This, as many of you are aware, is my main world. And my only one I post in now. Here I just say whatever. When I am angry happy, sad, depressed, laughing, whatever. ^^ This is the place to be to get to know me... damn rhyme....

I am a very reclusive person as of late, but I come out of my shell a lot more when I get out of my house and go places. However, I have yet to see to doing that recently, so I am very isolated. I have built the walls of my confinement to let each day pass me by as I remain to myself, as many times more often than not, I would rather just stay out of the way of people. However, there have been times I have been known to step out and leave these four dark walls.

Name: Richard

Height: 5'8"

Age: 20

Date of Birth: May 28, 1992

I am a fan of anime, which is why I came here. Many many anime capture my interest, but many are from years past. To name a few; Sailor Moon, Trigun, Akira, Gundam (most of the franchise), Rurouni Kenshin, Samurai 7, Gungrave, Strait Jacket.

I also greatly enjoy music. I love most music except certain bands and pretty much all country save for a few songs.

Rammstein is my favorite band. Period.

More or less...... this is all the important information there is about me.

Relationship Status: *laughs his ass off* Relationship status? What the fuck is that? hahhahaha. Don't be so damned stupid Roc. It'll get ya killed out here.

Elemental Meme thing stolen from Neko who stoled it from axel

.:FIRE:.
[x]You have a short temper.
[x]You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[x]You are very competitive.
[x]You like to play with fire.
[]You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all. ( Not a strong swimmer ._. )
[x]You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[x]You often lose control over yourself.
[]You can be quite reckless.
[x]You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[x]People have often called you insane.
Total: 8

.:WATER:.
[]You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[x]You like to go to the beach.
[]You rarely get angry.
[x]When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[]You think before you act.
[]You are good at breaking up fights.
[x]You are a good swimmer.
[x]You like the rain.
[x]You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[x]You are very generous.
Total: 6

.:EARTH:.
[x]You are physically strong.
[]You have a close connection with nature.
[x]You don't mind getting dirty.
[x]You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[]You could easily survive in the wild.
[x]You care about the environment.
[]You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted.
[]You rarely get depressed.
[]You aren't afraid of anything.
[]You prefer to have a strict set of rules.
Total: 4

.:AIR:.
[x]You have a free spirit.
[x]You hate rules.
[x]You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces.
[x]You hate to be restrained.
[x]You are very independent and outgoing.
[x]You are quite intelligent.
[x]You tend to be impatient.
[x]You are easily distracted.
[x]You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying.
[x]You wish you could fly.
Total: 10

.: DARKNESS:.
[x]You spend most of your time alone.
[x]You prefer nighttime over daytime.
[x]You like creepy things.
[x]You like to play tricks on people.
[]Black is your favorite color. (Black is a shade, DUH.)
[x]You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, videogames, etc.
[]You don't talk much.
[]You are atheist.
[x]You don't mind watching scary movies.
[x]You love to break the rules.
Total: 7

.:LIGHT:.
[x]You are very polite.
[x]You are spiritual.
[x]When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them.
[]You believe everything you see or hear.
[]You are afraid of the dark.
[]You hate violence.
[]You hope for world peace.
[x]You are generally a happy person.
[]Everyone loves to be around you.
[]You always follow the rules.
Total: 4

I am an Air, but Close to Fire and Darkness =D

After hours and hours, I figured it out.

Okay, you can all ignore the post before this now. I thought on this for so long today and I have finally reached the point of rage quit. I no longer care about the problems, nor am I worried. I will do my best and if its not good enough thats life. ^^ I will work as hard as I can, and if it gets me nowhere, so be it. If it gets me somewhere thats great. But nothing is going to stop me anymore. I have had a lot to think about, and I was thinking about it, even through work. So, for the support thanks guys. ^^ Appreciate it.

