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Happy Fireworks! *smacked*
Kitty vs. Fake mouse
Happy 4th of July everyone! ^__^ Doesn’t feel like a 4th of July to me though. I think my family and I are going to have a BBQ… I don’t know or I might go to my cousin’s house since my uncle bought illegal fireworks. We’re going to have a safe 4th of July like always! *coughs*
This week has been hell for all of us family after my aunt went into surgery on Tuesday morning. Tuesday night, the whole family went to the hospital and hears about the news. The doctor said he did not see anything that could be a cancer; even in the naked eye. However, he said he is not officially sure if the cancer is gone and will get back to us yet again, another day.
As my other aunts, uncles, my mom, and grandparents stayed, my cousins and I went to the lobby to watch some TV. We were bored like always… but my cousin brought his DS, so we were playing and had some chitchats about summer. My cousin Jose and his little brother went downstairs to the vending machines to buy something to snack on. Thirty minutes later, Jessica and I were the only ones and wondered why they were taking so long to get their snacks. I received a picture message from Jose eating a big juicy hamburger; Jessica and I went: “WHAT?!” out loud and ran to the cafeteria like hungry animals. XDDD It seems it was an ‘Independence Dinner’ since the cafeteria was decorated in red, white and blue colors. Very nice! The food was free; the kind people served us with some good food… BAH! Hospital food is now WAY better than school food! D<
Yesterday, I kept wondering if I’m going to Anime Expo. I absolutely heard nothing from my aunt, if she’s going to take my mom and me to LA. I don’t think I can ever drive in LA, it’s freakin hell there! As I was thinking, my mom came and sat down near my desk. I was getting scared, because when my mom does that, there’s something wrong. My mom smiled and yelled: “SHE’S CANCER-FREE!” My eyes went big and sparkly anime-style and yelled out: “YAY!” My aunt kicked that cancer’s ass! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! A big relief in our family! Thanks you guys for the support and wishes for her!
Yeah…pretty finally…my life is slowly getting much better, which is awesome. Problems are now backing away since I’m threatening it to back off or there will be some blood-shed! *devilish smirk*
The wallpaper: FF7 Crisis Core – Journey Beyond your Imagination, a friend of mine asked me if I can video cam me working on a wallpaper. I might do that… like those artists drawing in fast motion with music. I might do that. But here’s the screenshots of the recent wallpaper I have did:
That’s all the update I have…have a safe, legal (hehehehhe), and fun 4th of July!
………I want KELUN’s new single: ‘CHU-BURA’ T_____________T
--Sesshy
Life: 07/04/08 | Posted By: SessLover18 | 2 comments |
Wish her luck
Currently listening to: COLORS - Back-On
....my cat is so weird, even my baby cousin is all "WTH" to it XD
Happy or boring Monday for all you! I believe I have said it before, but I’ll say it again; I hate Mondays! I don’t know why, I guess because it’s the beginning of the week and feels all: “Oh just one more weekend for me.” Stupid reason to hate Monday, huh?
Sunday went good for my family and I. I was watching the latest bleach episode until my cousin came over into my room. I told her what she was doing here and she said we were having a BBQ. I didn’t even know, but was happy to hang with the family. My aunt who has cancer wanted to spend some time with us before her big surgery coming in tomorrow. Before everyone came, my aunt and I had a talk. Seeing how she’s still scared, we were talking about the bible, which was something I don’t talk about everyday. She asked me, if I’m going to see her on Tuesday and of course I said yes. We had a lot of fun. I was wrestling with all my cousins, we watched movies, and played games! My uncle’s ribs were freakin awesome that I ate like 5 of them! xD
Still don’t know if I’m going to AX, but I think I’ve decided I’m not going. According to my aunt, she said she would be in the hospital for 6 days. Ugh, that’s hell for me. I told her I’d bring her lots of DVDs for her since they have DVD players in her hospital, or maybe teach her how to play a PSP xD; Anyway, give my aunt many luck, prayers, etc. She is the closest aunt out of my family.
I’m sorry to say this to a certain someone…I was a bit offended when you said: “Your site had more drama then CNN.” Because my family is very important to me and of course I need people to listen to me when I need help, so I come here. However, I am not the type who always talks about my depressing life…my life isn’t depressing actually. I never thought about that. My real life friends aren’t better than you guys. I love you guys as my family as well!
Uh…lets see…Since Adam finally made better limits to post pictures on Worlds. I’ll show you my rose pictures I took with my new camera! ^_^
Edit: Okay it's not working for me, so click the linky!!
I also updated more on my portfolio site. I now have a flash gallery I did! I need to make buttons for it. Kita, I’m sorry I’m taking FOREVER to make a button for this site…but I’ll make one asap! Again, thank you for the scans you shared with me. It has given me many ideas for my wallpapers! Keep an eye out!
Got any plans for 4th of July? I’m not if I do yet. Hope so!
--Sesshy
Life: 06/30/08 | Posted By: SessLover18 | 7 comments |
Untitled because I suck at Titles!
