This, as many of you are aware, is my main world. And my only one I post in now. Here I just say whatever. When I am angry happy, sad, depressed, laughing, whatever. ^^ This is the place to be to get to know me... damn rhyme....

I am a very reclusive person as of late, but I come out of my shell a lot more when I get out of my house and go places. However, I have yet to see to doing that recently, so I am very isolated. I have built the walls of my confinement to let each day pass me by as I remain to myself, as many times more often than not, I would rather just stay out of the way of people. However, there have been times I have been known to step out and leave these four dark walls.

Name: Richard

Height: 5'8"

Age: 20

Date of Birth: May 28, 1992

I am a fan of anime, which is why I came here. Many many anime capture my interest, but many are from years past. To name a few; Sailor Moon, Trigun, Akira, Gundam (most of the franchise), Rurouni Kenshin, Samurai 7, Gungrave, Strait Jacket.

I also greatly enjoy music. I love most music except certain bands and pretty much all country save for a few songs.

Rammstein is my favorite band. Period.

More or less...... this is all the important information there is about me.

Relationship Status: *laughs his ass off* Relationship status? What the fuck is that? hahhahaha. Don't be so damned stupid Roc. It'll get ya killed out here.

New Jacket and funny junk

Okay, so I am buying Kougamie's jacket from Psycho pass. I had to gt my measurements taken since the people who are making it, do custom tailoring. Its pretty frickin' sweet though. I can't wait for it to get here, so I can wear it. I noticed my last post was super depressing, and I want to think that I am able to deal with shit a little better than that, so I have been keeping myself in a positive outlook these last few days. I am getting a new manager at work, and I hope that soon, I can get back on track with my life. I plan to go to college soon, and I want to say, that its gonna be awesome. I found out the company I work for will actually reimburse me tuition if I go to a college that they support witin our company guidelines. I will have to go and see HR about it in the very near future. I am planning to go for Business management. If I get a few years of that under my belt, maybe I can move to a better job with steady hours, and that I will go home like a japanese business man. I will stop off at the same bar every Friday night. Every monday I will go to the same park bench and reflect on why I hate my life, and every wednesday I will remember that its hump day and reflect in the same park on the same bench as monday..... about why I hate camels. XDDDDD

old man

Blegh. I'm shaking cobwebs off at this point. I feel like I shouldn't though. I'm just posting here to satisfy my own need to type. lol. I haven't typed or written anything in such a long time. Its a sad feeling when I can't let my fingers do what they want. I found a job taking care of people. I help out people with developmental disabilities, working for a non profit organization, near where I live. They work all over the southern part of my state making sure people who have developmental disabilities are taken care of, and able to go out into the community and be treated proper. Other than that, I have been rotting away in my home playing my xbox one offline. I feel like I should have some kind of resentment towards certain things, but I can never find the heart to be hateful of people i once cared about. I'm just to busy trying to satisfy my own ego, by convincing myself that I can earn the respect of my peers. Hell, I wish I had the courage to face the things I can't stand about myself, but honestly I find that to be too daunting a challenge. Either way, I will see it through to the end. I'll be around.


I have been feeling angry the past few days. I can't really explain why, but I can say I miss someone special to me. This isn't what's upsetting me though. It would just help put my heart at ease. I have been working myself incredibly hard at work this weekend as a result from my rage, not to mention, I haven't been sleeping or really eating. It feels like I could explode at any moment, but I try to force my anger from myself. Keeping my mind on work helps out some but I this keeps up, I'm not sure I will be able to hold it back. I hope it ends soon...

Bad luck

I think I am cursed. I go through a tablet and two computers in two days.... Guess what.... All of it fails.... I also got yelled at at work this morning. Seems like a bad start to my weekend.

The Gunman

I went to the movies over the weekend to see The Gunman. I think that Sean Penn did a pretty good damn job. The movie seemed like they tried to end itself before it ended, but overall it was a pretty great film. I am gonna go see Home tho coming weekend.