Edge of the World

This, as many of you are aware, is my main world. And my only one I post in now. Here I just say whatever. When I am angry happy, sad, depressed, laughing, whatever. ^^ This is the place to be to get to know me... damn rhyme....

I live in the realm of Reality. I go to a 10 to 8 job. I spend four days of the week at work. I take care of people. I used to be so angry about everything, and in some ways.... I still am. This, however, isn't what I am all about. I leave my house. I have fun at work, and I smile. Those of you who know me.... know I wasn't always so happy, but that was some time ago. I found something out in this wasteland we call life. I found something far more profound than religion, or even love. I found the ability to push ahead, no matter how hard it gets. I refuse to back away from any challenge, and I won't let anything bring me back to that dumbass child I was, but that being said.... That old flame of the maniac Shimu isn't completely dead, just some of those murky bits polished. Haha.

Name: Richard

Height: 5'5" (Lost Height somehow....

Age: 23

Date of Birth: May 28, 1992

I am a fan of anime, which is why I came here. Many many anime capture my interest, but many are from years past, save for my number two stand alone series now. To name a few; Sailor Moon, Trigun, Akira, Gundam (most of the franchise), Rurouni Kenshin, Samurai 7, Gungrave, Strait Jacket. That stand alone series at the number 2 spot of my favorites..... Is Psychopass

I also greatly enjoy music. I love most music except certain bands and pretty much all country save for a few songs.

Rammstein is my favorite band. Period.

More or less...... this is all the important information there is about me.

Relationship Status: Single.

Created By Shimuzaki

Life.

I have good news. I punched the wall yesterday hard. Thats not the good news. The good news is I didnt break my hand. Anyway, now. I will say this but once. I hate two things, one is being treated like a child. I hate that more than anything else, as it is extremely disrespectful. Number two, is being treated like I am ignorant, as in, uneducated, a "redneck", a "hick", or anything of the sort. I am not. I am from the city, I live in the country and I want to go back to the city. Nobody has said I am a hick or anything so its all good. HOWEVER, I WAS treated like a child recently, and THAT pisses me off. I show you all respect until you give me a reason not to do so. Even then I will not treat you like a child. I am an adult and I will not be treated any differently. Thats all I have to say in this post. Thank you for reading, and thank you for avoiding doing this to me.

later

in about a day or two I am probably gonna be gone for a solid week. i have a lot on my mind. old problems die sadness and misery stick around and new problems rise causing more strife and hurt, such is the turning of time and the way of life. Misery and despair are a constant while happiness is a just a phase, so it seems. I need time to take things in and deal with my inner demons. so I am going to take the tie most likely. My love to all.

Elemental Meme thing stolen from Neko who stoled it from axel

.:FIRE:.
[x]You have a short temper.
[x]You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[x]You are very competitive.
[x]You like to play with fire.
[]You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all. ( Not a strong swimmer ._. )
[x]You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[x]You often lose control over yourself.
[]You can be quite reckless.
[x]You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[x]People have often called you insane.
Total: 8

.:WATER:.
[]You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[x]You like to go to the beach.
[]You rarely get angry.
[x]When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[]You think before you act.
[]You are good at breaking up fights.
[x]You are a good swimmer.
[x]You like the rain.
[x]You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[x]You are very generous.
Total: 6

.:EARTH:.
[x]You are physically strong.
[]You have a close connection with nature.
[x]You don't mind getting dirty.
[x]You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[]You could easily survive in the wild.
[x]You care about the environment.
[]You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted.
[]You rarely get depressed.
[]You aren't afraid of anything.
[]You prefer to have a strict set of rules.
Total: 4

.:AIR:.
[x]You have a free spirit.
[x]You hate rules.
[x]You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces.
[x]You hate to be restrained.
[x]You are very independent and outgoing.
[x]You are quite intelligent.
[x]You tend to be impatient.
[x]You are easily distracted.
[x]You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying.
[x]You wish you could fly.
Total: 10

.: DARKNESS:.
[x]You spend most of your time alone.
[x]You prefer nighttime over daytime.
[x]You like creepy things.
[x]You like to play tricks on people.
[]Black is your favorite color. (Black is a shade, DUH.)
[x]You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, videogames, etc.
[]You don't talk much.
[]You are atheist.
[x]You don't mind watching scary movies.
[x]You love to break the rules.
Total: 7

.:LIGHT:.
[x]You are very polite.
[x]You are spiritual.
[x]When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them.
[]You believe everything you see or hear.
[]You are afraid of the dark.
[]You hate violence.
[]You hope for world peace.
[x]You are generally a happy person.
[]Everyone loves to be around you.
[]You always follow the rules.
Total: 4

I am an Air, but Close to Fire and Darkness =D

After hours and hours, I figured it out.

Okay, you can all ignore the post before this now. I thought on this for so long today and I have finally reached the point of rage quit. I no longer care about the problems, nor am I worried. I will do my best and if its not good enough thats life. ^^ I will work as hard as I can, and if it gets me nowhere, so be it. If it gets me somewhere thats great. But nothing is going to stop me anymore. I have had a lot to think about, and I was thinking about it, even through work. So, for the support thanks guys. ^^ Appreciate it.

Every Single Goddamn Time

I need to vent a lot. I have a lot of shit going on in my life thats bothering me very badly right now. I have withheld the fact I am from a lower class family for some time. If you want to make a joke, make it to someone who cares because I dont. I trust a lot of you here and know you won't but somebody in every crowd loves to nitpick at the little shit and make jokes. I am from a lower class family and my parents are both disabled. They receive social security to pay the bills and food stamps.
My job is bringing in too much income into the house so they are going to cut off their benefits unless I cut my hours down so low I'll be making no money, OR that I get the lovely benefit of quitting. Or I can move out of my house. So no matter what way I go about this I am fucked. So naturally I am getting fucked by the government again, but oh boy the good news doesn't end their. I just found out my mothers best friend is in the hospital and most likely will not be coming back. One of my great aunts on my father's side just passed away about two weeks ago, my great aunt on my mother's side is sick and lost her benefits that were keeping her alive so now she is gonna pass away soon. EVERY SINGLE GODDAMN TIME I GET SOMEWHERE I GET FUCKED AND DROPPED BACK TO THE BOTTOM. So if I have ever been a little unkind to someone I am fucking sorry, but just like everybody else, I am a human being who has problems and feelings. I can't take everything on my damn shoulders and walk around like nothing's happened. If this post has offended you in any way, then you can go ahead and report me, and this post. I just don't care right now.