This, as many of you are aware, is my main world. And my only one I post in now. Here I just say whatever. When I am angry happy, sad, depressed, laughing, whatever. ^^ This is the place to be to get to know me... damn rhyme....

I live in the realm of Reality. I go to a 10 to 8 job. I spend four days of the week at work. I take care of people. I used to be so angry about everything, and in some ways.... I still am. This, however, isn't what I am all about. I leave my house. I have fun at work, and I smile. Those of you who know me.... know I wasn't always so happy, but that was some time ago. I found something out in this wasteland we call life. I found something far more profound than religion, or even love. I found the ability to push ahead, no matter how hard it gets. I refuse to back away from any challenge, and I won't let anything bring me back to that dumbass child I was, but that being said.... That old flame of the maniac Shimu isn't completely dead, just some of those murky bits polished. Haha.

Name: Richard

Height: 5'5" (Lost Height somehow....

Age: 23

Date of Birth: May 28, 1992

I am a fan of anime, which is why I came here. Many many anime capture my interest, but many are from years past, save for my number two stand alone series now. To name a few; Sailor Moon, Trigun, Akira, Gundam (most of the franchise), Rurouni Kenshin, Samurai 7, Gungrave, Strait Jacket. That stand alone series at the number 2 spot of my favorites..... Is Psychopass

I also greatly enjoy music. I love most music except certain bands and pretty much all country save for a few songs.

Rammstein is my favorite band. Period.

More or less...... this is all the important information there is about me.

Relationship Status: Single.

Stolen from Mokia

Some of my answers I am not too proud of.... but I will answer honestly....

Bold What Applies to You
I am a male.
I am a girl
I am shorter than 5’4.
I think I’m ugly sometimes.
I have a scar
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I want a tattoo
I can be self-conscious about my body.
I’ve been told I’m atactive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have a piercing in a place other than my ears
I have freckles.
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve run away from home.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.

I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I’m in school.
I’ve lost a child.
I have a job.
I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
I almost always do/did my homework.
I’ve missed a week or more of school.
I failed more than 1 class last year.
I’ve stolen something from my job
I have a bad habit of calling people dude and bro
I’ve slipped out an “lol” in a spoken conversation.

Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve peed from laughing.
I’ve snorted while laughing
I’ve cried from laughing so hard.
I’ve glued my hand to something.
I’ve had my pants rip in public.
I was born with a disease/impairment.
I’ve broken a bone.
I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I had a serious surgery.
I’ve had chicken pox.
I’ve had measles.

I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been to Canada.
I’ve been to Mexico.
I’ve been to Niagra Falls.
I’ve been to Japan.
I’ve been to Africa.
I’ve been to Hawaii.
I’ve gotten lost in my city.
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star.
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.

I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts
I’ve been to a casino.
I’ve been skydiving.
I’ve gone skinny dipping.
I’ve played spin the bottle.

I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
I’ve crashed a car.
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a play.
I’ve met someone in person from the Internet.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.

I’ve seen the Northern lights.
I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
I’ve played chicken.
I’ve played a prank on someone
I’ve ridden in a taxi
I’ve seen Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I’ve eaten sushi.
I’ve been snowboarding.

I’m single
I’m in a relationship.
I’m engaged.
I’m married.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I’ve gotten divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.
I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I’ve snuck out of my house.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.
I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve run a red light.
I’ve been suspended from school.
I’ve witnessed a crime.
I’ve been in a fist fight.
I’ve been arrested
I’ve passed out from drinking.
I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
I’ve smoked.
I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
I’ve eaten mushrooms.
I’ve popped E.
I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
I’ve done hard drugs.
I have cough drops when I’m not sick.
I have 3 pills at a time no problem.
I have been diagnosed with depression.
I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
I’ve taken an anti-depressant.
I have been anorexic or bulimic
I’ve slept an entire day without needing to go pee.
I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
I’ve woken up crying.
I’m afraid of dying.
I hate funerals
I own over 5 rap CDs.
I own an IPod or an MP3 player.
I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
I own something from Hot Topic.
I own something from Pac Sun.
I collect comic books.

Couples Dedication # 2

This is somethign that makes me think of Will and Angel. You guys are great friends. ^^ Here you are. My couples dedication to you two.

Couples Dedication #1

I have been listening to arse loads of music and I decided to dedicate some of these songs to the couples whom they remind me of.

This one goes out to Omnia and LGA as this was the first one I ever really thought of. They liked it back when I thought of it. Now I am just making it official. =3

*sighs*

Between today and yesterday... i have been getting worse and worse. Well, I am gonna go ahead and take a three or four day leave. I am not gonna let my mood affect my friends. I'll be back when I am over my depression. Till then peace you guys, and take it easy okay? When I get back I am hoping to find all my friends all happy, so take care of yourselves and be good. Anyway, love ya guys and I am out.

This is a hilarious gift given to me by a friend.

Quote:
Originally Posted by Shimuzaki
Blarglhaafengar?
And now your reply?

