The names Samantha. Nicknames: Sammi, Sam, Mantha, Sammich. Call me whatever floats your boat. I'm Vietna-namese. I'm sick of my last name.
I swing. I sing. I write. I bake. I psycho-analyze you. I love you.
I'm a beta reader, so if there's any piece of writing that you want me to proofread before sending off for publication, just shoot me a PM and I'd be happy to help you!
:] <3 If you don't know me, get to know me. You'll have me for life.
Hello loves, how are you?
*sigh*
I'm not doing so hot.
RECAPITULATION. (Aka-Recap)
1. My poetry sister (Love her to death) just got back from rehab (cutting/drugs) on Monday. And she's changed. She's quiet...and she's on so much meds that she visibly shakes and walks slower. Before you all go "UGH I HATE people who do drugs!" or "UGH I HATE the poser cutting people." let me just say... that she's probably the one person who's been through yourshit+myshit+everybody'sshit COMBINED. *UGH* It's hard watching her go through that. She wrote a poem for me while she was in rehab. Her handwriting used to be fricking gorgeous. But the meds made her hands shake so bad--it took me an hour to fully read the poem she wrote. I'll post it up later.
2. My great uncle has three weeks to live, people. That's right. Damn cancer.
TOO MUCH POO IN MY LIFE.
I MUST CLEANSE IT.
Ello, loves. Long time, no talk. :] Been a tad busy what with school, AP crap, drammmaaa, broken hearts, cancer, (yes, CANCER.) and more drama. Nothing has really changed, except maybe my hair has grown longer since last. :] And I've gained a best friend, who has proved himself to be my kindred spirit. So I'm pretty happy. MM, yeah, I'm still single. Pathetic? No, just empowered.
Mm, right, I've also gotten an AIM account, finally. Its SammiWinnie. :] Winnie playing on my affinity with Winnie the Pooh and my last name [the oh so generic Nguyen last name, pronounced: Win] So hit me up, friends; I miss you all.
I'm trying as hard as I can to talk more on here, but it's super hard. I'm sorry, loves. But I'm on AIM almost all the time. So talk to me. :]
Iloveyouall. Yes, you, and you, and you, and you, you darling stranger. Or darling non stranger.
<3 love you.
A stinky bag person hacked into my account and tried to change my password.
>.>
Hehe too bad I didn't confirm the password change in my email!
SUCKER!
--First swing performance last Friday.
I did pretty gosh darn good. But yikes. Peforming a super hard solo TWICE in a row made my asthma flare up.
I almost died last Friday. Not even exaggerating. It was getting so bad that the lack of air made my whole body numb and tingly.
My doctor says that if it wasn't for my friends who helped me and for my inhaler, I could've died.
So, I just want to take a moment to say that I love you guys. And that if anything ever happens to me, I really hope that you remember it. :] <3
BUT then again on the bright side, I looked pretty hot last Friday. Haha, curled my hair for the performance. <3 Let's just say--that with the dance costume I had to wear last week.... (low low cut top, and short flouncy skirt) I had some GUY FANS if you know what I mean.
O_O Guys and their gosh darn hormones.
Woo Hoo guys. I'm here! :D
I had to go out and get some eyeliner---going crazy without any. <3
Anywayyssss Moods! They're not good either...
{Depressed}
I have to quit singing. After the end of this year, I am no longer a singer. My mom is forcing me to. I have to replace it with newspaper. I cried over it all morning this morning. I still cry when I think of it. Nothing is like performing and singing. Newspaper will not be able to replace it. I'm going to miss it so much. SO much. This is seriously the longest I've gone without smiling. ALL DAY. UGH. Eff my life.
{Angry}
I'm not performing for Swing. My partner is much more committed to his other club than Swing--so he's lacking skills and practice. SO alas, I suffer because of his faithlessness.
All my hobbies and things I love to do are going down the drain.
Oh yesss~
I've skipped Senior Otaku + and went straight to Senior Otaku ++
and I don't even come on as much as I used to!
Hell yeah betches.
(; <3
One more step and then OTAKU LEGEND.
