Shadowlight|Portuguese/Azorean|Graphic Designer|24 years old|Artist|Smart|Silly|Procrastinator|Lovable?|

Dark Passion:Shanny

Updato!

I should ask Adam to make Titles optional, I never know what to put on that thing! >_>;;

Ahem...Hay guys!

I'm here to report that life has finally got on the track again. And ya know why?
I started to not care about what was happening anymore, instead I just played along. How?
By laughing at every time something happened. Made jokes about what more could happen and sometimes it did happened and laughed some more.
And you know what? There is no better medicine on this moments than cooking like a mad woman.

Seriously. You get all the anger and frustration out of your system and everyone enjoys different dishes everyday which by its own makes you feel relieved, stress free and happy that everyone enjoyed your home made with anger/frustation/love food. =D

SO!

If you happened to pass through something like me, keep in mind that when life gives you lemons make the best kick ass lemonade out of it, yo!

And then she gets so pissed out with ya that she will reluctantly will get on track. :)

That is my life's lesson advise for all of ya. Take good care of yourselves now!

Love you all, dearly muchly. Especially the ones who heard all my whinning and bitching this posts/days. ;3

Bad luck keeps going...

....and now my laptop died and my tv died.[sarcasm] Yeppie. [/sarcasm]

And it seems I'm highly susceptible to electricity, every time I touch something slightly electronic I get a shock. Seriously, I do!

Darn. I need to do something about this, me thinks.

Thanks for your words. All of you. Thank you, I truly appreciate it.

Goind down hill

I apologise before hand but this will be a rant. If you want to skip it go right ahead, I really don't mind or care. I just really really need to vent a little here.

[RANT]
Life sucks, right now. Period.

Since this year started everything and I mean everything started to go down hill.
My health got from bad to worse and because of that I got behind at school so I had to work really hard to get back in the same level as everyone else. Then I was assigned at this supposedly great company who offered practically the sky to me to practice all that I've learned this three years, but all I ended up doing was stuff they didn't like to do. I became a secretary, instead of working with renovating their ugly site and image.

Fine. I'm okay with that but starting to treating me as garbage? As something that could be discarted? No. So I reported them. YES. I was that childish and whinny. Sue me. I don't care.

SO after saying my last goodbyes, they got me this new one, again promised me a thousands of marvellous things (this time I didn't fell for it).
And low and behold, I was freacking right. Everyone over there is crazy and I'm not saying this in the good way. They were sucessful to make me feel like I wasn't needed over there, yet they let me in. Which by now I really don't care anymore I'll do my job and do it well.

But wait there's more. During all that, I spent an entire week sleeping something like 2 or 3 three hours per two or three days (when I was working at the first company), my pain got far worse due to not resting enough.
Everything I touch get broken. My cellphone broke, my mp3 broke and tonight, just now, my precious tablet broke. The last resource I had for some sanity, got broken. And because my brother ordered over seas I probably will be without it for MONTHS. MONTHS on end.

All the comics, the surprise for Adam and Alexa AND my final project are on hold now.

Still, everyone is telling me to keep calm and cool. NOW tell me, how in god's heaven can I be calm when everything around me and myself including are crashing and burning?

I dunno.

[/RANT]

And yet another year

That I've grown older.

Twenty - four. Tweeeenty four. Can you believe it?

It feels so...odd. Since I do not behave as a 24 year old adult. Opps?

Hahaha....aw well...

Anyway, so far it has been a fun day, work was dull and boring but evening will be spent with family and a home cooked dinner, as usual. Something with chicken since its my favourite and all. Hmmmmmm.....

People don't forget to visit Alexa!
She's turning nineteen today as well! Nineteen for gawd sakes!!

Gawd dammmn I feel old. ALEEEEEXAAAA trade with me?

I already said this personally to you this afternoon but happy birthday, babes!
Next year will be way more fun since we will celebrate together....hopefully! =D
Until then, you have a fantastic day, girl!
Mad, MAd love for you! <3

Edit:Thanks so much for the shower of love and gifts! 20 or so private messages at once (so close to 24!! Haha) and several gifts. You guys spoil me too much. THANK YOUUUUU!

[tackle hugs everyone]

Edit2:Also I have not forgotten your suggestion mimminx and others about doing a comic, it was suppose to show today but I'm a little behind on it. Also have something for you, Alexa!!! But you have to wait a little. XP

Something I realized just now out of the blue...

Did'ya know that around Valentine's time/month it made 6 years that I've been a member around here?

*le gasp*

And it was my VERY first time that I didn't celebrate it with you guys?!!

*le gasp once more*

Six years is ALONG time to be connected with a site online (I do know that are other people with more years around here) but I still think I should celebrate with you guys here! 'Cause ya know, you guys rock and all so you deserve it.

What should we do, now? Any ideas?

Edit: And my gosh. You poor souls had to deal with me all this years. YOU DEFINITELY deserve this then.

Ask anything. I'll do for ya. Just make it fair okay? XD