June 25th, 2008
Posted: 9:43pm last night, California
Currently Listening to: No way to say × HIGH CONTRAST Mix – Ayumi Hamasaki
This is the screenshot I did for my wallpaper Unmasked Hero
Ah, another update from the Sesshy! Isn’t this oh-so-exciting? No? I don’t blame you then. *coughs* Anyway, more downs on my life, but there’s good news popping up again!
Thanks to those who gave regards to my aunt. She will go into surgery again on July 1st. That day, that will gives us the final answer about her future and hope it turns out good. My mother had to go to the hospital due to her having horrible chest pains and hard time breathing. After hearing that, it was like: “What the hell is going on in my little life of mine?!” I was having a hard time thinking about this…but, shouldn’t overdo myself on it though. Worrying isn’t going to help and need to do what I need to do to help. My mom is home again and fine now. What was wrong with her was; since we’re having over active wildfires in California and bad pollution, where my mom works is a potato shed, which means a lot of dirty flying all over the place. Due to her asthma, well she didn’t think it was that bad until it happened yesterday. But she’s doing good thanks God. After all this stress, I might have to sacrifice going to Anime Expo…again. For one day, can I get away from everything just once? @_@ Sheesh!
Recent Friday, my mom, my aunt (who has the cancer) and I went out to go shopping. I got my haircut and we had to wait for my mom to finish hers. My aunt and I had a LONG conversation about her problems and mine. Actually felt good though to tell someone close to you about your problems. She told me how scared she is about the cancer; but she said she’ll keep fighting though. She said: “I may have cancer, but cancer doesn’t have me!” Me: ….you got that from the commercials, rip-off!!! Made her laugh xD
Then….SESSHY GOT A NEW CAMERA!
Click to see teh amazing camera!
You read right, it’s a 12MP with many, many features on it! If some of you didn’t know, I’m getting into photography + Photo-manipulation! This camera almost works as a professional camera. Since I’m broke and can’t afford expensive cameras, this one was the closest to afford. How much you say? It was only $179 bucks at WAL-MART! xD I guess I didn’t really have to save $600 to get a SLR camera.
Uhhh…what else I need to talk about. Oh! Does anyone have facebook? I keep forgetting that I got one for the UVERworld forums to keep in contact with others, but decided to use it for online friends as myspace is with High school friends. ^^
Summer going good for everyone so far?
--Sesshy
Life: 06/25/08 | Posted By: SessLover18 | 6 comments |
Updates
Currently Listening to: Sakihokoru hana no you ni -Neo Vizualizm- - Miyavi
Hello everyone! Yet again posting on my life. Hopefully you brought a pillow, but if it’s cold where you live, then hopefully a blanket too.
There was bad family drama. Having us to be a bit apart at each other until the news to find out, my closest aunt had cancer. She was in surgery 4 weeks ago, but unfortunately, it was still there. My aunt got her results yesterday and it wasn’t too late. It brought great hope for her to continue living on. She will lose her hair, but as she said: “I don’t care that I’m losing my hair, I’m just glad I’ll be continue living on.” It was something that made all of us closer. We’ll be having a get together on Sunday for father’s day.
For me…I have bigger problems with my “oh-so-wonderful” dad. Since father’s day is coming up, he expects something. Oh, so do you want give a dad who left his daughter out of his life? Christmas party, after meeting his gf’s family he knew a long time now, no one did know he had a daughter. He forces me to go to college so he doesn’t have to pay the health insurance. Makes me feel like a failure and embarrassment in front of people after having good news from my life. You’re getting nothing from me. So there’s my problems I’m fighting at!
Besides all that, I’m finally finding my style on designing….I think I have a style of making my designs look like a movie-like picture XD; I’m fond how the colors look for example: The Revolution – UVERworld wallpaper looks like:
More news, I’m addicted to UVERworld’s new single and Happy late b-day to Alex XD! That’s all I have to say. I should be getting back to making anime wallpapers for you guys, anyway anime you suggest to see that I might know of.
Happy Friday the 13th! MUAHAHAHAHAHA
--Sesshy
Life: 06/13/08 | Posted By: SessLover18 | 7 comments |
Summer is finally here!
W00t, finally updating both my Worlds and MyOtaku! Summer time is finally here us...well actually it's been starting off weird. 2 weeks ago, we hit around the big 100's; then, a week ago, we hit a storm, which got us some rain and SNOW. I have NEVER seen snow in late May! O.o Weird weather we're getting...
Finally change the themes for both sites, updating my new portfolio site, hosted by UVERworld.org (ironic), practicing on Illustrator, flash, learning my Japanese, etc. Will be doing all this for the summer! ^^ What about you guys? Any plans for the summer?
Hopefully, I can be more active here and DeviantART.
Well anyway, I dealt with a couple of thieves here on MyO. I swear...I hate it when people takes your work and submits it at the same place you mainly submit it at. I'm thinking about doing a wallpaper clean...which I really don't want to do. But I think it's time to do that...I don't want to lose my total downloads though, since I always wanted to break the record here xD;;; Ah...we shall see what Sesshy shall do! Thanks for looking out!
Too many things I need to do. *rubs head* Anyway, I'll try my best to keep on updating here.
Life: 06/02/08 | Posted By: SessLover18 | 7 comments |