Loves: Anime, yaoi, reading, AMV's, procrastinating, chocolate, gaming, swearing, making graphics and web pages, stand-up comedians, Chinese food, Firefly, and ShadowLight.
Credits: Background texture: milou_veronica. Header image from the Doujinshi "Subete wa Ai de Dekiteiru" by PistolDynamite.
My Dark Passion: Shadow | My Padawan: Raina | My Hikari: NightBeck
Have no friends not equal to yourself.
- Confucius
I officially name October Asshole Month. Cause, cause holy shit they are out in abundance to make my life miserable. Was there some national message for all assholes to come out of whatever hole they live in and go public this month that I missed? It’s a conspiracy, I tell you. A freaking conspiracy. October’s only redeeming quality is that it holds my favorite holiday coming up. That’s right, Halloween. Halloweeeeeen baby! All I have to do is not kill anyone, gruesomely, for another day and it’ll be here. Of course I have to work tomorrow, which blows, but at least this damn month will be over.
And in other matters, my life really IS one big fucking Catch 22. How could I spend nearly a decade in higher learning at college to be such a big useless, goddamn waste of space? It blows my mind. And well, it pisses me off. Am I allowed to be pissed off because I'm useless? Regardless I am. I don't really know what else to say about it other than it pisses me off. I hate feeling like an invalid, but I guess I really am. I think all my motivation has got up and went out the window along with my dreams.
And I guess there it is, my willpower is leaving. I really am trying to tell myself that I can do it. But I think I'm fooling myself. But ignorance is bliss right? And really, I probably shouldn't be writing all this crap here where anyone can read it, though I'm sure no one will except for the couple of people on this site that remember me. Really its probably just my shitty mood talking anyway and the fact that I just wanted to vent somewhere.
Signature art by Chocolate Queen
Thank you everyone for the birthday wishes! They are most appreciated. So I am loving the Fall so far. More preciously, I am so enjoying the sunny, cool weather. I wish it could stay like this year round. Though it has been kind of cold this week, but it’s supposed to be beautiful again here next week. And the leaves are starting to turn here. Needless to say I am a fan of a lot of color.
The one thing that does suck about the Fall though is I think I’m getting sick. Boo. Got the tiredness, malaise, and that general not all-together feeling.
How about ending with a little humor, we could all use more, and I just couldn’t help myself. Giggle, enjoy, or stare at the Doujinshi pic in the header, whichever.
I used to like birthdays, what kid doesn't eh. But as I grow older I don't think I like them so much anymore lol. Every one just brings me closer to 30 and that seems like such a scary thing for me.
Since the hubby's birthday is also in 3 days and mine is today, his parents are coming into town today to take us out to a combined birthday lunch. Should be pleasant.
Well that sadly is all that is interesting in my life right now, have a good weekend my poppets!
*dusts off page* Hey this thing still works! How about that. It has been a long time hasn’t it? I’ve missed you guys! Group hug! Or not. I might as well jump right back into things.
I passed my state boards! Huzzah! I am officially a nurse now, and a student no longer!!
I was very nervous the weekend after I took my NCLEX until I found out I passed. You have a total of 5 hours to take the test, which includes the test itself and the tutorial that goes along with it... I was done in 1 hour. It felt a little strange, my first thought was, holy crap I failed it miserably fast! But the proctor said that’s usually a good sign to be done quickly; it means you got a lot right. That made me feel a little better, but it was still nerve wracking. Thank goodness the lady was right though!
So now it is job-hunting time for me. Which is actually some scary stuff too. Since I still don’t feel like I’m experienced enough to be doing this on my own without my instructors there. Yikes.
And lastly, my Itachi fanaticism has awaked again for some reason, bear with me. It’s late now but I’ll try to visit everyone and see how you are doing tomorrow.
I just had to post and make the announcement:
Today I took my final exam.
Took our 2009 nursing class picture.
And picked up my cap and gown.
The nursing program is over, I'm a new grad!!!!!!!!!!!!!