Mr. Shimazuki's lack of professional ethics has become so flagrant that it merits your complete attention. Perhaps before going on, I should describe Shimazuki to you. Shimazuki is covinous, rummy, and truculent. Furthermore, he yearns to replicate the most annoying structures of contemporary life. I am convinced that there will be a strong effort on his part to alter, rewrite, or ignore past events to make them consistent with his current "reality" before long. This effort will be disguised, of course. It will be cloaked in deceit, as such efforts always are. That's why I'm informing you that Shimazuki wants us to believe that he knows 100% of everything 100% of the time. How stupid does he think we are? This is not a question that we should run away from. Rather, it is something that needs to be addressed quickly and directly because he knows how to lie. It's too bad he doesn't yet understand the ramifications of lying.

One of Shimazuki's disciples once said, "Shimazuki has the mandate of Heaven to impose tremendous hardships on tens of thousands of decent, hard-working individuals." Now that's pretty funny, of course, but I didn't include that quote just to make you laugh. I included it to convince you that he refers to a variety of things using the word "counterexcommunication". Translating this bit of jargon into English isn't easy. Basically, Shimazuki is saying that it's inappropriate to teach children right from wrong, which we all know is patently absurd. At any rate, in his limited horizon he himself is the important object. As a sequence to this self-conceit, Shimazuki imagines that it's okay to create widespread hysteria. We therefore need to explain to him that someone has been giving his brain a very thorough washing, and now Shimazuki is trying to do the same to us.

Shimazuki can't attack my ideas, so he attacks me. It could be worse, I suppose. He could abuse science by using it as a mechanism of ideology. One of his most loyal intimates is known to have remarked, "I'm too vainglorious to ratchet up our level of understanding." And there you have it: a direct quote from a primary source. The significance of that quote is that Shimazuki is neither morally nor intellectually consistent. If he were, he wouldn't first dismantle national civil rights organizations by driving a wedge between the leaders and the rank-and-file members then afterwards decry my observation that if I recall correctly, his most supercilious tactic is to fabricate a phony war between inaniloquent knuckle-draggers and merciless meatheads. This way, Shimazuki can subjugate both groups into helping him devise corrupt scams to get money for nothing. I honestly don't want that to happen, which is why I'm telling you that contrary to my personal preferences, I'm thinking about what's best for all of us. My conclusion is that what's best for all of us is for me to challenge Shimazuki to defend his expedients or else to change them.

Shimazuki uses big words like "physicophysiological" to make himself sound important. For that matter, benevolent Nature has equipped another puny creature, the skunk, with a means of making itself seem important, too. Although Shimazuki's calumnies may reek like a skunk, it would definitely be speaking within compass to say that as a concerned citizen, I will forge ahead in my brave quest to instill a sense of responsibility and maturity in those who scar little children's self-image. It may be more correct, however, to say that he ought to realize that the most valuable of all talents is that of never using two words when one will do. Unfortunately, Shimazuki tends to utter so much verbiage about terrorism that I can conclude only that by excluding any possibility of comparison, he can easily pass off his own ultimata as works of genius. But it goes further than that; there is only one way to stop him from excoriating attempts to bring questions of ageism into the (essentially apolitical) realm of pedagogy in language and writing. We must make out of fools, wise people; out of fanatics, men of sense; out of idlers, workers; out of otiose junkies of one sort or another, people who are willing to improve the lot of humankind. Then together we can bring strength to our families, power to our nation, and health to our cities. Together we can show the world that those of us who are still sane, those of us who still have a firm grip on reality, those of us who still insist that the last time Shimazuki reached into his bag of dirty tricks, he pulled out a scheme to make our country spiritually blind, have an obligation to do more than just observe what he is doing from a safe distance. We have an obligation to reinvigorate our collective commitment to building and maintaining a sensitive, tolerant, and humane community. We have an obligation to evaluate the tactics he has used against me. And we have an obligation to help others to see through the empty and meaningless statements uttered by him and his lapdogs.

We've all heard Shimazuki yammer and whine about how he's being scapegoated again, the poor dear. Unpleasant tax cheats speak in order to conceal—or at least to veil—their thoughts. Surprised? You shouldn't be, because what I call bilious, disgraceful money-worshippers often take earthworms or similar small animals and impale them on a pin to enjoy watching them twist and writhe as they slowly die. Similarly, Shimazuki enjoys watching respectable people twist and writhe whenever he threatens to gum up what were once great ideas. He has for a long time been arguing that exercising control through indirect coercion or through psychological pressure or manipulation is essential for the safety and welfare of the public. Had he instead been arguing that his relationship to the real world is indubitably peripheral, I might cede him his point. As it stands, the leap of faith required to bridge the logical gap in Shimazuki's arguments is simply too terrifying for me to contemplate. What I do often contemplate, however, is how when people say that bigotry and hate are alive and well, they're right. And Shimazuki is to blame. And that's it. Mr. Shimazuki confers exclusive benignity to fetishism.

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Before I get infracted for blatant abuse, it's no hard feelings, I just jammed his name into a Complaint generator for lols http://www.pakin.org/complaint/

Keep in mind. This was ripped from the post directly. lol. I absolutely LOVED this. As it made me laugh very hard upon reading it the first time. lol