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It should go without saying.
Once again, its been far too long since I decided to put thoughts here in the old blog.
I really feel that all the times I say I'm trying my damndest to work on myself, its all bullshit. I'm lying to me, about almost everything. I'm deluding myself with a lifetime's worth of bad habits.
I'm not good at being too social. It seems every time I try, I feel like I fail. I really suck at keeping in touch with the people who mean the most to me. All it would take is a simple call, or a text, a message on Facebook, or email. But I never get to it. I can't help but think that when I do reach out, I'm wasting the other person's time. Its not the case, I know that. But it is quite difficult to convince an introverted, depressed, and socially awkward mind otherwise.
Every time I hear any kind of compliment, I just think someone is trying to blow smoke up my ass.
I'm done with the ranting. Sorry for the depressing intrusion into what I assume are splendid weekends.
I think I'll go and take a walk through my new 20 acre tract of land.
So what do you write here again?
I saw that Mimmi posted. And realizing that I keep popping in but never writing anything, I figured I would give a rundown. -Still with FedEx in Tennessee. Fun job, just not this time of year. Being Santa sucks. -Been getting into hu...Song Time!
This Tuesday, October 29, 2013 will mark the Ten Year Anniversary of the day I officially joined TheOtaku.com.
Crapbaskets I'm old. . .
A blog by any other name shall be just as ignored. . .
Bullet point style.
- Sleep and stress struggles continue. Medication changes may be required.
- Work is pretty much work. Lots of driving, lots of cardboard.
- Dog is fine
- Brother is a bother.
- Irritability and introversion increasing, must be getting close to holidays.
- Incredibly lonely, but nothing new there.
Thats about it. I just decided to check in.
Later.