Every Single Goddamn Time

I need to vent a lot. I have a lot of shit going on in my life thats bothering me very badly right now. I have withheld the fact I am from a lower class family for some time. If you want to make a joke, make it to someone who cares because I dont. I trust a lot of you here and know you won't but somebody in every crowd loves to nitpick at the little shit and make jokes. I am from a lower class family and my parents are both disabled. They receive social security to pay the bills and food stamps.
My job is bringing in too much income into the house so they are going to cut off their benefits unless I cut my hours down so low I'll be making no money, OR that I get the lovely benefit of quitting. Or I can move out of my house. So no matter what way I go about this I am fucked. So naturally I am getting fucked by the government again, but oh boy the good news doesn't end their. I just found out my mothers best friend is in the hospital and most likely will not be coming back. One of my great aunts on my father's side just passed away about two weeks ago, my great aunt on my mother's side is sick and lost her benefits that were keeping her alive so now she is gonna pass away soon. EVERY SINGLE GODDAMN TIME I GET SOMEWHERE I GET FUCKED AND DROPPED BACK TO THE BOTTOM. So if I have ever been a little unkind to someone I am fucking sorry, but just like everybody else, I am a human being who has problems and feelings. I can't take everything on my damn shoulders and walk around like nothing's happened. If this post has offended you in any way, then you can go ahead and report me, and this post. I just don't care right now.

Stolen from Mokia

Some of my answers I am not too proud of.... but I will answer honestly....

Bold What Applies to You
I am a male.
I am a girl
I am shorter than 5’4.
I think I’m ugly sometimes.
I have a scar
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I want a tattoo
I can be self-conscious about my body.
I’ve been told I’m atactive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have a piercing in a place other than my ears
I have freckles.
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve run away from home.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I’m in school.
I’ve lost a child.
I have a job.
I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
I almost always do/did my homework.
I’ve missed a week or more of school.
I failed more than 1 class last year.
I’ve stolen something from my job
I have a bad habit of calling people dude and bro
I’ve slipped out an “lol” in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve peed from laughing.
I’ve snorted while laughing
I’ve cried from laughing so hard.
I’ve glued my hand to something.
I’ve had my pants rip in public.
I was born with a disease/impairment.
I’ve broken a bone.
I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I had a serious surgery.
I’ve had chicken pox.
I’ve had measles.
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been to Canada.
I’ve been to Mexico.
I’ve been to Niagra Falls.
I’ve been to Japan.
I’ve been to Africa.
I’ve been to Hawaii.
I’ve gotten lost in my city.
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star.
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts
I’ve been to a casino.
I’ve been skydiving.
I’ve gone skinny dipping.
I’ve played spin the bottle.
I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
I’ve crashed a car.
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a play.
I’ve met someone in person from the Internet.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve seen the Northern lights.
I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
I’ve played chicken.
I’ve played a prank on someone
I’ve ridden in a taxi
I’ve seen Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I’ve eaten sushi.
I’ve been snowboarding.
I’m single
I’m in a relationship.
I’m engaged.
I’m married.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I’ve gotten divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.
I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I’ve snuck out of my house.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.
I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve run a red light.
I’ve been suspended from school.
I’ve witnessed a crime.
I’ve been in a fist fight.
I’ve been arrested
I’ve passed out from drinking.
I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
I’ve smoked.
I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
I’ve eaten mushrooms.
I’ve popped E.
I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
I’ve done hard drugs.
I have cough drops when I’m not sick.
I have 3 pills at a time no problem.
I have been diagnosed with depression.
I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
I’ve taken an anti-depressant.
I have been anorexic or bulimic
I’ve slept an entire day without needing to go pee.
I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
I’ve woken up crying.
I’m afraid of dying.
I hate funerals
I own over 5 rap CDs.
I own an IPod or an MP3 player.
I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
I own something from Hot Topic.
I own something from Pac Sun.
I collect comic books.

Couples Dedication # 2

This is somethign that makes me think of Will and Angel. You guys are great friends. ^^ Here you are. My couples dedication to you two.