This, as many of you are aware, is my main world. And my only one I post in now. Here I just say whatever. When I am angry happy, sad, depressed, laughing, whatever. ^^ This is the place to be to get to know me... damn rhyme....

I am a very reclusive person as of late, but I come out of my shell a lot more when I get out of my house and go places. However, I have yet to see to doing that recently, so I am very isolated. I have built the walls of my confinement to let each day pass me by as I remain to myself, as many times more often than not, I would rather just stay out of the way of people. However, there have been times I have been known to step out and leave these four dark walls.

Name: Richard

Height: 5'8"

Age: 20

Date of Birth: May 28, 1992

I am a fan of anime, which is why I came here. Many many anime capture my interest, but many are from years past. To name a few; Sailor Moon, Trigun, Akira, Gundam (most of the franchise), Rurouni Kenshin, Samurai 7, Gungrave, Strait Jacket.

I also greatly enjoy music. I love most music except certain bands and pretty much all country save for a few songs.

Rammstein is my favorite band. Period.

More or less...... this is all the important information there is about me.

Relationship Status: *laughs his ass off* Relationship status? What the fuck is that? hahhahaha. Don't be so damned stupid Roc. It'll get ya killed out here.

Rawr.... and Mountain Dew.

HI EVERYPONY!!!!.... I am not on as much. But alas..... tis with good reason. I have found a new hobby which I hate. I like to call it work. I am full of crap too. XDDD ANYWAY. I am working a lot more hours lately, plus I have been spending time my friends, and looking for a graveyard shift job at a place like McDonalds. Or something. ANYWAY. Fact is. I need more money. Period. I have been consumed with work more work and more money so I can move. This doesn't mean I am neglecting you guys though. I know I have not been on much but things are rough right now and I just need to take care of priorities. So you guys are my buddies too. Love to my family, and to all with a bad thing going on you are in my thoughts. Gotta go now guys. Love ya. ;D

Smiles that Hide Lies

When we look to the future nothing ever comes to us but the sickening feeling of uncertainty, but sometimes that feelings brings reward. When it doesn't we are left with sorrow and anger. Sorrow and anger is all life ever leaves me. So For now, I am just gonna spend some time to myself. I need to be alone, as I once was, and as I shall remain. To all my friends and family. Peace, and I'll see you all again.

Stolen Quiz

[ ] the dark. (More specifically, what COULD be in the dark)
[X] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[X] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my girlfriend's/boyfriend's dad
[ ] my girlfriend's/boyfriend's mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[X] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] planes
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[X] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[X] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] dead bodies
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets
[ ] my girlfriend/boyfriend
[ ] public speaking

TOTAL: 5

Fearless. Thank you for the quiz Moka. ^^

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.

If you get more than 21, you're paranoid.

If you get 11-20, you are normal.

If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.

If you get 0, you're lying

Stolen from Moka

This is majorly personal, ready?
Would I be taking it if I wasnt?

Do you still care about your last ex?
Of Course, she is an amazing person.

Does anything on your body hurt right now?
My neck and back and arms

Has anyone told you they loved you today?
Nope.

Do you like falling asleep listening to rain?
Absolutely

Ever been called babe/baby?
Hrmmmm. Yeppo

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
Why? It'd be pointless, then things would be different and my experiences and memories of now would be lost. I wouldn't have some good memories most likely, sure I'd be rid of the bad, but what of the good? Could you honestly say you can live without those good memories? So, no, I would not like to change anything.

Do you like to cuddle?
Yes.

Have you ever peed while on the phone?
XD... only once. I got a very important phonecall midstream. >.<

You never know what you’ve got until you lose it. True or False?
True

Can you read other people’s expressions?
Yes.

Who was the last person you talked to in person?
My older brother

If your parents didn’t like the person you were dating, would you end it?
Screw what my parents or anybody else thinks. Its not their damn decision, its mine.

What is your hair looking like right now?
Normal

Are you nice to everyone?
No. Some people piss me off.

Who are you thinking about right now?
A lot of people

Have your parents ever searched your room for personal belongings?
Only once, I walked out of my house and left for three weeks because of it.

Name someone with brown eyes?
Moka, Shimuzaki, others, people, like a lot of people?

