I have decided not to leave this place. Sorry for my annoyingness in my leaving things. Sorry. I can't stand to leave my friends here. I changed the design yeah, it needed it.
Still requests and art trades are open.
I luv my hamster and i will miss him deeply.

Because i like this song, will update later on.
I fell in love with this anime, grell and Sebastian are my fave characters, A few things about me.
Name: Sasha
age: 13
Gender: girl
Interests: vampires, writing, drawing, demons, magic, anime, peace, wolves

Dislikes: Anything Disney except the kid movies, Twilight, police, party crashers, Dykes [lesbians scare the crap out of me], naked people

Occupation: a crappy middle school in Cockford [a.k.a. Rockford]

Fave Music: Anything alternative unless full out screamo. rap, pop, hip-hop, grunge/punk, japanese

Fave band: Three days grace, Breaking Benjamin, Tokio Hotel, 3 doors down, lil wayne, BrokenCyde, lots more...

Fave books: Anne Rice stories, Salems Lot, Vladimir Tod Chronicles

Fave Anime: Devil May Cry, Naruto, Fruits Basket, Inuyasha, Death Note

accomplishments: nothing yet but writing a book. three actually.

Art trades/ requests

I take requests and art trades. I do have every right to deny if its something that doesn't interest me which isn't too many things. I don't do Yuri, yaoi or hentai. I won't draw smut for anyone. If it is an art trade it must be of equal trade. Line art for line art, colored for colored. I work with Colored pencils and normal pencils. i suck using a tablet.
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Serious Art Block >-<

I have never had this bad of an art block. i seriously haven't been able to draw anything descent for the last three weeks. they're just crappy doodle. Now my new sketchbook is filled iwth crappy unfinished drawings of things. *sigh* i need inspiration. music isn't helping anymore.
Request art trade. anything. i need some kind of inspiration.

in other news. Ray is doing better than he was yesterday. His blast count is down to 48, which is still better than 50. his lungs are better, so are his kidneys. the skin infection is also healing.Yep, i hope he can come home soon.

His fave song

Yeah, Ray again. He's not doing any better than he was yesterday. part of his left lung collapsed last night but they fixed it but now he has pneumonia.
well this was his absolute favorite song. If he doesn't make it, i'm sure this will be played at his funeral. it really is a beautiful song.

Not good.

I went to carepages cause i'm really worried about Ray. i even started crying, i'm so scared for him. He isn't doing so well. His white blood cell count is the same as it had been the other day which is around 50%. his lungs are very weak, and i think they may be failing him. I'm so scared, i really don't think he's going to make it.

Sad :(

i just found out that a guy from my school was diagnosed with leukemia. I wasn't really friends with him but we were always in the same class throughout elementary school and always shared at least one class in middle school. I won't be able to handle if he dies. he was such a funny guy. not so much the nicest kid in the world but he had a lot of friends and he was very entertaining. he's been in a coma since tuesday and he just woke up today or something. i'll be sad if he ends up dying. He's my age so he's only fourteen. that's way too young to die at.

yayz^^ (i probably always use this title)

Yay, i got a free sketch by AkumaYoru (why he/she doesn't post here any more i'll never know. it's sad but he/she drew me a piccy of Zylar and it looks amazing. It's mixed with a lot of other peoples free sketch things too. there's thirty of them on this comic strip looking thing but i was happy when i saw his/her version of Zylar. (i really have no idea what Akumayoru is. boy girl i don't know.)
yep, that made my morning :D

bummer though, i has to go back to school tomorrow