This is my new world! Its small cuz I just created it about 10 minutes ago. ^_^'


So my friend's mom has cancer. Breast cancer and brain cancer and it spread so far that they think she might be brain dead. I'm really sad about this but I have to be strong for my friend. She told me this while keeping a straight face at another friend's grad party. I'm so proud of her for holding up because I know she's a little crybaby inside. But I think this experience has made her grow up too fast in less than a month.

I know none of my friends will read this so I'm not afraid of anyone finding out. But I'm so worried about her mom. I prayed so hard today that I felt a stream of tears coming from both of my eyes. I care about that family. And her mom is an uber nice person. She's almost like an aunt to me. I prayed to the God, Jesus, Mary, Joseph and Saint Peregrine; Saint of Cancer. If anyone can perform a miracle. I know at least one of them can. And also, I kinda gave them an idea. Its a bad idea, thinking back on equivalent exchange. What if I gave her a fraction of my life? Like scrape a couple of years off mine to add to her's? Just so she can be well enough to say what she needs to before she passes on. (Which is super hard to think about right now) I know its wrong to think like that because its almost black magic. But things are getting bad.

But I just pray to any saint that will listen. If they can help, and I beg of their help, please let Ms Lisa not be in pain. Please let her be well again. Give her Your Strength to fight this cancer and beat it. Because once she smiles again, my friend can smile sincerely instead of one of those fake 'I'm about to cry so fricken hard' smiles. And when my friend smiles, our entire friendship group smiles. And smiles go for miles as they say.

My Home for the Holidays Poem

Dancing snowflakes falling from a white oblivion
Ecstatic children skipping merrily from door to door singing cheerful carols
The warm feel of a mug filled with hot chocolate too hot to be sipped
The soothing scent of home mixed with the crisp smell of pine
The hugs, kisses, and greetings of a loving family
Mother, in her homemade Christmas sweater
A feast fit for God Himself, gathered around a cozy table
Laughter, chuckles, grins and giggles,
Grandma's succulent pies after a hearty meal
Then the gathering around the spruce as the oldest pass out presents to their childrens' eager little hands.
Finally, after a long night of joy in its purest form
We rest our heads, thankful to the Lord.

How to Solve Your Own Murder

"I don't like going to these 'Winter Ball' things. You know that." I scolded my friend Elie for bringing up the subject. She hid her face in her long wheat-colored hair. "But you didn't go our freshman year or our sophmore year. Pretty soon,...

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Otaku Moment (kinda)

This may not be a total otaku moment, but it was definately a fun memory for my friend and I who are total otakus ourselves.

As many otaku know, there are moments where they just can't restrain themselves from the wonders of an otaku environment. Sometimes this environment may include their friends, a convention, or an all-day thing online. Whatever the moment may be, we have all experienced one. (Sometimes people experience an otaku moment at least once a day.)

About 2 years ago, my friend Sara and I were left unattended to by my parents. They had gone out for a long night on the town. As the evening drew closer to midnight, we began to party. :D We listened to Numa Numa amvs on youtube and watched Naruto (before it stopped airing XP) After our little moment of fun, we began watching Inuyasha. During the commercial break, Sara turned the Numa Numa song back on (for like the 50th time) while I went to grab some bottles of pop from my garage. When I returned the music was up almost full blast and Sara was weirdly dancing to the Hare Hare Yukai while listening to Numa Numa. I threw her a bottle of pop, and she missed it. She threw it back to me and we started to play hot potato with it. After about 3 minutes of continuous throwing, Sara finally opened it. IT EXPLODED~! A fountain of caramel colored soda burst through the cap and exploded onto Sara's shirt, and the floor. I did the same with my bottle and rapidly shook it for a minute and opened it up right in Sara's face. We wasted about 4 more bottles of pop. The entire floor was drenched in pop from one side to the other. We panicked because we didn't know what time my parents would be back. We quickly grabbed a few towels and started drying the soon-to-be sticky floor. As we were drying, our favorite song changed to one that we hated very much; The Barney song. Our night of exploding was over. Time to watch the rest of Inuyasha, Bleach, Full Metal Alchemist, and whatever cool anime that were on at that time.


Title: Apocalypse
Series: Original
Characters: Blue Orb and the reader

"On the first Mondays of every month, at least one airplane would plummet towards Earth. On the first Fridays of the month, at least one well-known person or celebrity would die. In between that, random natural disasters would occur, killing thousands. This is the beginning of the end. I can't stop it. You can't stop it. No one can," said the small luminious blue orb, surrounded by darkness.

"I'm gonna stop this, I don't care what you say. You're just a talking ball of light," I said hazily. The orb's glow was like a night light barely breaching the darkness. I don't know how to stop this, but I will. These past 16 years are nothing if the apocalypse is near.

"If you deny the end, you can possibly prevent it or worsen it. Billions of lives are in your hands. Do want to be that person who defies not only their own destiny, but the world's?" the orb asked anxiously.

"Yes," I said with confidence. This is my world. If there's a way to save it, even if its just a gamble, I will save it. Its for the sake of not just me, but for everyone.