You get on a bus, do you chose to sit on the left or the right?
Wherever

Can you get over people easily?
Depends on the situation and what you mean by get over people easily

Do you like your hair?
Meh

What was the last thing you drank today?
Mountain Dew

What are you doing today?
Enjoying my day off

What are you wearing right now?
Swimming Trunks an a graphic tee of Unearth

Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
Yeah, but they are gone.

Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms?
Yeah....

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Yeah

Do you like to hold hands?
Yes

What are you doing tomorrow?
Going back to work.

Are you waiting for something?
Yeah

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
No

Is it possible to be single and happy?
I dislike it.
Who are you constantly with?
My Older Brother

Do you want any children?
Yes

What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
I can't remember

On a scale of 1-10 how good of a singer are you?
-10?

Do you know what you’re going to do with the rest of your life?
Most likely work hard have a family and provide for them. All I want though honestly. I have my goals and fantasies but to have a family that loves me is all I could really ask for.

Are you older or younger then most of your friends?
Younger

Are you going to get hurt anytime soon by someone?
Yes

Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
Most likely not. Probably about the same

Is your life falling apart or coming together?
Falling apart again.

Do you know who you’ll kiss next?
No

If you could, would you hookup with the last person you texted?
My Sister Rukia

What were you doing at 2AM last night?
Sleeping

Reason behind the last time you cried really hard?
I haven't cried almost at all outside of a few small tears in at least 5 years

What could you eat any day of the week & never get tired of?
Nutella

Do you have any plans for the weekend?
Work

What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Whatever I want

When was the last time something bothered you?
Something is always bothering me.

Anything you’re looking forward to?
Nothing

Are you the type of person who likes to be out or home?
Home or out either or.

Have you ever had your heart broken?
More times than I truely care to remember.

Are you happier now than you were three months ago?
No. Not at all.

Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
Most likely but I almost never am I complete self these days

Was last night terrible?
It was okay actually

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
Most likely

Do you have a tattoo?
Not yet.

Are you texting someone?
No

Would you prefer a baby girl or boy?
Girl

Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?
Yes

Is there anyone who doesn’t like you?
Yes

I bet you miss somebody right now?
Always

Do your feelings get hurt easily?
My feelings are when they are out, but soon they won't be easily hurt again.

The boy/girl you truly care about needs you at 3am, would you go?
Of course.

Do you think someone is thinking about you?
Not sure. Though, doubtfully

Do you call any of your friends by their last name?
Yes

Is there someone you wish you were still close with?
Yes

How’s your heart lately?
Suffering.

Will next Friday be a good one?
No

Has a boy/girl put their arm around you the past 5 days?
No

If someone liked you would you want them to tell you?
Yes

Do you miss your past?
My memories are my past and they are precious to me good or bad. Yes I do.

What was the first thing you thought this morning?
I need something to drink.

Have you ever gotten a sunburn so bad it hurt to move?
No

What’s the greatest thing that happened to you today?
I had someone to talk to.

Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth?
Truth hurts, besides, a Lie is much easier to smile over. Nobody needs to burden themself worrying about me, so A solemn lie and a smile will do nicely.

Do you trust people?
Yes and No.

Your favorite number?
5

Do you like anybody right now?
Yes

Name some fears you have:
Being alone. Hospitals, live chickens, and being useless.

Does the thought of marriage scare you?
Not at all. I want a family someday.

How many kids do you want?
Not sure. A daughter at the least.

What’s your favourite season?
Winter

What’s your favourite colour to wear?
Whatever

What’s something that someone can do that really bothers you?
Not sure. A lot of things can piss me off.

Do you make a wish at 11:11?
Wishes are pointless as they never come true.

When you go to the beach do you swim or lay out more?
Swim

Who’s the last text message you received from and what did it say?
Don't remember.

Does the number 23 have any significance to you?
No

Be honest, do you like people in general?
Depends

I now tag: Spectre, Moka, Somegirl, Amiisyuu, Omnia1, teapartyprincess

More Music

So today, i was listening to some old bands I thought of last night after that last post. and I got some more for you guys now. Check it out.

This is all I got for the moment, but there will be more, I promise.