Inspiration loss...and a new resolve

Hiya everyone~ ^^ I haven't updated much...mostly because of my lack of inspiration to post, update, and put up art etc...
But today I guess I had the worst moment of inspiration loss. Today I went to read mangas at the bookstore and I read so many there. I finished reading and when I got home I was like...
"So many original artists...what am I doing?"
Basically put, I've almost lost all inspiration for my KH fan comic now..I have so much planned but after reading all of the amazing series I saw today I don't know something just clicked that made me want to make my own. Not draw in the style of someone else but try drawing a comic of my own.
I mean...I love the KH style of Shiro Amano, really I do it's like one of my favorite anime styles but as well as liking that I also have a style of my own to look toward to. I love planning my KH fan comic and everything but something I saw in the mangas that I read today made me think perhaps I could try making a new manga of my own, in my own style, my own story and of course my own characters.
I'm not saying I'm 100% stopping my KH fan comic but something tells me that I might not post it, or if I do it won't be for a while(besides, my family thinks that making a fan comic of something is kind of stupid, they don't want me to post anything on here except things that I've created myself 100% not off of anything else 0_______o).
I guess I lost inspiration for one thing, but gained inspiration for another. And with this resolve I'm hoping to make a manga completely out of my own imagination, something you guys have never seen before, not an idea that's being transformed. I know a lot of you might probably be mad because like more than half of you were so excited to see it but trust me I plan to make something totally new! And I promise you guys I'll continue it and keep it going!
I don't know but we'll just have to see in the future what may come. Take care everyone ^^

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