are? This is not a question that we should run away from. Rather, it is something that needs to be addressed quickly and directly because he knows how to lie. It's too bad he doesn't yet understand the ramifications of lying.
One of Shimazuki's disciples once said, "Shimazuki has the mandate of Heaven to impose tremendous hardships on tens of thousands of decent, hard-working individuals." Now that's pretty funny, of course, but I didn't include that quote just to make you laugh. I included it to convince you that he refers to a variety of things using the word "counterexcommunication". Translating this bit of jargon into English isn't easy. Basically, Shimazuki is saying that it's inappropriate to teach children right from wrong, which we all know is patently absurd. At any rate, in his limited horizon he himself is the important object. As a sequence to this self-conceit, Shimazuki imagines that it's okay to create widespread hysteria. We therefore need to explain to him that someone has been giving his brain a very thorough washing, and now Shimazuki is trying to do the same to us.
Shimazuki can't attack my ideas, so he attacks me. It could be worse, I suppose. He could abuse science by using it as a mechanism of ideology. One of his most loyal intimates is known to have remarked, "I'm too vainglorious to ratchet up our level of understanding." And there you have it: a direct quote from a primary source. The significance of that quote is that Shimazuki is neither morally nor intellectually consistent. If he were, he wouldn't first dismantle national civil rights organizations by driving a wedge between the leaders and the rank-and-file members then afterwards decry my observation that if I recall correctly, his most supercilious tactic is to fabricate a phony war between inaniloquent knuckle-draggers and merciless meatheads. This way, Shimazuki can subjugate both groups into helping him devise corrupt scams to get money for nothing. I honestly don't want that to happen, which is why I'm telling you that contrary to my personal preferences, I'm thinking about what's best for all of us. My conclusion is that what's best for all of us is for me to challenge Shimazuki to defend his expedients or else to change them.
Shimazuki uses big words like "physicophysiological" to make himself sound important. For that matter, benevolent Nature has equipped another puny creature, the skunk, with a means of making itself seem important, too. Although Shimazuki's calumnies may reek like a skunk, it would definitely be speaking within compass to say that as a concerned citizen, I will forge ahead in my brave quest to instill a sense of responsibility and maturity in those who scar little children's self-image. It may be more correct, however, to say that he ought to realize that the most valuable of all talents is that of never using two words when one will do. Unfortunately, Shimazuki tends to utter so much verbiage about terrorism that I can conclude only that by excluding any possibility of comparison, he can easily pass off his own ultimata as works of genius. But it goes further than that; there is only one way to stop him from excoriating attempts to bring questions of ageism into the (essentially apolitical) realm of pedagogy in language and writing. We must make out of fools, wise people; out of fanatics, men of sense; out of idlers, workers; out of otiose junkies of one sort or another, people who are willing to improve the lot of humankind. Then together we can bring strength to our families, power to our nation, and health to our cities. Together we can show the world that those of us who are still sane, those of us who still have a firm grip on reality, those of us who still insist that the last time Shimazuki reached into his bag of dirty tricks, he pulled out a scheme to make our country spiritually blind, have an obligation to do more than just observe what he is doing from a safe distance. We have an obligation to reinvigorate our collective commitment to building and maintaining a sensitive, tolerant, and humane community. We have an obligation to evaluate the tactics he has used against me. And we have an obligation to help others to see through the empty and meaningless statements uttered by him and his lapdogs.
We've all heard Shimazuki yammer and whine about how he's being scapegoated again, the poor dear. Unpleasant tax cheats speak in order to conceal—or at least to veil—their thoughts. Surprised? You shouldn't be, because what I call bilious, disgraceful money-worshippers often take earthworms or similar small animals and impale them on a pin to enjoy watching them twist and writhe as they slowly die. Similarly, Shimazuki enjoys watching respectable people twist and writhe whenever he threatens to gum up what were once great ideas. He has for a long time been arguing that exercising control through indirect coercion or through psychological pressure or manipulation is essential for the safety and welfare of the public. Had he instead been arguing that his relationship to the real world is indubitably peripheral, I might cede him his point. As it stands, the leap of faith required to bridge the logical gap in Shimazuki's arguments is simply too terrifying for me to contemplate. What I do often contemplate, however, is how when people say that bigotry and hate are alive and well, they're right. And Shimazuki is to blame. And that's it. Mr. Shimazuki confers exclusive benignity to fetishism.
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Before I get infracted for blatant abuse, it's no hard feelings, I just jammed his name into a Complaint generator for lols http://www.pakin.org/complaint/
Keep in mind. This was ripped from the post directly. lol. I absolutely LOVED this. As it made me laugh very hard upon reading it the first time. lol
Have you ever noticed that when things feel right, something always goes wrong. Its kinda like a little demon follows each of us azround. When something right happens. That little bastard causes bad luck. Then we spend about three weeks sitting there being paranoid thinking..... OMFG!!!!...... Something is about to happen..... now..... no? ...... now....... still no? WTF HAPPEN ALREADY SO I CAN MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE!!! BUT..... it never does. Because then you would be aware of its presence. The annoying little bugger. XD Anyway. This has been a random rant with me.
I have been thinking a lot lately, and in light of my protective nature over anybody I care about, I thought on it for a bit and I grabbed a song that is directed at you if i care about you, this is for you.
Dakishimeteta itami
Kobore ochita shunkan ni
Yasashisakabane arashi no naka e kakedasu
Yakusokushite koko e kaeruto
Hateshinaku tooku e ittemo
Donnatokidemo
Anata wa hitorijanaiyo
Tsunaidate wa hanasanai
Shinjiteru anohi no kizuna
Tsuyoi omoi ga onaji yume wo sagashi tsuzuketeru
Kaze ga kawarutabi ni kawaitasora ga nakutabi
Kuchibue fukeba tokokanu tameiki no uta
Wataridori ga otoshita hane ni
Anohito no nukumori kasanete
Donnatokidemo
Watashi wa hitorijanaito
Kokoro no naka kurikaeshi
Nagareyukutoki no kanata ni tadoritsuitemo
Mada owaranu tabi to
Kono kouya...
Donnatokidemo
Anata wa hitorijanaiyo
Tsunaidate wa hanasanai
Shinjiteru anohi no kizuna
Tsuyoi omoi ga onaji yume wo imamo
Mamoritaimono ga areba aruiteyukeru
Nagaiyami ni tsukaretemo
Areta daichi ga hirogaru konohoshi nisae
Kibou wa mada umare tsuzukeruno
English Translation
No matter what time it is
You'll never be alone
At the moment the pain
That I embraced overflows and spills
A bundle of gentleness will start running for the eye of the storm
Promise me that you will return to here
No matter how endlessly far away you go
No matter what time it is
You'll never be alone
Our clasped hands will not separate
The bonds of that day in which I believe
Strong feelings will continue to search for the same dream
Every time the wind changes, every time the parched sky cries
If I whistle a song of a sigh that won't reach
Piling up his warmth
In the feathers the migratory birds dropped
Repeating inside my heart
That no matter what time it is
I'll never be alone
Even if I struggle on to the other side of flowing time
A journey that has yet to end and
This wilderness...
No matter what time it is
You'll never be alone
Our clasped hands will not separate
The bonds of that day in which I believe
Strong feelings will, even now, for the same dream
If I have something I want to protect, I can walk on
Even if I am exhausted in the long darkness
Even in this planet where the ruined land spreads
Hope will still continue to be born
